choosing to live

fragment (consider revising)
Go ahead, push your luck
Find out how much love the world can hold.
Once upon a time I had control
And reigned my soul in tight.
Well the whole truth
Is like a story of a wave unfurled
But I held the evil of the world
So I stopped the tide
Froze it up from inside
And it felt like
A winter machine that you go through and then
You catch your breath and winter starts again
And everyone else is springbound