|Wednesday, July 6th, 2005|
Ok I haven't posted in like forever...But I had to 'cause this is so me....
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
|Thursday, March 24th, 2005|
|Been a while
Ok it's really been forever since I last updated.....So here are some sruveys for you
| You scored as Hinduism. Your views are most similar to those of... Hinduism! Do some research on Hinduism and possibly consider becoming Hindu, if you aren't already.|
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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|Stability |||||||| ||30% |
|Orderliness |||||||| ||30% |
|Empathy |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Interdependence |||||||||||||| ||50% |
|Intellectual |||||||||||| ||36% |
|Mystical |||||||||||||||||||||| ||90% |
|Artistic |||||||||||||||||| ||63% |
|Religious |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| ||70% |
|Materialism |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Narcissism |||||||| ||30% |
|Adventurousness |||||||||||||| ||43% |
|Work ethic |||||||||||| ||36% |
|Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Conflict seeking |||||||| ||30% |
|Need to dominate |||||||||||||| ||50% || |
|Romantic |||||||||||||| ||50% |
|Avoidant |||||||| ||30% |
|Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| ||70% |
|Wealth |||| ||10% |
|Dependency |||||||||||||| ||43% |
|Change averse |||||||||||||| ||50% |
|Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Individuality |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||||| ||83% |
|Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Physical security |||||||| ||30% |
|Food indulgent |||||||||||||||||||||| ||90% |
|Histrionic |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Paranoia |||||||||||||||| ||56% |
|Vanity |||||||| ||30% |
|Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| ||63% |
|Female cliche |||||||| ||23% |
|Monday, November 8th, 2004|
Yeah so like life's a bitch and I wish I were dead...Have a good night all...
|Saturday, September 11th, 2004|
|Thanks to all
To everyone who replied in my last post thanks I feel so love.
|Friday, September 10th, 2004|
|The big 27
Ok so I turned 27 today...I just wish someone other then my family would have remembered....La Sigh
|Wednesday, August 25th, 2004|
Ever have one of thoes weeks where you just wish you could witness a mob hit just so you could go into the witness protection program and just dissappear. Well it's been one of the weeks for me. Actually it's been one of thoes months. I don't I've just been really dpressed lately and I've been trying to snap myself out of it. Sadly though I have yet to be able to. Anyway I don't want to ramble on about what's been bothering me, but I could use a little loving from my faithful readers if you don't mind. Current Mood: depressed
|Thursday, August 12th, 2004|
|Tuesday, August 10th, 2004|
|Losing my Religion
Due to some unfortunate circumstance I have lost my Internet capability. It seems someone somehow got a hold of my Mother's account # through AOL and ran up a $800 bill so she has cut off AOL. I am currently and my sisters house writing this. This is good in it will force me to finally upgrade this hunk of crap I call a computer and finally get that cable modem I've been dreaming of for the past year or so. So to Rob if you read this I need to talk to you soon please. Just drop a comment. I might mot be able to get it for a week or so but at least I'll get it. Anyway to all of you out there who still care to read my little slice of heaven I call a LJ(All three of you). If I don't post in a while now you know why. Miss me all 'cuse I know I'll miss all of you. ::Sob:: Current Mood: sad
|Friday, July 23rd, 2004|
|Dreamscape fights back
I've been reading my friends LJ's and it occurred to me that I too had a nightmare the other night. Not as bad as Greys of RTFs for that matter but a nightmare that actually woke me up nonetheless. Now for those of you who know me I take great pride in being in total control over my dreams. It's the only place I feel safe and comfortable. It's the only thing "other worldly" so to speak that has really interested me. Anyway in the dream I was sitting in my apartment when I heard this loud buzzing sound coming from nowhere. I got up to look out the window and this huge bee started to attack. Now I would usually tell myself hay I'm only dreaming and think myself some huge fly swatter and kill it. When that didn't work I started to panic. Something like that hasn't happened to me in a long time, so I just started to run (Something else that hasn't happened in a long time). Everything I tried didn't work. Guns I found just shot bubbles, a tank I came across would only shot streamers. So when I finally got cornered by this huge bee and thought I was about to die that's when I finally woke up. I don't know what to say besides look out folks 'cause the dreamscape is getting wise and fighting back. Current Mood: shocked
|Thursday, July 22nd, 2004|
Ok now that I got the stupid quizes out of the way, and AOHELL isn't fucking with me I have some good news. My sister got her test results back today from her test on Monday. Turns out everything is ok, the problem had to do with her bronchitis. So thank you to all for you support and prayers. I hope she still tries to quite smoking though. Seeing as that is what brought these problems on in the first place. Besides it would still be much better for her health anyway.
|Tuesday, July 20th, 2004|
That does it Murdoc will you marry me...Again...
|Thursday, July 15th, 2004|
Ok I know Grey already posted this but since it's my sister I'm going to also. My sister has a really bad case of Bronchitis so she went to the doctor and they took chest X-rays and some something unusually. Now my family has a history of cancer so naturally I'm terrified. She's getting it checked out. Hopefully it will be nothing and just related to the Bronchitis. So to all of you who read this please try to send her some positive energy and keep her in your prayers.
|Friday, June 25th, 2004|
|Sounds like me...
Current Mood: bored
|How to make a _ThatGuy_|
5 parts jealousy
5 parts crazyiness
1 part leadership
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!
|Sunday, June 20th, 2004|
Ok this is just a little addition to the last post. I just found out somthing very intersesting and disturbing at the same time. The cute couple are in fact an illegal couple I belive. She's 25 while he is only 17. That's just sad....Sad I tell you. When a 17 year old can get a girl like her just because he's a pretty boy and I can't even get a woman to look twice at me. Anyway like I always say "Lifes a bitch then you die".... Current Mood: drained
|Thursday, June 10th, 2004|
|DIE pretty boy..
To those of you I know who read this and think of yourselves that way...Fuck you I don't care right now. Why is it that women always say that the way a person looks doesn't matter as long as he's got a good personality and then they end up with some fucking pretty boy? I mean come on they have like 2 personalities between them all. Trust me I checked this. I know I'm not the best looking person in the world. In fact some might say including myself I'm downright loathsome, but I really do at least have a personality all my own. I think it's pretty good in fact. I'm funny, caring, little too much at times), a good listener, just to name a few. Then how come I'm all alone. Why because all you women out there want Mr. Universe to hell with personality. As long as he looks good and has deep pockets you don't care. Anyway let me let you in on what I've been ranting about. There's this girl at my job that I really like. My only problem is I'm in fact really shy when it comes to girls I like, so I usually don't work up the never to say anything until it's too late. Which is the case here. I knew I should have said something to her sooner because there are a couple of pretty boys at my job. Sure as shit she walked in arm and arm with one of them today. Now once again I'm out of luck and still alone. I mean if she would just get to know me I know she would like me, but she went for looks over personality and she will never see it. Ok I have to end this before I work myself up again. So that's all for now folks. I might post again a little later when I clam down a bit. Just remember my motto "Life's a bitch then you get hit by a Mac truck and die." Current Mood: pissed off
|Sunday, May 9th, 2004|
Ok time for an update...Which I probably won't be doing much any more owing to my job, and the fact that my parents don't usually let me on long enough during the course of the day to be able to. Anyway, I just got off of work and for some reason tonight I don't feel at all tired. So I figured I'd update. Let me get this out first to all the mothers I know out there (All one of you). Happy Mother's Day. To all my friends tell your parents I said Happy Mother's Day. Good that feels better. It's my second week at work and I'm already hating it. Not so much the hours but the people I work with. Most of them don't work. I have to do every thing. I mean I know I'm the new guy but please. It's starting to piss me off. Then to top it all off my boss but only 2 people on on a Saturday night. Mot to mention he's the worst of them all with not doing shit. From about 10-12:30 p.m.-a.m. all I did was ring drunken assholes buying beer. It was actually kinda fun. I mean the shit some poeple come up with when they're drunk. Now to the best thing about the job so far. There's a strip joint right around the corner from 7-11. So between 1 and 2 when the bulk of them start getting off they all come in to get their cigarettes or coffee I get to goggle at them. Although most of them aren't really all that good looking but some of them are. Anyway I think the caffien high is wearing off and I fell the need to sleep so good night all..... Current Mood: tired