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Pokemon // a boy and his dog

friends cut # 43,827


Yeah, I know I'm in class. Get over it.

One of the many reasons I feel uncomfortable posting here is because I don't talk anymore to any of the people I've friended. So I decided to do another friends cut.

I went so far as to actually create another journal in order to avoid doing this, but starting from scratch is daunting, and I don't want to just abandon this journal. I know I've said before that I would start posting more without much result, but, well. Hopefully this will fix that.

I'm getting out of here soon, one way or another. Texas is where I want to be right now, for reasons I won't elaborate on. And after that, who knows? London? Germany? Korea? The Middle East? Georgia? I don't know, but it won't be here. And that is a good thing no matter which way you look at it.

So I'm looking forward to future attitude changes, but as of right now the only control I have over any of this is to get rid of the people who aren't interested in me anymore, with good reason, I'm sure.

All I ask is that you don't refriend me if you don't want to. My feelings won't be hurt. I don't want to clutter the flist of people who don't care about what I have to say. It's so disheartening, to post about something that is hurting me or important to me and to get virtually no response. And I'm not blaming anyone but myself for that. I would just like to start over.

Doesn't everyone.

If you refriend me, I will refriend you back. If you want to start talking to me again, really talking, I will be open to it. But if you don't, please don't pretend you do. I'm ridiculously perceptive of these things. I would go so far as to say I'm paranoid about it, to the point that I feel like most people are just pretending with me, which is a large part of my problem, I know. But if you legit want to be friends, go ahead and refriend. If you've lost interest or whatever else, though, please don't.

Current Obsessions: Federico García Lorca, Dexter, Merlin, vampires (when aren't they?), Game of Thrones (potentially?), Bioshock, Red Dead Redemption, L.A. Noire, Neopets (STFU), POKEMON, and a few other things I can't remember right now.

Just to spark conversation, if you want. I'M NOT ALL DEPRESSED OR ANYTHING RIGHT NOW. Just matter of fact, I guess.

Sooooooooo. Here goes. Discuss. :D