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Friday, December 2nd, 2005
7:41 pm - oh evan. you crazy bitch.
the gristlizer: how was that eh?
WangFuTentacle: Oh man
WangFuTentacle: I still have bitemarks.
WangFuTentacle: She tied me up with bondage tape.
the gristlizer: damn
the gristlizer: you lucky son of a bith
WangFuTentacle: OMG she's here and I'm not wearing pants
WangFuTentacle: SRSLY
the gristlizer: she is
the gristlizer: OMG
WangFuTentacle: I gotta go.
the gristlizer: k
the gristlizer: bye

i love my life

current mood: amused

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Thursday, December 1st, 2005
5:38 pm - pants
Dear Jeff
You are not getting your green pajama pants back
Unless you give me 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000 dollars.
And 33 cents
If you dont pay me you will never see them again
Unless Im wearing them around the Fitz house.

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3:02 pm
Fuck Chartwells. Im sick of their nasty food. Im stressed as hell.

Today is world AIDS day. Yesterday was the Ayotte Supreme Court.

Lets hope for a world of rationality, choice and love.

Taken from anyone who can form rational thoughts:

A lot has been said about how to prevent rape.
Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. Fuck, they shouldn't dare to get drunk at all.

instead of that bullshit, how about:

if a woman is drunk, don't rape her.
if a woman is walking alone at night, don't rape her.
if a women is drugged and unconscious, don't rape her.
if a woman is wearing a short skirt, don't rape her.
if a woman is jogging in a park at 5 am, don't rape her.
if a woman looks like your ex-girlfriend you're still hung up on, don't rape her.
if a woman is asleep in her bed, don't rape her.
if a woman is asleep in your bed, don't rape her.
if a woman is doing her laundry, don't rape her.
if a woman is in a coma, don't rape her.
if a woman changes her mind in the middle of or about a particular activity, don't rape her.
if a woman has repeatedly refused a certain activity, don't rape her.

if a woman is not yet a woman, but a child, don't rape her.
if your girlfriend or wife is not in the mood, don't rape her.
if your step-daughter is watching tv, don't rape her.
if you break into a house and find a woman there, don't rape her.
if your friend thinks it's okay to rape someone, tell him it's not, and that he's not your friend.

if your "friend" tells you he raped someone, report him to the police.
if your frat-brother or another guy at the party tells you there's an unconscious woman upstairs and it's your turn, don't rape her, call the police and tell the guy he's a rapist.

tell your sons, god-sons, nephews, grandsons, sons of friends it's not okay to rape someone.

don't tell your women friends how to be safe and avoid rape.
don't imply that she could have avoided it if she'd only done/not done x.
don't imply that it's in any way her fault.
don't let silence imply agreement when someone tells you he "got some" with the drunk girl.
don't perpetuate a culture that tells you that you have no control over or responsibility for your actions.

repost if you agree with this.

current mood: stressed as fuck

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Saturday, November 26th, 2005
11:45 pm - too canadian to quit
new icon.
because homer was giving me really bad seizures.

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Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
12:14 am - leaving on a jet plane..
My dad had surgery today. My senior year of high school he shattered his arm playing hockey. They wired it together. Today they took the wires out. Hes okay. Hes just in a lot of pain but they gave him vikes. :)

I need to get up and back to the gym. This is rediculous. Had my last session at Graham, then hit up the languege lab, cleaned with Linda, helped Ryan move his shit to his dads car, went home, watched TV, packed, came back, cleaned the shit out of everything and am now currently packing.

Tomorrow I got class, then eating Vandencrap, then off to see Grandpa. How I missed Grandpa.

Have a happy thanksgivin everyone. gobble gobble. i should care more that my keys are missing...

EDIT: Apparently theres a rumor going around that Josh is having a bisexual affair with both me and Dan. Hot.

current mood: blah

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Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
3:59 pm - German homework half done must update....
Lucky to be alive. Jake (obnoxious kid) I hung out with last night cant drive. He got on my nerves. He was being really crude, stupid and downright creepy when me and Mike were just trying to have a good time. I dont mean to offend anyone but Mike's really the only kid Im cool with out of their group. He's very chill. I can appreciate it.

Im very pick and choose about the boys I have as friends.

Came home, showered, almost didnt go to class today. Take home final for German. Woo. We are so fucked on this feminist theory project. If I can only tackle German tonight then I'll be okay.

I need a break. I dont want to go home. Nay is coming over tonight.

I miss too many people.

I cant wait until break to see you all. Until then homework

current mood: grateful

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Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
7:47 pm - The Personal Is Political
"I know the anger that lies inside me like I know the beat of my heart and the taste of my spit. It is easier to be angry than to hurt. Anger is what I do best. It is easier to be furious than yearning. Easier to crucify myself in you than to take on a threatening universe of whitenes by admitting we are worth wanting each other"-Audre Lorde

"If you stick a knife nine inches into my back and pull it out three inches, that is not progress. Even if you pull it all the way out, that is not progress. Progress is healing the wound.."-Malcom X

current mood: thoughtful

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Saturday, November 12th, 2005
8:43 pm - lol. (stolen from leer)
I saw this video and it reminded me of high school and made me laugh. A lot.

current mood: amused

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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
1:19 am

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12:18 am
"Know yourself"
Who the fuck am I?
I always say too much to you.
Im fucking sorry
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Friday, November 4th, 2005
3:19 pm - die motherfucker.
I had a frustrating morning. Woke up at 10. Had to wake up Linda and Tim and send everyone including myself in a rush of panic. Well actually just me. Tim and Linda are just chill.

German test was complete shit. It was open book open note and I still had no idea what was going on. These kid sitting behind Angela offered to help us tomorrow-so hopefully we wont fail it. I worry about my GPA

I'm sorry for the mess
The stupid way I'm dressed
I guess I failed my test
Oh don't you know I'm sorry for my views
I musta been confused
And yet you know that really I'm sorry for you

Saw The Girlfriend twice and felt like a cheap ass white trash whore. I always knew I was never good enough, not wealthy enough, not similar enough. but it gets rubbed in my face so i never forget im a low class slut. and thats all men will ever see me as. I seriously hate patriarchy.

Time to get wasted. After homework. And I have a lot of that. Plus I have to call Jenn and ask when the retreat is.

I gave Wade the grand tour of Oakland after class which cheered me up a lot. Wades a good guy. I just hope he finds what hes looking for here.

w00t. Im going to visit Debbie before Paul steals her. Peace.

current mood: exhausted

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Monday, October 31st, 2005
12:04 pm
Dear diary.
Today I found $5 on the sidewalk
I think God wants to buy me beer.

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Sunday, October 30th, 2005
11:48 am
Mark told me I was a princess among men


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Saturday, October 29th, 2005
11:52 pm
< beginrant>Somedays I really wonder what your problem is, you fucker. Im sick of your rudeness towards me and I am sick of you upsetting my best friend. Somedays I really think she deserves better. You are fucking lucky to have her and should kiss the ground she walks on. Fucking A. Im sick of the drama you cause her and the jelousy. Im just sick of you taking for granted what you have. You enrage me. </endrant>

Yeah. Rage. Angst. Being an emo kid. Its my life. Wow. Im a depressing fuck.

Yesterday Corey came over. And held me. And we got coffee with Ryan. I just need to be held now. As much as possible. Wade noticed that I no longer have that smile and that energy about me. It sucks man. Im just sick of being depressed but is there anything you can do sometimes?

We talked excitedly about her and Jon and the engagement. I seem like a hypocrite because I dislike the institution of marriage-but Im not going to be some psycho nazi who forces her opinions on others. Jons a good guy. I know he wont be the steriotypical lazy degrading patriarchal husband. Corey's a feminist. She knows what shes doing. They both have their own careers and a love no one can touch. I just want her to be happy. Shes my big sister.

Bear came over and we cruised around for a bit. It was nice seeing him after not seeing him for so long. I missed the bear <3

Today Ruth came over. We went to Wendy's, then saw Corpse Bride. I loved it. I kind of liked how it was realistic. The corpse bride had her heart broken twice and never found true love. I enjoy truth. Plus the little skeliton doggie was so cute :)

We walked up to SEB and looked at stars, talked about life love and religion. We hit up Rams horn with Wade Brett and Seit and had a depressing but needed conversation. Its freaky sometimes how parallel my life and Wades are.

Ruth drove me home and now Im here. Came home to Ryan yammering about how he has the greatest girfriend ever.

As of what to do now...probably sleep I guess..

current mood: okay

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Friday, October 28th, 2005
6:02 pm - chain link fence
Im going over to my little plastic castle (read SEB) to do homework and watch the sun set in a bit.
Screw the Fitz haunted house.
I'll be back before dark.

Last night I wrote a song.
A really shitty one
And then Randy came over and helped me put music too it
And then it didnt sound so horrible.
Saw Nay today and told her to keep trucking frisbee ass.
I seriously cant wait for her to turn 21.
No one besides Corey will buy me beer. Hah.
Me, Randy and Ryan went to Dodge to get Ryan's phone fixed
Ryan's cleaning because Courtneys coming
Im cleaning because we have ants
Until I vaccum and kill them all Im sleeping on Lindas bed
If its good enough for Tim...its good enough for me.

A lot of good conversation, singing, writing
And subway.
I had a chicken parmesan sub.
I broke my tuna celibacy.
Dont hate me.

Dan came over because I found his makeup and asked if Randy was potential boyfriend material
Told him Randy has a girlfriend.
Just thought Id put it out there.
So Im supposed to go to a party at Randy's house if the activist retreat on Saturday doesnt go overnight.
Yes there will be drinking
And yes the girlfriend will be there
So no worries

Yeah if he was single I wouldnt hesitate to date him.
Im not hesitant to move on with my love life
Just no ones around
And Im okay with that.
Sometimes the silence is nice.
Its just awkward being the only one left in the Fitz group (well besides Jeff) who isnt in a relationship
Its nothing anyone did ON PURPOSE-its just wierd being the odd person out.

I need to borrow Casey's Laibach CD and upload it to my compy. And Im listening to Travis right now. Wee. Its a sharp contrast but I love it.

Homework time. Later. If your around want to do something- hit the cell.

current mood: cheerful

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12:13 am - this has to be the best or worst song ever
DC Talk-Dont Want it
Rock out for the lordCollapse )

current mood: amused

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Thursday, October 27th, 2005
2:29 am
All the words I have left to sayCollapse )

Im going to fail German hardxcore.

All Ive eaten today is hamburgers. Mmm. Meat. My stomach hurts. My arteries are full of yellow gold :(

Im watching my fabulous amazing roomate and my good friend Tim fall in something. I dont know if Id call it love. I walked in to find them lying on her bed holding hands. Walked up to SEB with them tonight. Roamed for two hours and drew on chalkboards. Someone wrote "Fags have AIDs" on the elevator door so Linda wrote over it "Fags are fabulous"

Debbie is head over heels. Katy's gone to be with someone new and exciting in her life. Im just excited to watch everyone fall in something. Im sappy. I know. Shoot me in the face.

Josh came over dressed as a hooker with Dan and Jessica. Josh makes one hot woman. Talked to Dennay and Ryan, then took a shower.

Mark came over earlier too. We had a really good conversation. Abut love. We have sappy conversations when we're not being snarky. But shhh thats a secret.

I have to finish up at work. Plus Im supposed to get a call back from Perfumania. Josh says Betany wants to hire me and Dan but she has to go through the district manager first *shudder*

I have to bury myself under a mountain of homework tomorrow. Wee.

current mood: sleepy

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Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
2:23 am
Rest in peace Miss Rosa Parks.
Thank you for proving that even the most unlikely people can become shit starting revolutionaries

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Monday, October 24th, 2005
4:36 pm - Oh HRD...how I love you..
Today in school I learned that McDonalds trains its higher ups at...


Yes. Hamburger U.

I wonder how that one got under my college scouting radar...

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12:48 am - aieee!
My big sister just got engaged.
*is excited*

Congradulations to the best Big Sister and Raging Vagina Warrior



current mood: cheerful

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