Hm.

I am totally go redo this thing and actually update. I miss lj. SO RANDOMMMM.


At annies and she was on hers and it made me miss this fucking thing.

When we were together - everything just felt right.

Sup my pretties. I am updating like omg. I have not been on live journal in forever. i decided to update alittle bit though just because I have nothing better to do. Tis is once again a cycle. I update livjournal get a website and then in 3 months lose interest and then in 3 more months do it all over again.



I was reading my old entries and well they are depressing. But at the same time amusing. My intake on things were quite difference than what they are now. Everything I wrote about seems like a distant memory although it was only about a year and a half ago. Crazy right. I applied at lots of places for a new job. DKNY JEANS. Donna Karen New York, Aeropostle, Tommy Hillfigure, and Ralph Lauren Home. Hopefully someone will call me this week. I did it over the weekend and they usually don't make calls until at least wensday. DKNY Jeans seemed like the best place. Nicest work enviroment. haha. Anyways thats about it. I have to work at 3 today. I don't want too - I am trying to get someone to cover for me. Bleh. Alright bye beautiful.



"Get down on your knees and take it all in"

What do you need?

Type your name into google, and then the word 'needs' and then see what you really need in life right now.

So, I supposedly "Vinny needs":

Vinny needs someplace to hide
Vinny needs to hit AC 2. Vinny needs an 8 to hit his target, and he rolls a 5
Vinny needs them to be a lot better than they are.
**VINNY NEEDS A FOSTER HOME
Vinny is getting old and old people need their pudding and their rest
List What You Think Vinny Will Need, TO BE SUCCESSFUL.
Vinny needs to have a chat with this guy
To help pay for other equipment Vinny needs,
He needs Vinny Testaverde and he needs him right now.

My Words Hang In The Air

Dirty Mother fucker. Shes dating him again. Bullshit. This is bullshit. Because you know she can do better and shes dumping him when she goes to college. He just got her dependent on him being there every 2 fucking mins. Hes such a loser. Shes digging her grave, and I am going to laugh when its time for her to lie in it. Next time I am NOT helping you out of this. Your doing this knowing damn well what lies ahead. Your fault NOT mine.

Anyways, I am going for my drivers test on monday. I am not going to school. Lucky me. I have a three day week this week. Woot. Because we have tuesday off for some Jew holiday. Mabye none of them will come to my GB then. That would be good? yes it would. Anyways, I am becoming better friends with Donna. Knobby thinks I want to rape him, yeah never. And lisa is just lisa. The Drama is still there, but the dust is setteling and everyones lifes are going on normally. My plans got cancelled for tonight. That sucks. Anyways, I will definetly post if I get my drivers license. If I dont I will sink into a deep depression and go die. Ok, bye!

Remeber us, at our best

So much drama, over something that doesnt even concern half of you? I apparently "talk behind peoples back" whatever. This is bullshit. You can hate me if you want, I'm past the point of caring. Its amazing how someone you thought was your friend can just turn so quickly into an enemy.

Being with you has opened my eyes

Today was crazy, went to chris's house took back all of Laura's stuff. Rightfully so. Heard him bitch and cry at laura. He showed up at her house. wtf? Yeah I know. Anyways, today was crazy, then we went shopping had lots of fun. Laura got a c.d and I got a burned c.d from her lovely computer. T.A.T.U rocks major fucking russian ass. I love them <3 they are so fetch. Anyways. Hoepfully Laura will stay strong. People think I made her break up with him, no I didn't. She did that all by herself. She wasn't happy not my fault, his.

30 Mins. - T.A.T.U

Mama, Papa
Forgive me

Out of sight
Out of mind
Out of time
To decide

Do we run?
Should I hide?
For the rest
Of my life

Can we fly?
Do I stay?
We could lose
We could fail

In the moment
It takes
To make plans
Or mistakes

30 minutes, a blink of an eye
30 minutes,to alter our lives
30 minutes,to make up my mind
30 minutes,to finally decide

30 minutes,to whisper your name
30 minutes,to shoulder the blame
30 minutes,of bliss, thirty lies
30 minutes,to finally decide

Carousels
In the sky
That we shape
With our eyes

Under shade
Silhouettes
Casting shade
Crying rain

Can we fly?
Do I stay?
We could lose
We could fail

Either way
Options change
Chances fail
Trains derail

30 minutes, a blink of an eye
30 minutes,to alter our lives
30 minutes,to make up my mind
30 minutes,to finally decide

30 minutes,to whisper your name
30 minutes,to shoulder the blame
30 minutes,of bliss, thirty lies
30 minutes,to finally decide

To decide
To decide, to decide, to decide

To decide
To decide, to decide, to decide

To decide

[30 Minut]

Zarevet ubezhat
Ili dver na zamok
I molchat I lezhat
Izuchat potolok
I mechtat ne kak vse
Tselovat nebesa
Potolok karusel
Polchasa polchasa

Polchasa poezda pod otkos
Polchasa ne tvoya polosa
Polchasa, polchasa ne vopros
Ne otvet polchasa, polchasa
Polchasa bez tebya, polchasa
Polchasa on I ya, polchasa
Kazhdyi sam, kazhdyi sam Polchasa
po svoim adresam Polchasa

Sorvalas I kak vse
Kak vo sne
Ya ni ya
Ne moya karusel
I mechta ne moya
Ili dym, ili grust
Ili dozhd, po glazam
Ya vernus, ya vernus
Polachasa, polchasa

Polchasa poezda pod otkos
Polchasa ne tvoya polosa
Polchasa, polchasa ne vopros
Ne otvet polchasa, polchasa
Polchasa bez tebya, polchasa
Polchasa on I ya, polchasa
Kazhdyi sam, kazhdyi sam Polchasa
po svoim adresam

Polchasa-a ...

Show Me Love - t.a.t.u

This was an accident
Not the kind where sirens sound
Never even noticed
We're suddenly crumbling

Tell me how you've never felt
Delicate or innocent
Do you still have doubts that
Us having faith makes any sense

Tell me nothing ever counts
Lashing out or breaking down
Still somebody loses 'cause
There's no way to turn around

Staring at your photograph
Everything now in the past
Never felt so lonely I
Wish that you could show me love

Show me love, show me love, show me love,
Show me love, show me love
'Til you open the door

Show me love, show me love, show me
love,
Show me love, show me love,
'Til I'm up off the floor

Show me love, show me love show me love,
Show me love, show me love,
'Til it's inside my pores

Show me love, show me love, show me love,
Show me love, show me love,
'Til I'm screaming for more

Random acts of mindlessness
Commonplace occurrences
Chances and surprises
Another state of consciousness

Tell me nothing ever counts
Lashing out or breaking down
Still somebody loses 'cause
There's no way to turn around

Tell me how you've never felt
Delicate or innocent
Do you still have doubts that
Us having faith makes any sense

You play games, I play tricks
Girls and girls, but you're the one
Like a game of pick-up sticks
Played by fucking lunatics

Show me love, show me love
Give me all that I want
Show me love, Show me love
'Til I'm screaming for more