July 12th, 2005

perfect as im ever gonna be

you make me love you, i didnt want to do it.

..and just like a grain of sand it slips through my hands..

so mixed up inside. its like someone cracked me open to see what was inside, scrambled my insides, & decided against putting me back together.
well thanks asshole, i appreciate your generousity, but i think ill be fine enough just fixing the problem myself.


i wish god could take out the bad stuff in a person, and fill it with good. i wish i had something worth saving that way someone would save me.

i sound all depressed right now. im just tired, my brain is just rattling off too many things at once & so nothing else to do but let it drift.

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