June 24th, 2005

perfect as im ever gonna be

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shit kindve sucks right now. ill be frankly honest. i miss my bestfriend. i miss jessica. im lonely. it really blows! i miss having somebody around that actually cares, and doesnt want to hurt you. i love hanging out with boys, but sometimes you just want your friends to comfort you, to understand you, to tell you EXACTLY what they think. im sick of talking to my guy friends, and them giving me bad advice & telling me i should just date them. blake wants me back, again. what else is new?

talked to shane last night because he stopped over. were under this mutual understanding of eachother, and its good to have somebody who understands you, and you dont have to say a word.

why does everyone have to be SO right sometimes? i hate listening! people are ALWAYS right when i dont want to listen. go figure.
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perfect as im ever gonna be

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im going to try to look at the good points right now instead of wallowing in my own pity.

1. dan comes home soon from africa.
2. jessica will be home soon=bar.
3. new hot guy at work.
4. new baby joining the Mahood's side, my cousins pregnant.
5. im getting darker.
6. nice paycheck next week.
7. working out=in shape.
8. going to the bar with the girls.
9. grad party at the end of july.
10. bestfriendage time.
11. hanging out with some of the guys=long/pointless, but somehow meaningful talks.

i have so much to look forward to that i shouldnt worry about 1 or 2 stupid little things, but i cant help it.
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