March 14th, 2005

perfect as im ever gonna be

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if youve NEVER heard bic runga "sway" i seriously suggest you download it, or buy the american pie cd, i dont think she ever came out with a cd because ive never came across it. i havent heard this song in awhile, but when i was at olgas with megan, i heard it, it made me sad :( it reminded me of chillin over jamies house laying in his bed with all the lights out on a summer night. i remember just pausing to imprint that memory into my head. i hate talking about my feelings towards guys in my journal, or even my 'relationships' with them, im not usually the girl who kisses & tells. some people i do tell, but not into details. when people have to pry they get so pissed, and have to ask me questions.. only my eyes give me away :/

god i wish it was summer so much. i want to open my window, open the blinds.. breathe it all in. shut my lights off, put my head phones on, and close my eyes. i want to go to the park with my buddies, take my flip flops off & play some barefoot basketball like i did last summer with jackie, tommy, and mike. i want to get my ass kicked in putt putt, but still manage to get the free game at the end, the very last hole. i want so much to just go up to dairy queen for my oreo blizzard, end up eating half of it because im so full. i miss the tank tops, halter tops, flip flops, addidas sandles, skirts, shorts, summer dresses, bikinis, tans, everything about it :(

im such a nerd right now.. lol. i eat, sleep, breath the summer. everything about it, not having it is killing me & almost killing my happiness. i need to go to marshall fields and pick up a few mosts: stilla perfume, jlos miami glow, ralph lauren perfume.. & some new hair products. also need to go to tiffanys buy a key ring for my keys. i need to get a new yellowcard cd, mine has been missing for about..7 or so months. really making me mad, i want my old cd back :(
perfect as im ever gonna be

bored, its long, take it.. you love me<3

Would you..
1. Go out with me?
2. Give me your number?
3. Have sex with me?
4. Let me kiss you?
5. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
6. Let me take you out to dinner?
7. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
8. Take a shower with me?
9. Be my GF/BF?
10. Have a fling with me?
11. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
12. Buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
13. Take me home for the night?
14. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
15. Sing car karaoke with me?
16. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
17. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
18. Let me give you a piggyback ride?

AND...
1. Tell me something obvious about you.
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
3. What is your biggest fear?
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.
6. What is your most treasured possession?
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?
8. Tell me something sexually about you that I don't know.
9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.
12. Are you the jealous type?
13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to?
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
16. When was the last time you cried?
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.
20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it?