January 7th, 2005

perfect as im ever gonna be

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I hate/love crushes. You wonder if they noticed you first, because when you notice them you tend to pay too much attention to details. Then I wonder what he`s thinking.. I`m random! Sometimes, I think like a little girl all over again, but I enjoy it.. it reminds me of what its like NOT knowing, and yet it keeps you in SUSPENSE. One thing I never was able to do was pursue, I`m just flirty. Is it that I fear rejection, or does it seem funner to feel like if a guy LIKES you THAT much he`ll pursue you, or is that ..WRONG? Meh.. :/