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[27 Dec 2005|11:47pm]
[ mood | amused ]

i love getting tiffanys for christmas ;D

i bought the james blunt cd finally, like ive been meaning to do. kindve sucks that he only has 10 songs on the cd, but whatever. i love the cd, nonetheless.

i work pretty much everyday except for today which sucks :/ i hope tomorrow i get out early. people need lives, stay at home & eat every now and then.. itll save you a few years of living.

"You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you."

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[20 Dec 2005|12:10am]
[ mood | amused ]

here is my nerdy little story of how amazingly nerdy i truly am.

i had my eye appointment today, and i was driving there.. i ended up getting a little lost, and needed to turn around to back track. i turn left on a red light, hoping it would stay yellow just a second longer [naturally, it didnt]. well, i pull into this driveway to turn around, but heard a car behind me so i waited until it passed. it didnt. im thinking "shit this person probably lives at this house". they dont! look in my rearview mirror, its my favorite.. a COP! i back out, and he tells me to stop with his hand. im thinking.. shit, shit, shit. my first ticket ever, damnit.. im stupid! i roll down my window, and the cop says "hunny are you lost?". needless to say i get off, and he gives me directions. nicest cop ever! ♥

when i get to my eye appointment, i start taking my eye test.. and i realize "holy shit, i cant see anything out of this right eye, im going blind". the eye doctor starts reading my contacts, and cant figure out what the prescription says. he brings in the other doctor, and she says .. "she has both left eye contacts in". needless to say my prescriptions in both eyes are polar opposite. im a dumbass, and ive been wearing it for well over a month. niiice. :D

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weird update. [19 Dec 2005|12:31pm]
[ mood | amused ]

the truth is....

im not wearing ANY underwear.

yeah, im pretty awesome. however, now im going to put some on because im going to my doctors, talk about weird :/ lol! ♥

you guys love my gay ass :D

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[07 Dec 2005|04:53pm]
[ mood | excited ]

todays marios 23rd birthday! im cooking him dinner & making him a cake tomorrow. ♥

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[04 Dec 2005|10:55pm]
[ mood | sick ]

ive basically been sick in bed all week which sucks because im def. in need for some christmas cheer, but right now im being a big time scrooge. my hair is a fro due to the lovely effects of air drying. i just want to sleep forever.. my bestfriends include: hot chocolate, new dvds, books, and my notebook for drawing. i really need some soup, a boyfriend, & some big comfy slippers.

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[24 Nov 2005|08:15pm]
I am very misconstrued as of now. So much has been going on in my life, and I'm fighting for a chance to just live my life for ME. People try so hard to run my life, force their negativity down my throat, and despite everything I try my hardest to stay controlled. I fought my whole life to pretend like I had this "normal" family that I knew didn't exist, I fought to cover-up what I was so embarrassed to see. Guranteed, we all have our set backs. Sometimes you just want a chance to scream at the world, and say something along with .. "these are the lies I can't even write in my journal, I can't even say them outloud as a whisper" yet I tuck it in. You want someone there to count on you, believe in you, never destroy you. Whatever. I'm trying to rack through all my decisions/my oppurtunties, the promises that were made, the promises that were broken. I sit up in bed, it's all just a nightmare.. and yet I can't pull myself away from the fact that I knew those promises were broken as soon they were said.

PS; I'm done TRYING.

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[20 Nov 2005|01:06am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

tonight i went to go see harry potter, the 4th one because its my secret nerd fetish. it wasnt the same because its always been the "jamie/jenny aka tb/eb thing" and it actually made me think of old times about how you had NO interest in watching harry potter with me, but you did.. and you liked it/loved it. if you read this; i kindve miss talking to you, it would be nice to actually have that friendship weve always tried to establish. let me know how life is, i miss you.

onto better news, im done with my "old" job [finally]. after all the stupid bullshit thats been happening there. it pisses me off that someone can be a manager of a company who sexually harrasses employees/customers, steals money from the register/takes waitresses credit card tips, has his brother clock him in when hes not on the clock (with much needed proof).. upon many other things. i dont know what pisses me off more the fact that i kindve "gave" up in a sense on fighting him, or the fact that everyone agreed with me.. and were just as pissed as me, but didnt try to do anything about it. im sorry to say, but girls are still as weak as they try to claim not to be. if you want to see a women president learn to stand up for your fucking selves. its an embarrassment.

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[17 Nov 2005|08:33pm]
[ mood | angry ]

you know what really bothers me right now? people who cant stand up for themselves, and people who are so easily pushed over.. and end up ass kissers because they think its the safe route.

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[16 Nov 2005|04:13pm]
[ mood | amused ]

im eating my favorite, rice pudding from nationals. :) yummy!

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[15 Nov 2005|03:09pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

ive come to realize (with the help of others) im NOT the best person to piss off.

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[14 Nov 2005|10:11pm]
[ mood | angry ]

fuck guys & fuck you too! >:|

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[09 Nov 2005|09:38pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

why does every fashion school that is GOOD & that i want to attend, have to be so expensive? :/

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[06 Nov 2005|12:07pm]
so im planning to move out.. hopefully by the end of this month or the next. im just in need of a roommate so if anyone is interested.. get back to me :)
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[12 Oct 2005|05:22pm]
[ mood | amused ]

what i dont understand is why they say their trying to pass a law to make it illegal for TEENAGERS to be on their cell phones while driving when the 99% of the time its those soccer moms in the mini vans who are on their cell phones not paying attention. you can agree or disagree, but i call 'em as i see 'em.

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[07 Oct 2005|11:49am]
[ mood | amused ]

10 things I love... (i got tagged by soleigh)
1. my family
2. reality tv
3. tigger
4. my friends
5. chocolate
6. shopping
7. books
8. my carribean lotion
9. life
10. dancing

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[05 Oct 2005|05:36pm]
[ mood | amused ]

sorry guys lack of updates, been pretty busy. a lot of things going on most of which i cannot talk about at this time, but im def. not bored by any means. my cousins baby shower is this weekend, and shes naming the baby "hannah". im so excited :)

mario and i are suppose to see "waiting" this friday so im pretty excited about that. im not so sure though, we shall see.

anyways, time to run some errands.

ps; i have been fast food free for 3 months, how freaking awesome.

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[26 Sep 2005|09:42pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

i really need to get my ass in shape fast. i keep saying & not doing. i need to stick with it somehow. anyways, im having cramps & thankfully laguna is on tonight. im majorly addicted, i swear.


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[20 Sep 2005|03:43pm]
rip mike
& mr hill. ♥
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[16 Sep 2005|04:52pm]
[ mood | amused ]

im waiting on an important email so im wasting time on here with an update.

i think any girl who dates a guy named blake will incur all of his many problems. i just find it amusing that he cheated on me, didnt have the nerve to dump me, and finally when i did it via text message (he didnt answer my phone calls) he had already been seeing this chick for a week. supposedly she stalked him at work, so he figured hed give her a chance. when he got bored with her, he came running back to me, mind you, he hadnt dumped her yet either. he went mia. he NEVER had the nerve to tell her what he told me, and vice versa. now hes trying to be friends with her again, and i must say if shes dumb enough to take him back shell end up like me for 3 years, eventually your friends will hate, your family will, etc. hes too scared of telling me the WHOLE truth because he knows if he admits to it, hell know ill never forgive/forget. the truth is, i already know, and i will NEVER forgive/forget. i was the best he could get, and everybody knows it.

im not feeling bad for my friends who date losers, if they dont see it for themselves, it wont happen until they wake up one morning FUCKED UP exactly like the loser theyve been with. if youve been cheated on, and you justify it.. your naive, and it will happen again and again and again. if you believe you deserve somebody like that, you truly do because your not willing to even look around and see what else you can find.

anyways..jess is living in my house this weekend. meaning=no sex for me this weekend. this is how i feel about that, ha!:(

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[14 Sep 2005|10:10pm]
[ mood | amused ]

i havent updated in awhile. ive been so INCREDIBLY sleepy/lazy this week. i cant wait until my day off, but i dont even know if itll be like an actual "day off" at all. jess is staying with us for the weekend. the st annes festival is all weekend, and ill probably volunteer on sunday. i need a new job, but whatever. im starting a diet after this weekend is over, my brother said hes going to help me.. and hes a MOTIVATION NUT-CASE. i just got my invitation for my cousins baby shower, and i already bought this plush pink teddy bear for the baby. im going to buy so much crap, shes the first baby so shes going to be spoiled.. especially by ME! i hope for the babies sake she gets her looks from my cousin. anyways, i really need to clean my room. its a BIG mess. ;x

heres my current obsessions as of now..lmao. yeah, im having a "i love girls only" day. whatever!
girls, girls, girlsCollapse )

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