I'm leaving Chicago tomorrow afternoon to Love Field Airport.
..without my love.
But maybe it'll be a good thing.
I'm constantly going back and forth with how I feel about going home. Happy because the weather is significantly warmer than here. But sad because Ryan will be here alone and therefore I'll feel alone. But then I get to see my family.. but it'll be sad to leave. Ah! It's weird. Growing up is such an odd thing. When you go back and forth with really wanting change to happen.
But it happens.
..and so it is.