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I got up around 5:30 this morning. I had 3 1/2 hours until I had to leave. So I went and watched big fish for a little bit and then I decided to get up and get ready. I got ready, got online and talked to Tam, then I called Jenna and then got a call from Hiser. When my grandpa got here we left. We went and got Jenna, then Tam and then Chris and Ollie. After getting every one we were on our way.

We arrived down in Mission Beach around 10 ish. We went and felt the water, it was freezing. So we went back up and dropped everything off. We went and walked along the water for like 2 minutes. Then we all went back up and got money. We ended up going to Belmont Park and we rode the roller coaster, they put lights in the fucking tunel which kind of ruined the fun, but thats not the point. After that we walked around and had fun. We saw Nick Carter in the mexican food place. haha. We went back and barried my legs and squished water mellon, we also saw Neil we yelled and waved but I don't think he noticed us, haha oh well.

So we got tired of Mission and decided to go to the cliff in OB. We went through the cave and ran around the cliffs. Jenna peed and then Chris and Ollie peed. I guess me and Tam are the losers who don't pee. haha. I tried to find my name that my mom put in the cliffs a long time ago when I was little, but I didn't. I only found the initals my dad did, the week after I was born. We went and saw crabs and stood on the edge of the cliffs. Tam and I got soaked, but we wanted to so it was ok. We stay there for like and hour and a half and then we left.

We decided to go to Rubios but Tam's dad sucks and wouldn't let her. So my grandpa took Tam, Chris and Ollie home. I stayed here. I found out the top of my back is really red. I am like a lobster, haha not really. I am Just red. Today was actually fun but boring at the same time. I have to go though because I am super tired.
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SmarterChild: That's not cool. I wouldn't say that to a African-American person if I were you.


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Today I got up to my grandma's cell phone ringing over like 8932789748932 times and she never answered it so i went in the kitchen and shut it off. After that I went back to bed but I couldn't sleep. So I got up and talked to Erica. We planned to go to rancho and stuff. So me and Erica, Tam, Hiser, Yoanni and Davey all went to rancho. We ended up being retarded haha I guess. We saw greg. and then we all went to hiser's moms, we waited for ever for her and she naver came home so we left and went to see if davey was still there but he left. I didn't think he would have stayed any ways. So yeah then we all went to Apple Bee's and ate some food. Then we were walking back to rancho and I tried to teach Chris how to skip, and then we saw Carol. She ended up coming back and giving us all a ride home. thanks carol ever though you probably wont read this. I don't know.
god my brother is listening to his new D12 cd haha hes a gangsta.
i have to go. bye all.

oh and im not going out with davey any more.
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I got a call today from my Uncle Gangster, he told me to get up get ready because he would be here in 15 minutes. So I rolled out of bed and got ready, put on my make up and actually wore eyeliner for the first time in like 5 months today. He ended up getting here about like 2 hours later, then he took us to Kiapo's and we sat forever there.

I got tired of being there so I got up and I was like, "fuck this I'm going home" So I told my uncle I was going for a walk and I walked about 20 houses down to my house.

When I got there and I opened the gate I was soo happy, I haven't been home since the raid and it felt weird. So i walked in andsaw all my puppies and stuff, and before I could open the door my mom was already running out. She saw my walking in the gate in the cameras. She gave me the biggest hug ever. After that I went inside and I went up to my room. I felt really weird being there in my room for the first time in like a month, I went and layed down on my bed and started to cry, I miss my house and my mom. then my doggy came in my room and smothered me with licks on my face it was gross. I think she was happier to see me then my mom, but I guess thats because I just saw my mom last night and I haven't seen Zena for a month. Then my mom came in my room and I told her to call my uncle and tell him I was there, she did and ended up going down the street for like 10 minutes. While she was gone I fell asleep on my bed and it felt good. I miss my bed it is so comfy and big and aww I miss it again. After she got back she made me food and then my uncle showed up.

he took us to SeaWorld and it was boring. He left us there so I took my brother and Rusty Dust and we watched a show or two and then I went and bught roxy flip flops and they hurt my feet a lot. After a while it was time to go so I went and did what I always do, I went and got my fudge. I got fudge and a coffee it was yummy. After that we left Sea World and now I am home. I am tired so I am going to sleep now. Bye.
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I'm going to Sea World today. My uncle went down to the police station and got our Sea World passes back so we get to go. I hope I get a funnel cake. MMMMMM. I don't know i am really super duper tired, and I want to see Davey today. I have to go and get ready. Fun.
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Today was like...interesting? I don't know. We went to grossmont the most boringest place on earth. Then we ended up going to Parkway another boring but kinda fun place. Then we went to the boardwalk. It was funny, we went on the froggy ride. i could swear I saw Justin at grossmont even if he says it isnt him i still say it is.

my jacuzzi is cold. it is also overflowing with water because my grandpa forgothe was filling it up. ok i have ot go now byes.
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I don't know why but a lot of my family seems to be dieing lately.
I just found out today that my uncle lewis died. i wasn't as close to him as I was to my grandma but still. He is the second son to die on his side of the family. like a few years ago my uncle diego died that was his brother. he left behind his daughter. Now my uncle lew's daught knows how my cassie felt. he died in a motorcylce accident i guess. i guess i have to go to his funeral, at least thats what my mom said.

On the other hand. I had a good time tonight. I had a picnic with Tam, Erica and Jessi. We had fun. me and tam had a food fight like thing, i got her frosted and she got me cupcaked? haha and then i had a root beer penis and she had a root beer boob. she has pictures in her journal. i dont know erica is sleeping and tomorrow i am hanging out with some one that is going to try to make me smile.

oh well night all
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Wow I never knew a summer vaction could be this boring. I just tried to take a shower, my grandma yelled at me and told me I couldn't because I just took one an hour and half ago when really I took one yesterday before school, she also said it was 40 minutes long. I'm sorry I'm not her and take fucking 3 hour long showers and then end up being late for work because I am 50 something years old and were like 15 pounds of make up on my face. God I hate this. I know I wished to live here before, and i wished this forever. Now I just want to go home. I mean I can go places when i'm at home, I can sleep in my own fucking bed, I am aloud to have people over on school nights, I am aloud out on school nights, I am aloud to have boys stay the night, I am aloud to do alomst anything and have fucking money when I want it or need it and I don't have to work for it. Unlike here I have to be my grandmas slave and do eveything for her because she is in pain from her surgery she had 5 fucking years ago. i also have ot make the bed I don't sleep in I have to do her laundry and I have to clean her fucking car. For 15 dollars a week. Then I get yelled at for calling my mom and asking her for money because I never get enough, I mean i can't have anything under a 20 or I can't survive a weekend. My mom knos that for a fact, and now my grandmas friend is here and she is making me fucking make them food. She seriously fucking pisses me off.

I know I don't have it bad at all compared to others but this is a huge change to my life and I know this is not one of those things that happens for the goodness of it. This change fucking suck. I'm sorry for any of you who just read that whole thing. You had to listen to my complain about shit you shouldn't even have to even read about. It doesn't mean anything and i know I am just rambeling because I am mad and pissed and GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr fuck. Tonight better fucking work out and i better get to hang out with fucking Erica.

Ok I'm done now.
thanks to all who read that. I guess.