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Sep. 3rd, 2006 | 03:31 pm

I just realized.
I've been stressing and doubting and crying..
but it's all okay now, because I did realize..
You never fall in love the same way twice.

And life?
Life is amazing.

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Aug. 17th, 2006 | 10:41 pm

New journal.


Feel free to add me.

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Jun. 19th, 2006 | 11:14 pm

I just realized tonight..
That I've entirely lost contact with Jordan.

Jordan Jordan.

My mom's future Son-In-Law, Jordan.

And I miss him.

Him and his fish, his old, old music. His singing.
His advice.
His movies.
He's a sophomore in college now.

I'm amazed, after a good four years of him, he's gone.

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Jun. 7th, 2006 | 06:08 pm

Blame my lack of updates on this boy.

Who came into my life about three months ago.
And has been making it wonderful ever since.

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You always stay here, in my mind

May. 1st, 2006 | 06:07 pm
mood: busy
music: Get Right.

Ahh. :]
It's been a while since I've actually made an update.

Life is good. Very good. We have aboutt thirty days left of school, I believe. Not including weekends.
Then we'll be Seniors. :] Woo.
I have my Senior pictures scheduled for July, my ACT's are in June. Things are just moving along. Which is good.

Nothing else is really new. I'm still me. Nobody died, nobody was born. I have a boyfriend. :] Yes, I know. She finally settled down with somebody, rather than dating, and dating and dating. Oh, and he's just amazing and wonderful. Did I mention flawless? :] Yeah, he's great.

My grades are good. Ohh. I'm psychology, we're doing this project right now where we get to pick some was of representing what we're studying right now. Basically, what we're studying is mental disorders. Like, Obsessive, Compulsive, Phobias, Anorexia Nervosa, Bulimia - things along those lines. We have to pick five subjects, and like I said before, choose one way to represent all five disorders. I'm going to think of a symbol or something for each disorder and take a picture (trying to make it look good, not just snaping a picture and say I'm done.) of it. For example, for Anorexia Nervosa, I could do a picture of a scale, or an empty bowl. Or for Bulimia, you could take a picture of a toilet (Megan's idea. :])
I'm excited about it. I'd love to start tonight. But I think I'll just keep my ideas and start this weekend when I have more time to plan it out. I have a research paper due on Wednesday and a test tomorrow. Soo I should be working on those two tasks first.

Megans Birthday is on Saturday. We're going out to dinner on Friday with her, hopefully it'll be fun. Then next Friday I promised my uncle I'd babysit my cousins at my house - all night so they can play poker in peace. The past two or three weeks I've gone over there to play instead of babysitting. And it's hecktic with them there. They make it so difficult to play poker. I decided to be nice and go ahead and watch them while everybody else plays poker. Plus, I have no money now. So, it'll be quiteee good.

Hmm. I think that's just about it? :]
I'm out.

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I'm gonna be here for you from now on..

Apr. 27th, 2006 | 02:59 pm
location: Home :]
mood: cheerful
music: MB20

I wanna sleep with you forever.
And I wanna die in your arms.

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Mar. 16th, 2006 | 02:55 pm

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He's too cute to pass up.Collapse )

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Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?

Mar. 14th, 2006 | 09:24 pm

she's the scene from that
gruesome horror story--
the girl who's drowning in SLOW MOTiON,
&& can't let out a scream

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Feb. 27th, 2006 | 09:18 pm
mood: calm
music: A.N

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength

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Have you ever felt alone in a crowded room?

Feb. 14th, 2006 | 04:41 pm
music: Head Automaticaa

Today has been horrible.
I had to schedule in 6th hour..
It took OVER an hour.
I'm down 1/2 a credit.
So I have to take a 7th hour to graduate on time, right?
Alright. So I took Co-Op. Which means .. as long as I have a job that pays "over the table", I don't even have to attend a class. I just get credit. And I can leave an hour early.
Along with Co-Op.
I took..
-College Comp. II (Weighted)
-AP English (Weighted..)
-Oral Communications (Required to graduate..)
-Anatomy and Physiolgoy
-Exploritory Art
-Parent/Child Development.
-Family Living
-Visual Imaging.

- No band, or math. :]

Yeah. So I was in there all of 6th hour talking to my counclor. She gave me tons of ACT things and college things, and she answered my tons of questions. I really love her. She's so nice. And she said I looked "so beautiful" today. She did. heh..I was just frusterated because I realized my highschool career is basically crap, and I wouldn't be getting into a college. And I couldn't decide on any of my classes. Senior year is supposed to be easy, I planned on taking all difficult classes because I NEED THEM. But I've taken them all. All of the ones I can, atleast..all there is left is math..I was just upset. And I didn't want to keep Megan waiting, because we *wouldn't* get out of the parking lot if I took too long. Then I had to walk all the way back to the gym to get my backpack, but .. class was dismissed and I couldn't *find* my backpack..and Marc called as I was walking out of the gym..he had it.. it was all a big frenzy. (Thanks for grabbing it, though Marcuss. :] )

I came home and cried.
I took my shoes off..walked into my room, layed down on my bed and cried.
I don't know exactly why..
I feel like *such* a failure.

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