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Jun. 23rd, 2008 | 12:32 pm
mood: soresore

here's a disclaimer. this whole thing, probably won't make any sense.

have you ever just gone with the flow cause you didn't know what else to do? and you didn't want a situation to get out of hand, so you just let it go on for so long? my eyes were opened up last night. i was told you can't let something you don't want to happen go on for so long. things can only get a whole lot worse, and a whole lot messier. but how do you get out of the flow? have you ever made a whirlpool? you want it to be so strong and hard to break, but it's really not that difficult. you just think its gonna be hard, and you get a little sad because all of your hard work had just been wasted. but yet your day of swimming goes on. you move on to bigger and better pool activities. situations get complicated. sometimes you make them worse, sometimes not. it just all depends on you, and what you want to do about it. no one else can truly tell you what to think or what to do. the whole thing is your decision. you can't just change who you are for someone else. remember that.


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the last time i freaked out...

Jun. 20th, 2008 | 11:39 pm
music: the patriot

graduating from high school makes me think a lot. did it go too fast? did i take it for granted? did i make the most of it? while i can't really answer those questions. i know i've been savoring every second of this summer. here's how its played out so far:

graduation night was a blast. it rained while we were marching so everyone ran inside. it was the funniest thing ever. and it was a really great memory. being inside was awesome because everyone was so much closer. we got a standing ovation because we're so amazing =]. afterward katelyn came with me to get some mcdonalds. i ate it in the parking lot of the train station and mark and joe hopped in the car with their wawa. we chilled there for a bit with other people, it was actually a lot of fun. i went to ker's with reen, amanda, lauren, ker, jess, ben, mar, kella, and kelsey for a bit then back to katelyns with other people for her campout and stayed there for a bit until like 130.

last night was fun. mar cody and i had to go to a dinner for rotary awards we won. we all went to kels together. me and cody basically spent the night reminiscing. we talked about our hayride when we were like 7 and the fact we danced in my kitchen and my front yard to some really random music<3 i'm gonna miss that boy so much next year. after kels we all went to annes and i ended up taking jess home. i picked up greg from walking and just took him home after that. then i went home, watched mrs doubtfire, and went to bed.

today i had to go to the doctors. i saw my cousin bobby and his daughter and we had a good time in the waiting room. then i got a shot, and my arm still kills. tonight jess kel mar and i went to lauras graduation party. and just did some real random stuff all night. it was a good time. =]

tomorrow i have all parties to go to. it should be a good time.

on one last note: i love my friends, i really have no idea what i'd do without them. sometimes i wish they could just make all my decisions for me, but they give me the amazing advice i need. it's all up to me to use it.

more updates coming your way soon =]

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i swear theres always the next hill to climb.

Jun. 17th, 2008 | 11:38 pm
music: no such thing - john mayer

well this is probably my last entry as a high schooler. dayum it all goes by real fast. this is just the beginning though. i can promise you're gonna see great things from the class of oh eight. theyre all destined for greatness.. it's just a little sad that it's all over. i wish it went by slower. we've had some pretty darn good memories together. i don't know what i'm gonna do next year. i'm so used to seeing these kids almost everyday for the past 13 and some 4 years. it's gonna be hard not seeing their smiling faces. i wouldn't trade anything that happened to us for the world. i want all of you to know that. that i love all of you. oh eight had one amazing run. but we're not done. we still have tomorrow and the whole summer. let's make it the best one ever.

enough of the sadness and on to the real reason anyone posts anything on these things. my day:
today was graduation practice. the whole of oh eight was there. it was hilarious! there was pizza and joking and an all around good time. im supposed to be walking out with kella, but we'll see how that works out. after practice me nora greg mary lauren and jess went to walmart to get car paint. we wrote on their cars and tagged a whole bunch of other peoples, including mark's bur hw washed it off =[. later greg and i sat at the river then we went home. i took a nap and talked to jess on aim and we went to wawa. then we sat at the band shell with some wawa and mary and kerri came. we went to acme then to kerris and walked down to the river. we sat there for a while and mark and ben came. then jess and ben left (you're getting every detail here people) and mark peaced out on us and anne came. then we met this kid nick and his friend and then they left and anne took me and mar to get my car and then we went to kerris. we sat in her living room and mar sat in a box full of packing peanuts and she broke it. it was a good time. then nick and his friend came to pick ker and mar up and then i went home. good times.

tomorrow's gonna be a long day. i'll probably cry. so if you see me bawling don't be surprised. i really did love high school, even though i took it for granted and complained the whole time. it's funny, you always wish certain things would come, and you waste your time waiting for it to happen that you forget to just, live in the moment. well thats all for now. more sappiness to come after graduation, that you can count on.


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say what you need to say...

Jun. 16th, 2008 | 02:47 pm
mood: thankfulthankful
music: say what you need to say - john mayer

a few years and a couple of beers later here we are. minus the beers of course, this straight edge kid is still kickin. so anne and i decided we loved being nerds and we want to revive the life out of these things. so here it goes:
this little one is graduating in 2 days. i guess everyone has to grow up sometime huh? well its our time now (song reference? figure it out...) high school's been interesting, to say the very least. dang ima miss it.


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stranger than your sympathy...

Mar. 28th, 2006 | 10:23 pm

i swear, im really close to having a mental breakdown.

you know i hate you...
...but not really.

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friends only....

Jul. 18th, 2005 | 04:01 pm
mood: happyhappy
music: tv

thanks so much to clearskies for the most amazing banner ever!! i <3 it!

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new layout<33

Jul. 17th, 2005 | 12:19 am
mood: boredbored
music: 2004 x games review show

new layout and comment links. ya like?

p.s. im watchin shaun white right now...and hes in my layout<3

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Jul. 14th, 2005 | 12:30 pm

If youre a Switchfoot fan than you should join the new switchfoot street team. Its way awesome and you can do some pretty cool projects. When you sign up tell them Becca Karr sent you! :)

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Jul. 11th, 2005 | 11:36 pm
mood: ecstaticecstatic
music: get ready


bobby just won the home run derby...

round 1- 24 homeruns- homerun derby record

round 2- 6 homeruns

round 3- 11 homeruns

total- 41 homeruns- homerun derby record

bobby is the first venezuelan to ever win the homerun derby

for some reason bobby abreu has just given me a renewed confidence in the phillies...i dont know how but i feel like something good is going to happen...hopefully. i feel like they can really turn their season around...with the help of bobby of course. i dont know...maybe its just a feeling or maybe they can really do it. i dont know...


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hooray! pictures...

Jul. 9th, 2005 | 11:37 pm
mood: sleepysleepy
music: baseball tonight

Creation Pictures 2005

The Cool Kids Of Calvary TempleCollapse )

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