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[31 May 2007|03:01pm]
i'm only pretending to care we ever had something.

i'm done with shitty dudes and heartless people.
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[25 Apr 2007|05:37pm]
dear livejournal,

i haven't seen you in ages.
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fresssssh [07 Dec 2005|05:21pm]
[ mood | cold ]

so i have decided to come back to lj due to popular demand.
plussss. i miss it.

myspace is pretty much overrated. think i'm going to delete it.

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rappingchad is for real cool. [05 Sep 2005|02:25pm]
I've grown up so much in the past 2 months.
I think i'm finally figuring out who i am.
I'm learning what is really imporant in life.
As painfully as it's been i've been getting along fine without her.
I've become a better judge of what's really good for me.
I'm not scared anymore, i have faith in you.
My confidence level has upped and your lies won't shake me.

other then that. my new school isn't so scary. i actually like it. i might actually go to homecoming.
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there is a world full of lowercase people [12 Jul 2005|09:37am]
[ mood | lurkerish ]

i find myself disconnected with people and withdrawing from events with people. it's almost like i'm turning into the "old" me that is really reserved and keeps everything to herself. i don't like being her. in other news- i have allergies. now, i knew this but i had to go to the doctor to "be sure" as my grandmother would say. we sat there for 3 hours for her to tell me in 2 minutes that i have allergies. going to the doctor sucks. i'm really hungry actually but there is nothing good to eat and by good i mean healthy. i think i'm going to start working at jewel- if they'll have me. haha. it's better then some other suggestions i have gotten. we'll i'm out.

ice mountain.

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bees with black stingers and yellow bodies [05 Jul 2005|11:18am]
so i'm back from being gone.

i just went for a run and came back and had some wheat thins and a pear. yummy.

cornerstone was cool minus the fact that mewithoutyou cancelled.

anberlin is still one of my favorites.

as much as i hate to admit it, i am sad that i missed the academy is headlining shows.

i have a new phone number- it's my own, but it's connected to the home. the cell remains. 630.620.5282. call it after tomorrow night.

(sorry i forgot to call you back last night cassandra.)

picture post this week, i promise.

today i'm going to start looking for a job.

i have so much laundry i don't even know where to begin.

my mom has decided she wants to have lunch with my dad and i. all she wants is money.
i'm not going.

i miss the old friendship we had and all the inside jokes. not the new conformed you.

you used to hate it, but now you are it.

for the first time in my whole life, i'm not afraid of feeling alive.
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take me under your wing tonight [14 Jun 2005|12:43pm]
[ mood | hot ]

so i'm definately finding it's not easy to live here.
all my friends live 45 minutes away.

in other news. i saw adam yesterday, it was fun. eric is supposed to come out and visit me tomorrow although i'm not sure he will actually do it. I have no idea what we are going to do if he comes anyway. blah.

i went for a run today and felt so good after i got home despite the fact that i was really sweaty. st. louis warped is off and i'm sad although ok with it. last year was unforgetable and that's all that matters. we will just have to make chicago fun this year.

I'm leaving on a train to st. charles on thursday morning, it's gonna be a good escape.

i really miss people like cassandra, michelle, liz, emily, elise, and katie. people i haven't seen in forever. i really hate the way i use I so much.

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i noticed you're gangster, i'm pretty gangster myself. [08 Jun 2005|02:04pm]

meet adam
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<3. his neck looks broken.

so mcs is a no go. *sad face*
i should probably go for a run, but i won't.
i want to have a dance party.
cassandra and i need to hang out, stop having work.
i'm sad that elise will be here but I won't see her.
summer feels so good.
i can't wait to see everyone again.
a haircut is needed. maybe something drastic.
ohio is hopefully where i will be in 2 weeks. miss me.

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ladies is pimps too [31 May 2005|09:53pm]
i'm totally going to stop being a jerk.

i'm over it.

you made me want trophyasian boy again. thanks.

you suck, but i love you.

we need to hang out, take pictures, and eat ice cream.

tanning is bad for you, don't do it.

i lost my house keys and sat on my porch for 2+ hours sunday night.

i'm going to mcs, hopefully.

my head is really aching.

circle pit on friday, be there.

new friends and meetings are necessary.
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[24 May 2005|08:28pm]
i think i passed my algebra final.

oranges are seriously the best fruit next to pears of course.

i eat way too many wheat thins.

my mom came to visit me today. i would have been perfectly content never seeing her again.

i love picture posts.

3 more days of school.

i'm in love.
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running fast [20 May 2005|09:00pm]
summer is here in 7 days.


i hope.

i still have these gross bruises.

i met my future husband. his name is adam.

i'm pretty sure they played bright eyes on xrt or wxrt something weird like that.

cassandra leaves me angry/funny voicemails.

who's going to....
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i'm humming and tapping off beat [05 May 2005|09:57pm]
i'm not dead.
it's been far too long.
i miss my friends.
i miss the scene.
i miss you.
yes, i like the new record.
tell me how much you missed me and can't wait to see me again.
or don't.

distinct reflection photography : coming soon.
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i'm sorry, correct me if i'm wrong. [24 Mar 2005|03:06pm]
forget the news.
not knowing where you'll be tomorrow is the scariest thought.
having to be rescued by your stepdad from your drunk mom is right up there with scary.
crying for the first time in 3 weeks makes you feel weak.
where do you turn when you have no one. only one person.
feeling like you are going to throw up all over yourself 24/7.

nope i don't have it half as bad as you.
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we'll meet at your place. [11 Mar 2005|08:40pm]
i never update anymore, i guess because i feel like no one reads this and what's the point. soccer tryouts and practice have kept me busy for the past week or so. i love it. work has been crazy. i'm going to see straylight run and spitalfield the night everyone goes to see the fbr tour in urbana. major packing and moving the next two weeks. i hate talking on the phone. i really need to hear something new i'm tired of the same old thing. i got this peta stuff in the mail and it made me want to cry/throw up. bad feelings all around. i got my hair cut. epitaph tour next week (who's going?) dirrrty. i'll leave you with these...
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gather the masses friends of mine [03 Mar 2005|03:26pm]
i've become accustom to you and your lines.
everything you try so hard to hate i love.
the more you don't like it i do.
your complaining is wearing me thin, suck it up.

dance dance dance.
last night was fun, i missed elise (and anberlin)
saw janele and as usual she made my night.
had funny conversations about wishing to be able to do this drum trick even though i don't play.
saw way too many girls with their boobs hanging out..get a bra.
got filmed for the sugarcult dvd rambling about how i liked tim's shoes.
i don't even really like sugarcult.
pwt's were fun and got us to 2nd row.
i have a huge crush on TC.
definately turned around on the sidewalk.

i will see everyone tomorrow. of course i didn't get a ticket for ToC cuz i suck. time for a nap.
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tonight it's all about I miss you [26 Feb 2005|05:44pm]
i had the most uncomfortable conversation with my ex-best friend's mom today.
it was so nice out, it felt good to walk around.
i miss my friends. you+anberlin=fourdays
i have this backpack with speakers, it's cooler than you.
i got a big box of stuff today. it made me feel special.

if you could re-live one day in your life what would it be and why?
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don't act so hard tattered heart [21 Feb 2005|08:35am]
i have no school today, but i have work. i'm pretty sure this week is going to go by super slow. a year ago yesterday was the first time i saw fall out boy live (just saw, not listened too) that is creepy to know. i'm just full of useless information. i really miss the summer. my dad came home on saturday, i missed him. so many good things happening next week. i really want to see man of the house. i don't like doing entries like this. i told you so. cashia's lip ring is super cute. i miss my friends like crazy. i'm moving soon. don't send me anymore letters. i listen to bright eyes far too much, wait is that possible? i kind of want new shoes.

ps-did you call me from dairy queen?
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[15 Feb 2005|04:01pm]
boys only look the best and tell the best lies i've ever heard.

myspace hates me and deleted pretty much all my friends. (maybe this is my sign that i really should delete it) so i must go back and add all my "real" friends again. it was time for a good friends cut anyways...128.

i miss shows with friends.
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this life is short [12 Feb 2005|05:29pm]
my weeks have become so busy.
i'm getting a c+ in algebra now, although i still have to take 3 weeks or so of summer school to make up for lost credit last semester.
i went to the neophyte standing/much the same show last night. I'm forserious going to miss NPS.
i was thinking maybe number one fan tonight. who knows?
i'm in love with pictures and a boy.
i saw staci last night and i was really happy.
being happy is harder and harder to come by.
i'm really broke right now.
i wanted to send kate a birthday card, but i think it's too late.

my dad leaves for vegas tomorrow.

this is crazy awesome.
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beauty queens and moshing princes [07 Feb 2005|03:45pm]
this weekend was good. i learned a lot.
i totally fell for this guy eric and he broke my heart. why do i bother?
i got my cd's today, but no wristband.
i got stuff from elise that made me smile.
i think i'm going to delete my myspace soon. too much drama.

like a racecar. <33
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