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Reasons why I am glad I am no longer with Ben [13 Oct 2012|01:15am]
1. Do I want to be in Crosby? Probably not.
2. I probably don't want to be held to ransom on a weekly basis for mistakes I made when I was 18 either.
3. He did not love me - he loved the person he thought I could help him become.
4. He gave me very little.
5. His ambitions and my ambitions lie in very different places and for very different reasons.
6. I didn't actually like most of his friends.
7. Nor did my parents.
8. His atheism was vehement but poorly informed.
9. He put up with more than he wanted to, only to hold a grudge later.
10. I put up with more than I wanted to, only to hold a grudge later.
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[29 Oct 2009|06:05pm]
Saturday night in east berlin .

Tuesday night? Incredible . Sweaty, so incredibly sweaty, sweatier in fact than i have ever been in my life , but it was good friends it was a good crowd and it was bloody good music . Mike grabbed my hand and we shoved the bodies left right and centre and found ourselves pressed beneath the music . Drying off in the cool night, my dress eventually became opaque again , we ran around sainsburys buying cans of coke cans of coke. Afterwards , kele DJd while we casually stood in the corner chatting to Matt Tong and Russell, finally getting matt to move his loafered feet to the beat, limbs flailing.

As regards tomorrow night and in fact the weekend as a whole i am facing it with the same sense of excitement and apprehension with which i always do, nervous nervous nervous but fucking hell i love this place.
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They scream your name at night in the street. [05 Jul 2009|10:44am]
The screen door slams, Mary's dress waves. Like a vision she dances across the porch as the radio plays. Roy Orbison singing for the lonely, Hey that's me and I want you only. Don't turn me home again, I just can't face myself alone again.
roll down the window and let the wind blow back your hairCollapse )
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[16 Jun 2009|06:31am]
Tonight, clare may ball was fantastic, dancing in the early morning sunlight a cosmopolitan in my hand. Ealier Feeder played and we dropped our jobs dropped everything and danced around the tent, I think we're gonna save it yet! The son rose our spirits didn't fall i think i  have had one of the best nights of my life.

On the way home, Cambridge students filled the streets and I called Tom, i think i need to stop calling tom.

Yesterday was the Wyverns garden party, details of which can be found in several national newspapers, facts of which are few and far between and known only to those present. A fantastic day with my favourite boy drinkers and Tom threw a roast potato at me to catch my attention.
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[25 Jan 2004|07:01pm]
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this is the part where you leave me. [22 Oct 2003|08:59pm]
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