|Wednesday, March 24th, 2004|
|I keep telling myself all these lies...
So Liz is seeing someone now.
I'm okay, really.
No, I'm not. I guess I feel like she was leading me on- although, when I think about it, she was really just being a friend, right? I mean, I saw how she acted around _travis_, and he was "just a friend", so... maybe whatever I saw between us was just my imagination.
I'm glad she's happy. I hope that whoever she's involved with treats her like she should be.
Was I expecting too much? Was I fooling myself? I think, in a way, I feel insultingly stupid.
I just think Hart's way of putting things was like a slap in the face.
Chang was right. Why did I come out here?
*heads to the gym to blow some steam* Current Mood: angry
|Sunday, January 25th, 2004|
| I fuckin hate Kemper. Current Mood: irritated
|Sunday, January 11th, 2004|
Crap. I left the fish in the lab.
And after all that, too.
*headdesk* Current Mood: crushed
|Saturday, January 10th, 2004|
|*shakes head wearily*
Bagel... I can't believe
*winces* Brilliant. Just brilliant. Current Mood: cranky
|Thursday, January 8th, 2004|
*enters quarters, stripping off costume and folding it neatly, placing it into the box*
*collapses on bed* Current Mood: exhausted
|Tuesday, December 9th, 2003|
Well, now I'm afraid Liz and Ensign Mayweather may have a.... thing. I really don't know what to think. Chang tells me he's gay, but I dunno... he and Liz seemed really close. They hugged and kissed and everything.
I want to ask her about it, but I hope she doesn't get the idea that I don't want to be friends if she is
involved with him... Current Mood: confused
|Friday, November 28th, 2003|
Met up with Liz in the mess hall tonight. We ate together and I walked her back to her quarters.
I'm kinda concerned for her. She's thinking about becoming a nurse, and I think that's great, what with her experience in sickbay and all, but... I think maybe she spends a little too
much time in sickbay. She's been real exhausted of late, which is understandable, considering the messes this crew has managed to get into. I just... worry she's working herself a little too much, you know?
I really like her. I don't want her to collapse from exhaustion like she nearly did tonight. Current Mood: worried
|Wednesday, November 26th, 2003|
|In the mess hall...
*sees Liz enter, waits until she gets food, then waves her over*
Nice to see you outside of Sickbay. I was worried something had happened... Current Mood: hopeful
|Tuesday, November 11th, 2003|
|More non-boring events- not enough of these.
So I picked up the laundry for Sickbay from the Quartermaster and dropped it off with Miss Cutler. I helped her put it away and we chatted a bit.
She still wants me to help her with self-defense training, so I'm meeting her in the gym tomorrow at 1400 hours.
I'm surprisingly excited, considering my other plans for tomorrow include:
Get out of bed.
Go to mess for breakfast.
Go back to quarters.
Go back to mess for lunch.
Go back to quarters.
Go back to mess for dinner.
Go back to quarters.
...Yeah, I think the added "Meet Miss Cutler for training exercises" livens up my entire week. Current Mood: optimistic
|Friday, November 7th, 2003|
I visited Sickbay and thanked Cutler- she's real nice. I dropped some laundry (stuff's been piling up in sickbay) off with the Quartermaster for her.
... And now life is back to being boring. Think Cutler would find it unusual if I dropped in regularly to see her?
I am so bored. Current Mood: bored
|Monday, November 3rd, 2003|
I'm thinking about going to visit that nurse, Cutler, and thank her for her care after the mission. She really worked her ass off, and I'm hoping by now things have cooled down in Sickbay.
|Sunday, November 2nd, 2003|
I went to movie night last week. It was pretty interesting- some Captain Proton movie or another. It was pretty interesting, written by some Q. Zeebrella. I may have to look into
Q. Zeebrella's other works. Doesn't look like there's anything better to do around here lately.
You know, Chang told me everyone on this ship was gay, but I didn't really believe it 'till movie night.
Now I'm convinced he's right.
Then again, sometimes I wonder about him...
Where are all the hostile aliens? It seems the most trouble we've run into lately has been caused by the crew
. I thought this Expanse was supposed to be dangerous. Current Mood: bored
|Friday, October 17th, 2003|
|Sickbay: never a dull moment.
So the rescue mission went well, when you consider that no one died.
Ensign Tanner, who went on board with me, got electrocuted. He's in a coma right now, and there's a guy watching over him in sickbay. I think it was his... boyfriend.
Anyways, I got shot in the shoulder while we were on the O'neill, so I had a little vacation in sickbay.
Foster, another on our team during the mission, showed up once and had a new shiner on his face. No idea who gave it to him.
There was this real sweet nurse (I *think* she was a nurse) who was working in sickbay while I was in there, Cutler. I saw others bustling in and out, but Cutler never seemed to leave. I should stop by and thank her sometime.
My shoulder is almost good as new, save for the still-healing skin. At least it doesn't hurt to move anymore.
Also, I'm thinking about attending movie night this week. It sounds like it's gonna be a good one. Current Mood: sore
|Saturday, October 11th, 2003|
|And now for something exciting.
So Sgt. Kemper tells me I'm going on the rescue mission, five minutes later I'm in the situation room being briefed.
I'm heading out tomorrow on ShuttlePod One, we're boarding the O'neill, it would be nice if I had more information on these Andorians.
Note to self: Check up on that later. Thank Spock for info.
In the meantime, I've been getting supplies from the armoury ready.
*wary glance* I've heard some odd things about SP1. Current Mood: anxious