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02 June 2009 @ 11:05 am
Dumb: Do you know mr boy? He sounds familiar
Me: Huh? Isn't that what we call you?
Dumb: That's the teacher's name! :O
 
 
26 May 2009 @ 05:27 pm
Books: Ever since I was a little girl I’ve shared my bed with a pile of books, numerous novels I immerse myself in before sleeping and upon waking, kindred souls paged and laid open, to mark my place. What I’ll do, should I ever get married and my husband wants somewhere on the bed to sleep, heaven knows. After all, I don’t know what I love more, the company of a good book, or the company of a good man.

words by
 
 
26 May 2009 @ 02:16 pm
<3  
He loved her for almost everything she was & she decided that was enough to let him stay for a very long time.
 
 
26 May 2009 @ 02:11 pm
She kept asking if the stories were true. I kept asking her if it mattered. We finally gave up. She was looking for a place to stand & I wanted a place to fly.

via

 
 
07 May 2009 @ 07:53 pm
Dumb: Are you coming home for dinner
Me: No I told mummy. I'm still working ): I haven't seen you and anyone else other than mummy for two days!
Dumb: You suck! Don't get a job like this next time ):
Me: Shut up. You will be crawling at my feet when I become a rich and famous designer
Dumb: I'll be crawling at your money :D how to get to vj ah.
Me: I'm not telling you unless you crawl at my feet!
Dumb: Okay. /crawls
 
 
 
26 April 2009 @ 05:02 am
I really can't stand people who are:

a) inconsiderate
b) immature
c) selfish
d) ungrateful

and, what are the odds that you might be

e) all of the above??

Good job. Is it a matter of nature or nurture? Or both? In any case, I really don't see much hope for the next.

Sorry this post is confusing.

YARGH. I just really really don't like you and you. Quickly get rich and out of everyones' faces or at least just mine okay.

You said that we were childish, so yeah fine, perhaps we aren't as mature as you all are, if you define maturity as getting screwed and wasted? I don't want to have such negative thoughts but whenever I see the way you behave it just really irks me and I don't know how someone can be brought up to become a person like that; I mean, what's the point. YARGH.

I probably need to go watch 17 Again maybe some Zac Efron can help shut down my mental faculties for hopefully some hours so I don't need to keep processing THOUGHT.
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Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
 
 
13 April 2009 @ 07:03 pm
I'm moving back!

I feel that there are too many things here that are still me, even though I have outgrown a lot of emotions and feeling by now, but I can't make the break away! Like an inseverable umbilical cord haha :D 

I'm currently surrounded by weddings!! Everyone seems to be getting married; and the other day I was at my sis's jie mei meeting, everyone bar one (and me) were either married or pending. Makes me want to get married also leh! Haha, but am impaired by pratical and financial considerations. Seriously, I don't want to get married before having a stable income, and enough savings to make it a wonderful event! Though K doesn't care about all the trival formalities (oxymoron??), but as a girl, who doesn't dream of a wedding fit for a princess right! There was a stage some months ago where I was deeply embroiled in wedding envy, but I'm *almost* out of it by now haha. It's going to feel weird when my sis moves out though ): But I'm really happy that she got such a good husband laa! I mean she orders him around all the time but he doesn't mind! At least not from what I can see haha. But even though my jie fu is a man of little words, I can tell that he will really take care of my sis, because I've never really seen many major blowouts between them! K and I used to have quite turbulent times, but I really don't know why after I came back from Oz we have just been happy happy happy and I guess I don't really expect much anymore; just happy to be with him! :D

Actually I should be studying now instead of blogging (and playing mousehunt and restaurant city and taking endless fb quizzes)!! Management is probably one of the most redundant subjects I have ever studied grarrr it is such a complete WASTE OF TIME. Seriously I don't know how people in business modules survive yuck. ><
 
 
05 March 2009 @ 10:59 pm
maybeyesmaybeno.tumblr.com


Not goodbye forever, but I think I've outgrown this space for now. Might be back later!
 
 
30 December 2008 @ 03:15 am
>O  
Never let it be said that I don't appreciate my boyfriend! Haha da I love you! The past few weeks have been pretty happy because of you! (Barring the days I get obese-monster treatment/reactions)

I feel like I have lived two lives. It feels surreal to think that for almost 5 months, I've been eating, sleeping, working, living, breathing in a place so distant and unconnected. Everything familar in my life is alien there, while everything that made Newcastle home is practically non-existant here.

5+ weeks ago, when they sent me off at Darling Harbour, I cried for the most part of the 2.5hr train ride, cried while saying goodbye, cried after saying goodbye. I've never cried about any friends like that before, because in our compact island city, there is really no such thing as goodbye forever. My family, the one I've left behind in Newcastle, is one that I'll very most likely hardly get to meet again, and even if we do, things won't quite be the same, somehow. Somewhere inside of me knew that the moment I saw my parents, I will have to say goodbye to that other life, so in some way, I guess I was also crying for that other me. If the String Theory if true, perhaps the other me, in some other dimension, would get the chance to somehow continue studying in Newcastle against all odds (money and curriculum).

Oh no I hadn't meant for this to be so melancholic! I was supposed to be basking in the joy of love and singing praises about the one who loves me so hehe :D Looooooooooooooveeeeeeeeeeee you!!! >O
 
 
09 November 2008 @ 01:48 am
WUT  
It's 1.48am and i just baked a batch of cookies.


Yesterday (the day before?? or before that??? Friday early am and its Sunday early am now. When you don't sleep all days seem to become one long, insufferable, never-ending day. Okay time to close this overtly long and pointless parenthesis) I baked a batch of oreo brownies at 3am.




WHY????





WHY NOT????????



(Project deadlines are driving me CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!)

[EDIT]
8.10am: Baked MORE cookies!!! This time with chocolate chunks hehe :D