I think it's only a nostalgic feeling
the feeling of having forgotten something that tantalizes, remembering only that there was once something you knew
Is something more or less important for having been forgotten? Does it matter more that it's impossible to know what you don't know, when you once knew it?
I think it's a matter of not trusting, a lack of trust not in the future, but perhaps in the present, or the past
Is this what it becomes like to be old?
I think I've always been like this