feeling more appreciative of what I have - or simply more aware
grounded & more awake now that I've been forced to focus on how little it is & how much it is
It's funny to have a job that means I'm constantly bleeding money instead of earning any.
working on fixing that.
may sell my violin & my acoustic guitar.
I suppose anything different happening is good.
I was in a rut, I could perhaps turn it into a very interesting complicated story... however in terms of what I was doing & feeling - wasted time.