music: youare so last summer - taking back sunday
my nose is blocked but as runny as a tap at the same time. being sick sux.
i'm sort of feeling everything at the moment. i'm honestly quite sad about the fact today was the last day of year 11 as this was the best school year i've had in my life and i'm worried next year won't won't top this one. i'm happy cause it's holidays... but streesed because i'll be returning to school in the next two weeks to sit exams which i am so unprepared for. i'm tired because like all last weeks of school it always seems to drag on the longest, but i'm also feeling quite motivated to study at the same time (maybe because i'm bored and have nothign else to do?) most of all... i can't believe i'm analysing my emotions at this very moment either. i think i should shut up about this.
my formal partner can't come to my formal because he just got a scholarship. i have a month before the formal and he told me the other night. ahh well, i'm not cut. i'm actually really proud of him and i don't want him to feel bad about it either. i mean, it's not everyday you get a scholarship. he'll be going to alice spring so i'll ask my friend's cousin to accompany me instead. whatever. i'm over all the planning and stress.