Welcome to my Psycho Garden

Thank you all for your sweet comments when I posted abotu my neck pain. It still hurts like a bitch, but it's getting better <3

I WAS going to leave something downloading from Jrock uploads...but then...I found out L's real name thanks to the death note community...and I am forever satisfied and happy *o*....

TOT I hurt my neck the other night, I think it happened while I was sleeping or something? I must have slept in an odd position perhaps ._. Anyway, I'll be MIA for the next couple of days, resting my neck. Roger is visiting this weekend <3 SO I'll probably be MIA then as well ^^ <3 But yeah, wish me better health soon, Man, cause I thought I was going to die last night from so much neck pain ;;ToT;;

Tainted Reality will be doing a new interview with BLOOD at the end of the month. In it, they will discuss their recent USA and Mexico tour, their new album "Spleen", and the future of BLOOD.

They will also be taking fan questions! The best 5 fan questions willb e asked during the interview. So start sending them in!

Please submit all fan questions to taintedreality.net.


Thank you!

Nancy

DId any of you listen to Tainted Reality last night? I hope you did! Because asside from a certain boyfriend dedicating a certain "Lips Like Morphine" to his girlfriend *loves Roger <3* THis certain someone also announced that Tainted Reality's Promotions Manager A.K.A. Me is going to be on air next week >D. So I want to make sure you all listen and support TR ok? ^^ You can also make requests and stuff online or over the phone (Yes yes I was the one who requested Kuuchuu Buranko ^^). SO yeah, next Thursday at 7:00 PM go to www.taintedreality.net and click on the link and listen ok? <3

And one more thing...

Can someone make me a nice layout? Maybe that will inspire me to write in this thing more. Prefferably Alice Nine, Plastic Tree or L from Death Note? Please? I suck at making them ._.

Nancy~

I might not update for a wile...maybe this is a temporary hiatus, I don't know. Nothing's the same here, or anywhere anymore, and I honestly have nothing to say here, or things I'm not supposed to say, or something. I'm doing ok, so no need to worry. I'm going to visit my boyfriend next week and I'm excited <3 So make sure to listen to Tainted Reality next THursday cause I'll be in the studio ^-^ (www.taintedreality.net) I'll still be posting TR updates though...and who knows, maybe a random updat, just don't expect much. I still haven't ven finished unpacking! Those of you who have my new number, give me a call soon ok? (Yes Ren, Missa, that means you guys) or email me or something harro_kurage@hotmail.com or leave me a message on myspace. Anywho, I wish you all well.

lots of love and hug xoxo

Nancy~

P.S.
Actually, listen to TR every Thursday :D

Allright everyone, listen up! As those of you who buy gothic & Lolita BIble and are into BLOOD know, they have been featured in Gotic & Lolita BIble before. Now, what w want you guys to do is write an email to Gothic & Lolita Bible requesting that BLOOD be freatured in the magazine more often. More BLOOD features, etc. The email is posted ahead, so please take a couple of minutes and help get this awesome BAND featured in G&L Bible more often! Here's the official bulletin sent from BLOOD's myspace (And yes, I've posted this here with Kiwamu's permission)


Please send email requests for BLOOD to [Gothic & Lolita
bible magazine].
If they receive enough requests, BLOOD will appear in more
future issues.
Please send 100 request emails m(_ _)m

Here is the address:
mailto:glb@indexcomm.co.jp


If you guys could leave comments here letting me know you sent an email, so I can keep count, that would be awesome. Thank you guys so much!


Nancy~

We have updated taintedreality.net with the wrap-up of the BLOOD Les Fleurs Du Mal US Tour.
Please keep in mind that this is ONLY concerning the success of the U.S. tour and has nothing to do with the shows in Mexico. Tainted Reality has no affiliation with Nekosoft.
And to all of those who helped promote BLOOD's U.S. tour, a huge THANKS!!

-TR

MUCC concert = AMAZING.Tears and all <3 I'll give more detail later *is in hotel right now :D*

I met none other than YOSHIKI. Not only did I meet him, I was with the rest of the TR and Iron Otaku staff when we interviewed him,right by him, not only THAT, but Roger introduced me to him as Tainted Reality's promotions manager and told him how I went around the con promoting the event and whatnot. Yoshiki thanked me, I stayed calm although hinside my whole SOUL was shaking. I think I shook his hand like 10 times lol. Then TR's photographer (alwin) and myself got in with a picture with YOshiki. Having Yoshiki's armaround my waist was AMAZING, not because he's some random musician. this is YOSHIKI we're talking about here. Getting the chance to be that close to him, to someone whom I have such an amazing amount of respect for, is beyond words. After that, I went to the autograph panel and obviously got autograhos and thanked him again for doing that Q & A with TR and Iron Otaku and whatnot. It was amusing because he was all ":O! It's you again 8D!!* He'sa complete sweetheart. I have met Yoshiki. My life is pretty much complete *o*

Tonight, I had to say goodbye to one of my best friends ever, Kayoko, or as I call her, Kayokito chan. She's returning to Japan after 2 years in Boston, and I think this has been one of the saddest moments saying goodbye to someone. This girl, this dear friend, this BEST friend has been there for me so many countless times since I met her the very first day I arrived in Boston. We've laughed together, shopped together, had tequila together, brought in the new year together, complained about boys together, sang together in front of a crowd of over 300 people with Mari chan as well, ranted about Ryutaro together...well...that was mostly ME...but still, she listened...THat's jsut it. She ALWAYS listened, she was always there for me. There was never ONCE a moment when I got angry at Kayoko, not opnce a moment when I argued with her, when I was upset with her. It was and still is a beautiful friendship. This is the girl that sat out in the cold rain waiting for me to arrive at her apartment the day after Ryota and I broke up for good...THIS is the girl who sat on her bedroom floor and cried with me for a long time when I was brokenhearted...this is the girl that would chant with me every time, who would go to meetings with me, who chants for world peace with me, along with many others. THis is the girl with one of THE BEST voices out there. THis is one of my best friends, Kayoko Yuuzawa. My friend, my confidant, my sister.

WHile I hugged her and cried, I had the randomest of memories come to mind...like that new year's eve at Aiko's apartment where Kayoko and Maho made us all dinner and we all laughed the night away...or that time that Kayokito and I went shopping at Urban Outfitters, and that time when she found my "making out in Japanese"book. And the time she introduced me to her boyfriend Mune and all I coudl say was "You're a tall guy o.O". Our Japanese/Puertorican parties, going out to dinner, our Buddhist meetings...everything. And then I cried even more...because it will be a while until I get to see her.


Kayokito chan, I am greatful to you beyond WORDS. You have been nothing short of an amazing friend to me, and I will never forget you. EVER. I'll defiely visit you in March!
In the meantime, keep singing, keep smiling, keep chanting. I believe in you! I love you so much!!

Here is a pic we took tonight. I look frightening in it xD But most importantly, I look happy. Because i AM happy, because she is so special to me ^o^



I love you Kayokito chan ^-^ Take care! Go and become famous in Japan, and then let me promote your U.S. tour! :D

Mata ne! I'll see you soon!! Nos vemos pronto ^-^

Iron Otaku, the pioneer of the American Jpop scene now on XM satellite radio, and Tainted Reality, the highly buzzed and acclaimed Jrock and Visual Kei radio show of The Iron Otaku Network are pleased to announce that we will be DJ-ing at Otakon 2006! The event will take place at the Baltimore Convention Center’s Lobby from August 4th to the 6th. We’ll be having contests, cool prizes and other awesome surprises that you won’t want to miss! We hope you all stop by to say hi, listen to some tunes, have some fun, hang out a bit, and request some J-Rock as, of course, WE WILL BE TAKING REQUESTS!!!!!

For more info, questions or comments, make sure to check out
www.taintedreality.net
www.myspace.com/taintedrealityradio
www.myspace.com/ironotaku

We hope to see you there!

P.S.
Make sure to spread the word ok? Please feel free to post this elesewhere. Just let me know WHERE so I can keep track of things ^^V Thanks!