me and mine

My list.

1. Get a job
2. Become more financially independent and responsible
3. Stop blaming myself for everything that goes wrong. Other people fuck up sometimes too.
4. Talk about the things that bother me. Don't bottle everything up all the time.
5. Find HEALTHY things that make me happy and stick with them rather than becoming frustrated and giving up.
6. Make new friends. A lot of the old ones are bad influences and have proven they won't be there when I need them (which I can't take all the blame for)
7. Be a better parent
8. Learn something. Anything.
9. Find ways to assert my independence. Loneliness is not the end of the world.
10. Pay Matt back, financially and otherwise.

And you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but its sinking

2008 is almost here. I don't enjoy the first few weeks of a new year...I always mistakenly write the wrong date on my checks. Plus there's the whole 'New Years Resolution' thing. Do I have any resolutions? No. But that doesn't keep me from feeling like I'm going to fail anyway.

My dad has offered me ridiculous sums of money if I quit smoking. I would be willing to accept his offer, if he would also promise to pay my psychiatrist's fees. Because, you know, I'd go crazy. Anyway.

Nothing new to report, otherwise. My days are long, and filled with Blues Clues and Elmo and all manner of loud, obnoxious toys. My nights are longer, and filled with booze and Guitar Hero and all manner of fun conversations with internet weirdos.
  • Current Music
    Pink Floyd "Time"

Stolen from the Joey.

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