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where is my mind


I know some of you will be like, omigosh, this photo would look so much better if you lost the panties, but then...you wouldn't be able to see all my cute panties.

Anyhow, I know my photostream has been risque lately, but I've been feeling comfortable and confident with myself. Think of it as a series.

I guess that's the first thing I do when I get home, take off all those layers of clothing and relax.
where is my mind


This month and next month will test me a lot. I have many life decisions coming forward now that it will be the new year. I've been deciding what I want to do, and where I want to go. Life is just so very confusing at the moment, and I feel like it's that way for many people I know. The winter time just seems like the season where many changes occur. It's so drastic, though, and I'm not quite used to it yet.

It's funny how there can be so many coincidences in one day. I need to start writing them all down, they happen so often.

I'm looking forward to the end of this project. I've probably said that already, but I'm definitely more willing to expand my horizons and have other projects to work on. Plus, I am just so damn sick of looking at my face everyday.

I found a penny on my way home from work, head's up, with all these thoughts in my head. I'll take that as a good sign.
where is my mind


I love pumpkins, yeah. Pumpkin pie, pumpkin lattes, pumpkin muffins, pumpkin donuts, pumpkin bread, pumpkin seeds. Just give me a pumpkin, and I will be one happy camper.

Think I'll make some pumpkin pie tomorrow, hm....Does anyone have a recipe they would like to share?

A relative of mine makes 6 pies every year for Thanksgiving. He makes some of the best pie I've ever tasted, especially his pumpkin pie. I don't think anything could top his banana cream pie with a pecan crust though, oh my. My mouth is watering now.
where is my mind


I confined myself to my apartment today even though it was a lovely day outside. Hungover from last night. Drank way way too much. I had fun for the most part, but I definitely drank too much. Eeek. My head was pounding and I ended up taking, like, 3 naps throughout the day. So glad I was smart enough to request today off.

Eventually I worked up the energy to buy groceries and I made a very good dinner. I feel better about everything.
where is my mind


After having moved here, I'm finding more and more opportunities for jobs. John and I went to Trader Joe's today to do our grocery shopping and noticed they had hiring signs posted. We talked to the cashier about applying and he suggested that we do it. He was giving us tips to get the job. Smile, be persistent, engage in conversation, etc. So after our order was through we headed over to the desk and picked up 2 applications. They are looking to hire people for all shifts, and weekends as well. They also stock shelves throughout the night, so if I chose to, I could work "overnight" hours.

I feel a bit like an asshole though, after having gone through all this transferring stuff. It would be a total slap in the face to the store director who took me on to work at the store. Also the fact that they're giving me a lot of hours and gave me a second job to do...I would feel terrible to just quit. But I guess I wouldn't feel too bad. I hate the company now, it's not what it used to be, but I wouldn't want to screw over the people. They are already having a hard time filling certain positions and shifts, which is exactly why I get a lot of hours. If I could work at both places, I totally would. I just highly doubt that Trader Joe's would take me on since I work at another grocery store. They might view that as a competition.

Then I was looking on their website and noticed that a location nearby was looking for a sign artist. I would definitely love to do that. I think that would basically be a dream job. Go into work and draw and color...how awesome would that be?! It would like...not even feel real.

So people of the internet, and friends...I really need your advice.