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where is my mind

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Last night didn't turn out the way I expected it to, but it's all okay. I'm hoping something will happen tonight, but I secretly want to stay inside and watch a movie. I've been around enough people for the past few weeks that just make me want to be a hermit.

Do you ever get that feeling? Sometimes I can't force myself into being social if I'm not in the right mood. I will usually go out every weekend with friends, but sometimes I want to stay in. Or, I want to do something that doesn't require money and drinking alcohol. Everyone works for the weekend, and when it comes, they want to go out and go crazy. But for me, I work on the weekends, so the weekends are no special treat for me. The weekend is just like any other day.

I guess this is why I only have a few close friends, otherwise I feel like I'm spreading myself thin. Having too many friends means having too many responsibilities. I see that my other friends like to keep their social circles very large and find it hard to maintain a steady relationship with all of them. Sometimes you spend too much time on one person, and the other person is begging for you to hang out. I don't know how you do it!
where is my mind

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I have to leave for work in about 30 minutes. After work, I'm officially on vacation. I can't wait.

Tonight is also the full moon drum circle, which I'm really looking forward to. I always enjoy these kind of nights. I have a feeling that something will happen afterwards. I have 2 birthdays to celebrate! Can seven o'clock come any sooner? Please?
where is my mind

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Summer is turning out to already be very promising. So many things are going on. This is the year for opportunity and changes and excitement and adventure. John has a new job, which he starts on Sunday. I plan on submitting my photos to some galleries. I'm applying to jobs and willing to try new things. The atmosphere here is so contagious. I love being such a short distance to the beach. I love the bars and the music that plays throughout, the many top quality restaurants, and independent shops. The interesting characters. So many things to do! I am thoroughly satisfied (minus the Cubs fans of course :) ).
where is my mind

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I called off of work today as I wasn't feeling well at all. It was worth it though because I had fun last night.

It's somewhat hard for me to relax. Instead of doing what I should've done (sleeping) I ended up cleaning the kitchen area and throwing out the trash. Clutter bothers me a lot. I like things to be neat and organized otherwise I lose things more often or that it basically drives me crazy. I think I get it from my mom. She is definitely a clean freak. No matter what hour of the day it is, she will get down on her knees and clean. She arranges the food in the cabinets and refrigerator on a regular basis, so much so that it is often hard to find what you're looking for. I don't think she ever has a time to relax at all. I hope this Mother's Day, she'll do just that.

John is on the south side today. I'm stuck here. Bored. Slightly tired. And sick. At least this pounding headache went away. And at least I don't have to go into work. Ahh, feels nice.