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Happy new years. I hope it's a good one.

I worked this morning, drank some coffee when I got home, and watched this movie about wine called "Bottle Shock." It made me want to have wine, not gonna lie.

I enjoyed a long hot shower, relaxing my muscles and my brain. I am now drinking champagne, going to take a short cat nap, and then I will make homemade pizza. After dinner, I shall venture off into the nightlife dancing away and drinking and being with friends. I have a feeling this will be a good one. Hmm, I need an outfit.

Be safe and have fun.
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I went to the south side today to pick up things. I think the first thing I do when I go back to my parent's house is immediately reach for the food. So much good stuff. All the time.

There's always candy sitting out in bowls, which is just as tempting as well. John's mother was very kind and made us this awesome meatloaf, which we cooked when we got home. And she gave us potatoes and all this other awesome stuff. It's so wonderful and I'm so grateful.

Then I began baking cookies and have been doing so since about 5pm. It's so hot in here, and I'm still going...

So far I've made: pecan crescent cookies, chocolate chip walnut cookies, and sugar cookies that I decorated with sprinkles. I'm thinking my last batch could be ginger cookies or perhaps something else...any ideas?
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Yesterday was probably the most ridiculous, heart breaking day I have experienced in a while. So dramatic and so much yelling. I wasn't going to go to that dance party because of how terrible I felt, but I ended up going anyway and felt so much better about things. It was fun, too. They played some good music and the party was free and the beers were cheap. I don't think it gets better than that. Unfortunately, I didn't win the year long pass to Double Door. Bummer.

I woke up fairly late today, which is something I never do. Got a few good hours of sleep in to take my mind off of things. I'm feeling better, but still hungry hah.

I wanted to go Christmas shopping today, but instead, I sat down and took surveys for some extra cash and enjoyed the view of the lovely sky. Not so bad. Tonight I'm thinking...free drinks at a beer tasting event in boys town and then possibly heading to another dance party for only 5 dollars. I wonder if everything is so cheap since it's the holiday season and all the really expensive stuff will happen on NYE. Hm?

What are your plans for NYE?
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I know some of you will be like, omigosh, this photo would look so much better if you lost the panties, but then...you wouldn't be able to see all my cute panties.

Anyhow, I know my photostream has been risque lately, but I've been feeling comfortable and confident with myself. Think of it as a series.

I guess that's the first thing I do when I get home, take off all those layers of clothing and relax.
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I was able to wake up early enough to catch the orange sun rays shining in through the bathroom window. I went to work today for a short time to finish up a few things. I bought a few things for us to eat for the week. I bought these cranberries the other day and decided to making it with a little orange juice and grand marnier. Umm yum! I don't think I will ever eat cranberry sauce out of the can again. This is delicious. Definitely a cheap way to enjoy something so simple, yet divine.

I could probably ramble on and on about these cranberries.

I decided to give myself a few weeks to find new work, because I simply cannot stand it anymore. If not then I just quit. That will make me want to work my ass off. Hope it all works out in my favor.
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I had a really long day at work. I felt like I was there for an entire day. Time went by so slow today. I'm growing incredibly tired, I think I'm going to have to sleep off this exhaustion. I was debating whether or not I should go out tonight, but then I remember I'm broke as hale. I have a very, very busy day tomorrow as well. I'm going to John's house to paint for some extra cash, and I'm helping my parents move in to their new home. Then of course, is the drum circle. I must be well-rested for that!
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I wonder what it is that make people so grumpy. What makes people so closed off and angry? Obviously this is a rhetorical question. I may never know.

I really could've used a friend today. I really could've used someone to talk to. I feel like I'm growing very distant from many of my friends, but I have no way of controlling everything, even though I wish I could. I'm tired of being looked as the bad guy especially when I find myself in these sorts of situations. Why is it so hard for people to admit their mistakes? Why is it so hard for people to apologize for something they did? Again, it's all rhetorical...I may never know.

And this is why I love bubble baths. To take my mind off of such matters.
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I woke up early as John was getting ready to go to Jury Duty. I drank some coffee, made breakfast, strummed on my guitar, read a little bit, and listened to some music. I feel like I've been up for way too long and it seems like this day is slowly passing through. I sure hope it doesn't feel like this when I'm at work.

I still have to apply for school. I'm kind of questioning my decision to go though. I feel so happy and free without being weighed down by school work, but I know that it will most likely benefit me. Maybe I need a good push. Maybe this will inspire me, not only with my art, but inspire change in my life.
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This morning I went to the beach for about 3 hours. Got some much needed sun that has been lacking a lot lately. Yesterday, after Peace Fest, I ended up hanging out with Meghan as it was her birthday a few days ago. It was fun...interesting, to say the least, but enjoyable nonetheless.

Tonight, I'm going to this big, big party. I guess you could say it's a rave, since I don't know any other types of parties that go until 9am.
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I really need time away from this computer. I get sick of being on it all the time. This project is the main reason I hover to my computer, and then I get wrapped up in other things.

I really would like a Flip camera. I feel as if I should be expanding my mediums. Being around a camera all the time, and trying to capture these moments is really difficult. I want to give myself new challenges. New things to feed my brain, let the creative energy flow and somehow tie all these things together.