Tags: health

bringing my sweet loving home to you.

It was brought to my attention that I MAY have polycystic ovarian syndrome [ link ]. i started reading and the symptoms are there, I started to cry... because I haven't had my period in about 3 months and I'm currently experiencing very severe acne... this is all too much for me.

It wasn't too long before I started crying, it happened too quickly for me to stop it before it started but when I did realize I noticed I had my hand hovering over my face like they do in the movies. A nice movie cry, it made my smile.

I quit my job because it was so horrible but I received paperwork from COBRA so I can extend my health benefits which is helpful. because I am on coumadin, levothyroxine and adderall.

I know my health problems are very small compared to things like AIDS and etc but I am so frustrated, I feel defeated because I'm trying to lose weight but everything is combating my efforts. Maybe I should reconsider my doctor's option of the weight loss surgery?

I don't know right now... I'm just so upset :(

the good news bear

came and visited me today without any notice... my work shift is moving from 3:00PM to 11:30PM TO 5:00AM to 1:30PM!


life will be so delightful! kickboxing classes, bubble tea, video game parties, late movie nights and dinner parties!


ooOoOOoooooOOOOOooOo weeeee! :)

material girl!

i've been slacking on my twitter, i don't tweet as much as i should, but should i?

i just got received emails from my teachers, they are all upset of course because I'm not able to stay in their classes. I'm upset as well... I've been approved for Spring's financial aid. So, I'll try again that semester.

right now, i'm working overtime.. it's early... but i'm not one to really complain about time. considering that i'm usually all over the place.

last night, i really wanted to play kingdom hearts because i havent been playing my ps2 as much but since i'm working 28 hours of over time, that will have to wait.

things are looking better, i found some solutions. plus i didn't want to have a heart attack because i'm over filled with stress and sadness!

who srsly wants that?

and i'm really wanting a new phone.... i'm craving it. even though i already have a new phone!! WHY AM I SO GREEDY?

please, stop the spinning!

sunday - the most boring day of the week, that's why i had no problems with changing my schedule to friday / saturday awf and coming in sunday thru thursday.

i totally forgot football season is coming up, so i need to change that :D

while working today, all of a sudden i'm helping a customer make a payment and everything turns all wonky... no my computer wasnt crashing but everything in my eye vision caved in and caved back out and then after the call everything kept spinning!

i grasped the edge of my desk and told my supervisor to make everything stop spinning, he laughed because he thought i was being comical again. later on he realized i was being serious. i ended up going home.

i believe its the coumadin i'm taking and because since my dosage was too high, i overdosed. i was checked out on friday and my ph for my blood is to be between 2 and 3, it was almost 6! which also explains why my mouth tasted like aluminum foil for about a week! :(

also i think i internalize stress so it's tough on my body. i've decided to do a healthy diet that is beneficial to my hypothyroid and my blood. it'd consists of lots of fish, seaweed and water along with goji juice and acai juice.

i'm trying to take the positive take on this weightloss thing because i cant help but think about how heavy i am and along with all the heartache and scarey things that have happened lately, i cant help but wonder i'm being punished for a previous lifetime!

i srsly dont want to count the calories that celery would attribute to my diet, cant i be semi-normal?

probably not.

stop and stare

I don't know how many of you are searching for dairy alternatives, because I know that I look for them all the time since I'm borderline vegan. So, I decided to share with you one of my favourite things....



8th continent light chocolate soy milk. I love it because it really is light, it's fresh, it has the correct amount of chocolate flavour and it doesn't make my stomach hurt! Plus, it has 33% less calories than the leading chocolate soymilk, now put that in perspective with milk in general.