January 18th, 2008

dearest lover.

i am very tired of this journal, i want something new and i wish i knew what it was. i am at work and so very bored. i told someone i had an idea i had and they said it was great.

i tend to think all my ideas are great but they are never implemented.. wonderful? i know.

srsly, i wish i could do everything i imagine, i'd be past amazing. yet short of failure.

it's cold. i'm done.