shenae. (_plastica) wrote,

  • Location:
  • Mood:
  • Music:

silly me!

dear dude,

we've been dating for about six months now, you've told me how you feel and your goals with me. it's the typical non-ambitious kind; marriage, kids and all things that are lame. i think it's sweet and so darling you believe i am the one you want to pursue.

right now, you're upset with me because i declined your proposal of relocation. i am sorry to say that i can not comprehend as to why you would believe that i would accept it?

now, now, to not sound like a selfish prententious brat, let me bring you into the situation.

i already live with my parents, my brother his girlfriend and their daughter. i live up north we have a fairly comfortable house; meaning it's not a mansion but it's not a shack. my parents work in the morning, the other people in my house don't work. when i get home it's after 11:30pm...

if you know me, you will know that i don't like sleep as much as i should. 3 to 5 hours of sleep is optimal sleep for me and i require no more. besides that i have adhd, i am an artist and i require free rein...

yet how am i to do when every activity that i enjoy is in the same area that you sleep, eat, watch tv and have annoying guests over. yes, i'm talking about your dining/living/computer room. i'm sorry but i can't bring myself to live in your trailer! it's incredibly small, i could fit it in my backyard, seriously. and that's so immature of me to say, yet it's so true, maybe if it was cute and comfortable i could forget about how confined it is....

but you also have this annoying chihuahua, that i can't believe actually exists. everytime you comment on how cute or call her baby, it makes me laugh so hard because it's so subnormal, but i can't be too harsh because judging by her environment i doubt she's been taught anything by your mom or you since you've had her. poor dog maybe she had a chance... or maybe not.

you mom is sweet yet sometimes she is too much! last time i checked when you become a mom you never rid yourself of mom duties, picking up after yourself or doing small things for your children shouldn't be such a chore even if it is. maybe i've just been instilled with manners and kindness, things that don't hold true anymore.

but overall even though i rejected this glorious opportunity, it dissappoints me that you don't understand where i am coming from and i don't think you're trying. and that is completely selfish of you and i can't be sad knowing you're so upset because you couldn't get your way....

but i must say i admire your audacity but i remember it only comes from your ignorance, therefore i rather speak in silence....

xoxo shenae.
Tags: joking, omg, reality!, srsly, wow

  • physically yes, mentally no

    I went through the trouble of making my livejournal look better so it's suppose to make it more enticing for me to type in... but really it didn't…

  • the good news bear

    came and visited me today without any notice... my work shift is moving from 3:00PM to 11:30PM TO 5:00AM to 1:30PM! life will be so delightful!…

  • i haz changed, but that's what happens when you're bored.

    I have a nice job, I've lost 80 pounds, I have a best friend for the first time in my life, a boyfriend, and a cool droid razr maxx, but i'm fucking…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.