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I like him to much
and I'm such a dolt for it.
Guard yourself, guard yourself, he's much to gorgeous to just fall head over heels...



And my bestfriend is in paris right now. For fourrrrr months.


I love you elena
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Birthday and stuff


Who is going to come to my birthday???

Hmmmmm







P.S.
I talked to Matthew James yesterday night, for oh I dont know a little under 30 minutes....
It was weird... but not a bad sorta weird. I'm happy for him, I think I really am
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Is that what it's like
To just be content?
With another human being


I hope it all starts getting better, I think it will
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    lonely lonely
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Today
We had the photoshoot
and the pictures came out pretty cool, out of four rolls I got like 30 cool ones, which is great

and
Bryan (Miaminights.com) is a fucking amazing person

and

ARIANNA TAUGHT ME ABOUT FEMALE EJACULATION

I love my tri-pod
~Gasp

happy birfgay

Todays Ariannas birthday and everyone should be sure to sing her an annoying song for it


cause shes my bestfriend
and she's cooler then you
~Gasp

*Jeese*

So I served on Logan Fascanella & Stephanie Miller today,
the other Danielle I work with had them as a table


I flipping love flashbacks---- not really so much lol
~Gasp

*So yea*

I think it's been like forever since I actually saw non of the people in my ♥ section of aim empty.
It holds
Elena
Arianna
Andrew
Phil


and I swear atleast one of them is on at all times...

This is so weird.


Who wants to get in touch with me about new wedding plans. I'm going to need helpers...
and artistic people haha
and people who know if you can paint on a parasol...


I picked up the wedding planner last week, and a bunch of magazines with pictures to shuffle through to look at and figure things out...

And I figured out I'm not going with one color--- but a couple diffrent ones...and I think I'm going to try for a striped color kind of thing...If you guys have seen my stripped green scarf that I have--- and I know Elena & Arianna atleast know what that looks like... then you know sort of which colors I'm going to go with...
And I'm enlisting Hugo to help me with the alter... :)
I think if everything looks like it does in my head it should turn out pretty nice...
I'm hoping it does...
I'm REALLY hoping it doesn't turn out looking like a bunch of kids did it.
But he's a really great artis... and I'm hoping the parasols will turn out like I want them too... and then from there I'm getting the flowers done proffesionally... and the invitations designed and printed.
I have to find a caterer...
and I e-mailed 7 diffrent photographers for pricing...
I'm just worried about the parasols idea... cause if that doesn't come through I don't really know what I'm going to do for the center pieces... haha.
And once I explain it to you it's a lot better then it sounds.


FOUND A PICTURE OF THE SCARF
Except the blue-ish color I'm going to replace with this purple color I have found that I like better and matched this flower called a santini mum
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*And I'm sober*

My cat



is one motherfuckingcrack


I'm going to give her to Arianna, so she can kill that other cat

and then when Arianna trys to give her back--- I don't know who the hell that cat is



even though I haven't even mentioned this in the least to Arianna



and I love my cat---I guess

haha
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    anxious anxious
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*A Gun Pulled On Me Tonight... Who the fuck needs Monopoloy*

So tonight activity was getting a gun pulled on us as we took Mary home


by a cop


So pretty much

when we pulled into the park where she lives a cops lights went on and Im like shit, cause I had just gone through the Living here people one cause it had no gate and Mary told me to and the cops like circling the car when he gets out and he was yelling at me for going through my purse to get my license out and then we noticed he had pulled his gun out and was like holding it at us...

He kept yelling at us to keep our hands on the dash and for Mary to put her hands on the back of my seat but they were already there... and he keps asking why we were there and where we lived and wouldnt listen to me when I'm like "FUCK SHE LIVES HERE!!!!!!!!!!! IM TAKING HER HOME!"

and then he finally looked at the i.d. and was like ok hold on and said "not the car we were looking for"

and just fucking dips...without being like "Ok bye" or anything...


he had the gun out the whole time...


wtf....


I do not enjoy getting a gun pulled on me



No more taking Mary home haha