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it's all just so beautiful
this joy gives me the most colorful tears

seeing everything as atoms
blue and red
each of them making love and dancing
becoming the most erotic beam of light

and i am falling through the clouds
screaming of an endless and true love
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    little fluffy clouds

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Wish i knew the names of these fabulous beautiful songs that i woke up for so tht i could share them with more people. but probably noone will hear them the way i do. the frequencies that i never thought was possible, the orgasmic beauty of the deep heart beat pushing you in the universe .
yes we CAN go faster than the speed of light.and we already are. nonstop.
there IS intelligence life out there.
red and green bright lights , tubes of energy, the smile and tears of joy go through you. and then suddenly "bam".one little beat , is your one big bang. you are a water drop holding the whole universe within , dropping down slowly, hit the ground that is unfamiliar to the rest, divide into, explode into the indescribable.
that energy, that force that is going all through your winegum like body . and once you let go, you are just one with everything.
everything has a meaning but some of them are not there just to be understood. speakers dont only give out sound , but also colors and patterns.
and once again i am pretty sure , language is probably the most primitive and insufficient way of communication.
luckily enough among the experienced, there is no need for words. and no it is not about knowing. it is about being and living.


Who is fond of life fun and pleasure?
Who oscillates and changes often??
Who loves attention without any limit???

It is the Gemini.


Daniel got me tickets to Astral Projection!
sure is gonna be a great party. although i am not very fond of astral projections music to be honest, i am pretty much looking forward to experincing a somewhat bigger party than those i have been to so far.
besides the second act called Gataka is among my favourites.

makes me nervous though
the thought of going to a party alone, in a city that is one country away from home.
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    wizzy noise

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This soul has become too fragile to be left alone, and the doors of confusion wide open turn into big black holes . time is gone.
i just am.
what does it matter that my values are gone?
they were never mine to begin with.
individual happiness and pleasure is the only necessity for anyone interested in making the universe a better place, a more of a positive energy.

it's all really silly, really.

and boredom still remains an odd concept which , along with loneliness, makes you do stuff like camwhoring.

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    son kite

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this song gives me the chills unlike any other song
now time to bake a cake
a yummy chocolate cake
too bad i don't have any special ingredients
except for all the magic in my fingers


The freedom is a tricky thing
Coz illusions fill the space
and truth can have a nasty sting
When it slaps you in the face

You Hallucinate
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a few hours ago , i got my very first piercing.
i like it quite a lot , though not being able to kiss annoys me a bit , since the piercing is on the lips.
i am so much in peace with myself deep inside. the deep inside that was once rotten and dark is now celebrating everything everyday.