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you wont believe the things ive seen, far beyond your wildest dreams [03 Dec 2009|02:18pm]
[ mood | working ]

my life since the last time i wrote in this, has changed in so many ways. some of them bad, but most of them good. i cant really explain, especially in a forum as public as fucking livejournal all the things that have happened, but to those that care - contact me through the following...


fag-book = jackie kucera

aim = touflives

tel. = 562.286.4977 (texts prefered)

portfolio = http://dead-in-bed.com

all i really can reveal about my life now is that, i am "just a better version of myself".



Go-Quiz.com Personality Cocktail [31 Oct 2008|02:38am]
How to make a _partytillipuke
1 part competetiveness
1 part crazyiness
1 part energy
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Did I break my fucking nose? [19 Aug 2008|12:18pm]
[ mood | fuckin face... ]

car accident #3

I can't tell if my nose is broken or not but I can hear it click when I move it..?

I smashed my head on the dashboard and my face hit the steering wheel, so I've got a wacked out nose and a black eye to remind me. So after getting my totalled car towed home, I realized this was probably my worst and final fuck-up.

I don't know but all I can say is my life is gonna change in ways I can't fathom, but here's to my first day of class @ Cypress again.......
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look out below! [31 Jul 2008|05:47am]
[ mood | IBU 800? ]

I made my dad cry because I think he was so proud.

7 teeth pulled. I am wolverine.

Step the fuck back.
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they'll hurt me bad, but i won't mind, they'll hurt me bad, they do it all the time [23 Jul 2008|11:43am]
[ mood | mood: living in regret ]

"...I take 1, 1, 1 cause you left me and,
2, 2, 2 for my family and
3, 3, 3 for my heartache and
4, 4, 4 for my headaches and
5, 5, 5 for my lonely and
6, 6, 6 for my sorrow and
7, 7 for no tomorrow and
8, 8 I forget what 8 was for and
9, 9, 9 for a lost God and
10, 10, 10, 10 for everything
everything, everything, everything..."
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[27 Jan 2008|12:32am]
[ mood | fucking fucked up ]

who would have thought making new friends would be a pleasant experience. it ruled & im shocked.

this rules too:

What a drag it is getting old
"Kids are different today,"
I hear ev'ry mother say
Mother needs something today to calm her down
And though she's not really ill
There's a little yellow pill
She goes running for the shelter of a mother's little helper
And it helps her on her way, gets her through her busy day

"Things are different today,"
I hear ev'ry mother say
Cooking fresh food for a husband's just a drag
So she buys an instant cake and she burns her frozen steak
And goes running for the shelter of a mother's little helper
And two help her on her way, get her through her busy day

Doctor please, some more of these
Outside the door, she took four more
What a drag it is getting old

"Men just aren't the same today"
I hear ev'ry mother say
They just don't appreciate that you get tired
They're so hard to satisfy, You can tranquilize your mind
So go running for the shelter of a mother's little helper
And four help you through the night, help to minimize your plight

Doctor please, some more of these
Outside the door, she took four more
What a drag it is getting old

"Life's just much too hard today,"
I hear ev'ry mother say
The pusuit of happiness just seems a bore
And if you take more of those, you will get an overdose
No more running for the shelter of a mother's little helper
They just helped you on your way, through your busy dying day
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[24 Dec 2007|01:21pm]
[ mood | coo. ]


just go visit the site, rather than asking what it means. & have a happy christmas and shit.

(pictured above: graphic for a band that i almost lost my fucking mind during the creation of.)

[29 Oct 2007|04:06am]
[ mood | THIS ruled. ]

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this is the motherfucking baddest anime-short-story-movie-whatever-the-fuck-you-want-to-call- it i've ever seen. & quite frankly, you're dead to me until you do.

there, put that on your 'to do:' list.

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so like, i got this website right, and... [20 Sep 2007|06:11am]
[ mood | my face = the "mood" face ]


candy darling, bic pens, and unrefined techniques.

i dont understand... [19 Jul 2007|03:40pm]
[ mood | FUCK ALL Y'ALL ]

how the fuck i was, at one time, so into this website & the "community"?

oh yeah i have a man, a job, steady prescription supply, my art is even more off-the-chain than it was before, so yeah - SIT ON IT MOTHERFUCKERS.


SHITCANNED. wo0o........... [23 May 2007|04:23pm]
[ mood | stfu ]

toothpastefordinner dot com pictures are so passe.

[13 Dec 2006|07:16am]
[ mood | fuck this fuck me fuck you ]


[18 Nov 2006|05:54pm]
[ mood | im going to throw up ]

eat shit and die. & no that is not the bitch in amelie.

lord jesus christ, son of god, have mercy on me...

[15 Oct 2006|11:50pm]
[ mood | i could bathe, or i can smoke ]

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

i rule.
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[05 Oct 2006|06:23pm]
[ mood | stfu. not you cayla. ]

how is it that everyone who is sexually frustrated listens to the violent femmes? atleast everyone i know.

I need someone a person to talk to
Someone whod care to love
Could it be you could it be you
Situation gets rough then I start to panic
Its not enough its just a habit
Hey kid your sick well darling this is it
You can all just kiss off into the air
Behind my back I can see them stare
Theyll hurt me bad but I wont mind
Theyll hurt me bad they do it all the time
Yeah yeah they do it all the time
I hope you know this will go down
On your permanent record
Oh yeah well dont get so distressed
Did I happen to mention that Im impressed
I take one one one cause you left me and
Two two two for my family and
3 for my heartache and
4 for my headaches and
5 for my lonely and
6 for my sorrow and
7 for no tomorrow and
8 I forget what 8 was for and
9 for a lost God and
10 for everything
Everything everything everything

thats my fucking jam. perhaps because its similar to my life as i know it.
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[02 Oct 2006|03:11am]
[ mood | nope. ]

so i attempted an actual livejournal entry again because i realized that when i wrote most frequently in here, i had alot more wit, i was more precise in my descriptions of things, and i said alot of really humorus shit. now, whenever i find myself in a meaningful conversation i end up looking at the ground when they are speaking, because i think i somehow shouldn't look into their eyes for fear of their reaction to my face. i admit, there are times when people are talking and while i am looking at them i could give a flying fuck what they are saying, and more about the estimated time of eruption for a zit on their face. but this is pertaining to those that i actually care about, quite possibly care about more than i do for myself. nothing new here, and im not ashamed of it. it defines me as a person whether i like it or not. but bottom line here is, whether you assholes are still gonna be reading my shit today or a month from now - understand that showing compassion and empathy, no matter in what form, are tremendous cornerstones in close friendships. and for you to really feel like you are talking to a person, as opposed to a goddamn brick wall, theres got to be some sort of feedback. (i'm talkin about a response or a reaction someone gives in return for a statement or action that you just made - good christ in heaven) and i feel that one of my closest friends is no longer a friend anymore. not cayla - no one intresting. heh. but i would hope everyone of you shitbags would atleast give someone the common decency of feedback during relatively important (i.e. heartbreaking, emotional, etc.) conversation - negative or not.

give them something, or give them the fucking boot.
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[16 Sep 2006|09:19pm]
[ mood | eh. i dont know dude... ]

pull down the sheets, take off your clothes, get out of bed - i'm so tired. I'M SO TIRED.Collapse )
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[07 Sep 2006|05:25pm]
[ mood | bummed. ]


yeah...i probably will.
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[12 Aug 2006|03:50am]
[ mood | holy hell. ]

THE CELL PHONE IS BACK IN ACTION. (new # though, ha)
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[05 Aug 2006|09:46pm]
[ mood | sleep. ]

the bible r00ls.
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