The Rise

The Fall
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So I update this almost every single day for you
I begin to hate you for your face and not just the things you do
Go tell him how my wrist is sore
from pulling at your insides all night
Nothing that you do is new to anything or anyone but you

.x. likes .x.
open-minds; music; bass; guitar; acoustic guitars; screamo; street punk; song-writing; writing; english class; nightmare before christmas; interview with the vampire; donnie darko; virgin suicides; 1984; empress; wicca; salem witch trials; old keys; old bottles; candles; yin-yang; karate; martial arts; alternative lifestyles; emo; random lyrics; dried roses; books; HTML; java; adobe; photography; video editing; sarcasm; HTML; dictionary reading; good grammar; random rock flyers; DDR; heavy bass lines; pool; skanking to spanish music; doing what you want; gum; healing vision; max 300; the couches; york peppermint patties; green ice pops; bobble heads; zines; being emo; clothes right from the dryer; silver sharpies; hardcore bands playing techno; air hockey; corn muffins; smiley french fries; margaret cho; lewis black; dane cook; maria bamford; steven lynch; talking to rhonda; hanging out with rhonda; (the rhonda street team); emo glasses; duct tape; organization; the loading dock; driving around; pool

.x. dislike .x.
close minds; snotty people; smelly people; arrogance; disrespect; rudeness; degrating rap; homophobes; ignorance; stupidity; drunk assholes; people who are assholes 'because they can'; smelly kids named kenny; people who always wear the same clothes; cheating; crazy asian girl; tummy aches; fred; random yelling; poorly scented items; "america's finest" mall security; staying inside the lines; when guys think you can't play DDR cuz you have a vagina; mass-production; most of connecticut; local phone company commericials; falling; stepping in puddles; when something's broken and you need it; ms billings

.x. music .x.
1208; 98 mute; against all authority; against me!; alkaline trio; anatomy of a ghost; anti flag; atreyu; audioslave; avenged sevenfold; bad religion; beautiful mistake; big d and the kids table; brand new; bright eyes; bouncing souls; boxcar racer; boys night out; bum ruckus; casualties; cky; coheed and cambria; cradle of filth; crashpalace; danzig; deftones; the descendents; deviates; division of laura lee; down by law; dropkick murphy's; early november; fallout boy; finch; flogging molly; from autumn to ashes; glassjaw; goo goo dolls; good times; greenday; grover dill; guttermouth; harlow; haste the day; high school football heroes; hot water music; the humpers; jack off jill; jets to brazil; the joykiller; kicked in the head; kittie; lacuna coil; leah stargazing; marilyn manson; matchbook romance; midtown; mighty mighty bosstones; millencolin; mindless self indulgence; minor threat; misfits; motion city soundtrack; motograter; my chemical romance; NOFX; no use for a name; nothing face; otep; our lady peace; ozma; pennywise; poison the well; pulley; rammstein; rancid; the rocket summer; rufio; rx bandits; safety in numbers; senses fail; the sleeping; slick shoes; smiths; something corporate; the spill canvas; story of the year; streetlight manifesto; sublime; suburban legends; taking back sunday; ten foot pole; thrice; thursday; tokyo rose; tool; unloco; unwritten law; the used; voodoo glow skulls; yellowcard

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand.
I hope you find out what you want.
I already know what I am.
And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again.
And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am.
I'll grow old and start acting my age.
I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate.
A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone.
And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone.

Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.

If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state.
You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way.
And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down.
Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out.
It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room,
when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds.
So call it quits or get a grip.
Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed.

Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.

You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold.
Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones.
Spring keeps you ever close.
You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin.
Standing trial for your sins.
Holding onto yourself the best you can.
You are the smell before rain.
You are the blood in my veins.