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I am looking to have a few HUNDRED pictures printed from my computer.

Cheapest/best place to have them printed?


I need a job.



Dec. 18th, 2008

RYAN call my phone and tell my mom to get home NOW. Either comment here or on my facebook to tell me what the fuck is going on.


eta: I accidentally posted this in the community parenting101 first. Haha.

Dec. 2nd, 2008

If you are listed as a friend of, but I have not friended you back, please delete me.

I hate having the numbers uneven. I'm just going to start banning people because there are a few people who added me that I've never talked to.

ATTENTION: If anyone on my friends list knows of a good place that is hiring for nights/weekends or a place that is not a scam that you can work at home - please let me know.

I am looking for a job right now. I want something either close to my house so I can work nights/weekends

But preferably, I want something so I can still be home with Lily but make some money. I type over 80 words a minute so I'm thinking some record transcribing would be a good fit but I don't know how to get into that. If you know of anywhere, let me know. :)


Oct. 5th, 2008

Ask me a question. Any question. Something you’ve always wanted to ask me, or something you just thought of now.


I just feel like answering questions and I encourage people I know to try to find out more about me. So go ahead.


If you added me on myspace, let me know.

Someone added me who I think found me from LJ, but I can't send them an email unless I'm their friend - and I'm not going to add someone I don't know.

Checking out their myspace, I don't think I know them. So - who was it?

It's really annoying when people add you and don't have any pictures of their face - so I can't freaking tell if I know you or not. I only use myspace to talk to people I know or catch up with people - so I'm not going to add you if I have no idea who you are.


I just edited my userinfo and realized someone deleted me. So I went to their journal and was really upset... surprised... It was a huge clusterfuck of emotions and I didn't know what to do. I seriously sat here slack-jawed. Just stunned. And I wrote a lot down. And deleted it. And nothing felt good enough... I didn't know if I should be upset, or angry, or happy or depressed... So here goes.

I don't even think you care how badly it hurt me for you to dissapear out of my life. You ignored me for.. almost 6 months. The day I give birth to my daughter you send me a simple text message telling me congratulations, or whatever... I can't even remember, but I know I deleted it. I was hopped up on drugs and pissed as hell. You never called me. You never tried, until you found out I was having a party. Then, what? I'm good enough for you?

I seriously have spent so much time upset over the way you left my life. I wish things had been different. I really wish you were still my best friend. Besides my husband, you were my best friend that I've ever had in my life. We've had our ups and downs. We've had fights, brawls, blow-outs. But just like Ryan and I, for some reason we could never stay away from each other. I really loved you more than I've ever loved anyone out of my family. You were there for me constantly, always by my side. One of the only people who has ever stood up for me. Defended me. Made me feel like I was worth a damn.

So when I needed you the most, and you weren't there... it crushed me. I turned to anger and childishness, because it was too framiliar. I've been burned by so many people. You of all people knew that. And it fucking stung when I called you and you would just ignore it. Or you were too busy, but I'd know you were hanging out with other people... too busy for me, but no one else. It hurt.

So here it is. I apologize. For being childish. For being stupid. For letting you walk out of my life so easily, when these days I still think about how much I miss you.

And for the record, that entry was not about you. It's about a guy you and I know, who emailed me asking if he could be back in my life. And I said no, and he kept trying anyway.

I don't expect anything from you. I don't expect a phone call, an email, a text. Hell I don't even know if you know my phone number anymore. I just want you to know how I feel and wish you the best of luck in your life. I really hope everything works out for you. And most of all, I hope you're happy. You deserve it. But don't get it twisted - so do I.