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(no subject) [Feb. 7th, 2009|06:47 pm]
please please save me.

(no subject) [Mar. 1st, 2008|07:32 pm]
i cant breathe. so sick. watching this documentary on polar bears and walruses is so sad. the baby bear is dead and i cant deal with it. the fucking baby walrus missing i cant put up with this. fuck. walruses are as ugly. i have leopard now dont really know what the point is. i hate hate coughing. fuck you. fuck you for getting me sick. whatever.
im done with this shit.

(no subject) [Dec. 10th, 2007|04:04 pm]
i really like living here. i feel really independent. other feeling really bored and alone isolated in yonkers, its alright. family meeting today not so good. sleeping at my parents house on weekends, mixed feelings. drivings cars in cold icy rain, not good. things for free, excellent. anyway this is robert and our cat here at cluster. he lives outside. we're not allowed to feed him but we do he is wonderful. robert asked me to be his girlfriend my first night, i said no.
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(no subject) [Nov. 27th, 2007|04:40 pm]
ive been meaning to post an entry to this journal for sometime now. i think id like to maybe start new. make a new live journal and really use it.
im healthy. for the first time in a long time i feel healthy i guess.
im never that honest on live journal but im lonely. spencer says that for people like us lonelyness breads dangerous things. i dont have many friends. people are at college. people do drugs. they have girlfriends and boyfriend and problems of their own.
even when i with people i feel so stiff and unable to communicate.
things are good though. life is alright. it could be a lot worse right now. but all i really want to do is be able to come home to my house and sleep in my own bed for once. eventually that will happen.
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(no subject) [Jul. 20th, 2007|05:45 pm]
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Since im not smoking weed anymore all i can do is look at pictures and remember the good times. Its been over a month since i smoked and i wish i could say i felt good about it.
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(no subject) [Jul. 20th, 2007|02:53 pm]
some how a lot of my music library got deleted. now i only have 3 thousand songs. i used to have a lot more. its hard to tell whats missing until i go to listen to it and its not there. so far what ive realized is missing:
Moldy Peaches 
Neutral Milk Hotel 
Dead Kennedys
Willy Mason

if you are willing to help me build my library back up im me and we'll share some love.
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(no subject) [Jul. 19th, 2007|11:32 pm]

You said you hate my suffering
And you understood
And you’d take care of me
You'd always be there
Well where are you now?


(no subject) [Jul. 2nd, 2007|07:17 pm]
crack heads are some of the nicest people on earth.
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(no subject) [Apr. 24th, 2007|08:59 pm]
my heart hurts
ive been in a daze the past couple days (woah daze vs. days)
really all i can to is sleep.
i just cant sleep it off.
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(no subject) [Apr. 14th, 2007|02:13 am]
i got into purchase
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