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[06 Dec 2006|04:28pm]
i hate it when i'm having an okay day, you know just floating along, and then SPLAT! one thing makes you just really upset. yeah, that happened to me today. i cried a little then i got over it because i realized crying is like so totally stupid.
on various other notes: i have been eating so much salty food for some reason and i think i'm retaining water but i don't even know what that really means so i don't know if it's really happening.
finals week has slowly crept up on me and next week i will have completed my fall 2006 semester.
and refering to juan's computerz labz post i can't wait to get highhhhh and see an epic film.
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[01 Dec 2006|02:23am]
okay here is what happened in the last 8 hours of my ever increasing insane life. i came home today on my dinner break and forgot that my dad was having a dinner meeting with some people from work at our house. i walk in talking to my mom on the phone saying how i didn't have a jacket and was, and i quote, "freezing my nips off" and there were two men in very nice suits and one soldier(?) in full air force getup sitting at my dining room table with my dad. they laughed but needless to say i felt kind of like a dick so i just hurried up, got my stuff and left as fast as i could.
then after work my co-workers were trying to convince me to go watch this guy randy we work with play in his softball game. i don;t really like randy and it was about 44 degrees outside so i kept giving excuses about having to go home and work on something. then they started talking about free beer and i decided it might not be so bad after all. so there i was sitting in 3 layers of long sleeves and jackets drinking free beer and just feeling really awkward but having a decent time. i decided not to hang out with my co-workers for a while though because a lot of them are bro asshole fag bashers, except for my friend jamie who sat with me the whole time. anyways, the entire point is, we got drunk and then i came home and decided that i needed to cut my "bangs", so i did. i fucked that shit up really bad and they are sort of crooked and too short. this was a very sobering experience and tried to fix them as best i could. they look a little better now but it's just hair and in a few weeks you won't even be able to tell. i hope.
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[28 Nov 2006|04:43am]
1. drank too much.
2.lost by bc pills.
3. 40 bands in 80 minutes explains basically the last-ish year of my life.
4. my friends keep me from wanting to quit/die.
5. my dad just kissed me on the forehead as he is headed off to work and i am going to bed.
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THANKS FOR THANKSGIVING [23 Nov 2006|03:48am]
okay, this is what you have to imagine right now:
it's 2:30 and i am slightly drunk. i have just come home and there is nowhere for me to park because there are 5 cars, two illegally parked, in my driveway. i walk into my house only to be greeted by 3 of my "aunts" (mom's friends) and 2 of my "uncles" (dad's friends) sitting in my living room drinking wine and watching harry potter. they are completely drunk and basically yelling at each other about the movie and how it's not following the book. my poor sister is sleeping on a couch while my mom and her bf sleep in her room and my my dad and his gf are sleeping in the room that my parents once shared. i walk into my room and realize that some of my records have been shuffled through and i had an unopened pack of cigarettes on my dresser that are now open and four are missing. i know i'm going to get woken up at 7 am tomorrow to eat cinnamon rolls and listen to people yell more at each other about harry potter and drink mimosas until it becomes acceptable to be drunk at 11 am.
they are all leaving on friday afternoon and writing this makes me realize how white myself and my family truly are for reals.
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ya'll [17 Nov 2006|12:03am]
today a 5 year old told me that i was a "fat boy". i can deal with that. but then i was getting into my car and i hit my head really hard on the side of the car (yeah, i know) and i have this lump/bruise on my forehead and headache that will not go away even after a vicodin. i can deal with that.
this is what i cannot deal with: i have had sex dreams the past three nights in a row, this is not unusual. however they all involve the same person, this is freaking me out a little. AND i have finished three applications for different schools but so far i have been too scared to send them because, and i'll be honest, if i don't get in i will fall into deep depression that will most likely require medication.
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[15 Nov 2006|04:37pm]
so like i'm really excited for upcoming things like christams lights and days where america says it's okay that i consume so much food that i actually go into a food coma. school is making me kind of be a recluse but i still am maintaining a good balance of chilling and my scholarly duties, except for on tuesday when i was real hungover and didn't work on a paper that i should have, but that is all.
also, bethany has made me realize that i have an awkward crush on john mayer.
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[13 Nov 2006|12:26am]
i'm watching the wizard of oz right now and it's making me feel really happy and a little sad all at the same time. GREAT MOVIE!!!
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[11 Nov 2006|10:03pm]
1. Who is the last person you held hands with? i don't think i have held hands in a long time.

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive? no way, i would freak out.

3. Do you sleep with the TV on? yeah. i like to watch roseanne until i fall asleep.

4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton? no milk.

5. What did you do today? woke up super early (?), went to the aquarium, took a nap when i got home, i'm at work now and going to a bar where juan is dj-ing later.

6. Do you like somebody right now? yes.

7. How fast can you type? like lightning.

8. Are you afraid of the dark? yeah.

9. Eye color? green or blue.

10. Who can you always turn to? my mom and megan mostly. + other cool friends sometimes.

11. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower? i really don't take baths. something about sitting in dirty water.

12. Do you knock on wood? yeah.

13. Are you drinking anything right now? Some water.

14. Do you have good vision? yeah. i mean i have glasses for reading and the computer but i don't really wear them.

15. Can you hoola hoop? not really.

16. Are you good at keeping secrets? yeah. i rule at it.

17. What do you want for Christmas? i don't know. it's hard because my birthday is only only 4 days before christmas.

18. Are you OCD? about certian things.

19. Do you talk in your sleep? i don't think so.

20. Who makes you laugh the most? i know a lot of funny people.

21. Have you ever flown a kite? yeah.

22. When was the last time you went swimming and where? probably at albert's pool in the summer when it was amillion degrees outside.

23. Do you consider yourself successful? so far so good, i think.

24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell? probably about 20 but i'm pretty sure i only talk to the same 5 or 6 people.

25. Have you ever asked for a horse? no because i had one at my aunt and uncle's house in texas.

26. Plans for today? finish work and then go dance while juan dj's.

27. WHATS YOUR MiDDLE NAME? AND WHY? WHY IS THIS IN CAPS? Lanai. it's hawaiian and my great-grandma gave it to me.

28. Missing someone now? yes.

29. When was the last time you told someone 'I love you'? this morning.

30. What was the last sport you played? the bike.

31. How are you feeling today? fine!

32. Are you black? no.

33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school? one time in elementary school for a few days.

34. What are you looking forward to? having a beer with brizzahhhhh tonight.

35. Have you ever crawled through a window? yes.

37. Have you ever eaten dog food? no.

38. Can you handle the truth? yes!!

39. Do you like green eggs and ham? i really do love that book.

40. What are 3 things you always take with you to places? my purse, a sweater, chapstick.

41. Any cool scars? yeah. that huge one on face from a bike accident.

42. Do you like or have a crush on anyone? yes.

43. How many kids do you plan on having? no thank you. not right now.

44. What do you do when no one is watching? sit in my underwear, listen to records and watch animal planet.

45. How often do you talk on the phone? a lot when megan calls me. not so much other times.

46. Do you talk to yourself? yeah and people tell me it can be annoying.

47. Is there something you want that you can't have? a few things but i try not to worry about that stuff.

48. Three things about the opposite sex that you first notice? they aren't a douchbag or asshole.

49. Who are you thinking about right now? juan because he's at work having a better time than i am right now.

50. Who did you last hug? raul!!

52. Where is your phone? on my desk here at work.

53. What was the last thing you ate? hummus sandwhich.

54. Favorite Color? red, turquoise, forrest green.

55. Last movie watched? in a theater=borat on tv=hook

56. What song do you currently hear? I'm watching to catch a predator.

57. What do you want? to leave work and go hang out.

58. Would you ever date anyone on your friends list? yeah.

59. What TV Show are you watching? it's about child predators and them getting caught.

60. What is your cell phone number? 2.
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[08 Nov 2006|08:17pm]
so i get embarrassed when i trip and fall and spill the contents of my book bag everywhere while i am walking back to my car after class today. however, i am not embarrassed when a relatively attractive guy pulls up beside me while i am driving home and listening to a van halen song very loud with my window down.
signs i am somewhat maturing?
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[07 Nov 2006|12:29am]
juan and i went on a pseudo date tonight to the new movie theater they built by our houses. it kind of looks like a sears department store in a weird way. anyways, they have egg rolls on their concession menu and things are lit by awkward purple lights. there were really cool gross guys sitting next to us that were drinking bud ice tall cans that they left all over the floor after the movie was over. it reminded me of this one time i got wasted drinking steel reserve when i saw final destination 3. also, don't forget to vote tomorrow!!
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[04 Nov 2006|01:24am]
i was drinking wine and juice while typing college application essays. i bet they sound really great.
i actually stayed in tonight to take care of important things and I think that is pretty great of me.
#1 on my list of things to do: take the history of jazz class they are offering at my school next semester.
i am still maintaining i am growing into an old lady. goodnight.
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#1 picture from sf [03 Nov 2006|12:49am]
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[01 Nov 2006|04:28pm]
i have been home from sf since sunday night.
i have pictures but they aren't uploaded yet.
last night was halloween and it was fun!! i drank alot of beer and saw the most insane drunk gays and the most insane drunk sraights too.
i have a lot of things to do this week and next week coming.
i have to to get some school applications out.
i have to get a lot of papers and such done so i can finish this semester.
i have to continue my perfect balance of chilling and being a scholar, basically.
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[27 Oct 2006|09:28am]
i'm going to san francisco now. later bye!
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[26 Oct 2006|02:59am]
i want to marry this man:
i want to bake like this woman:
i want to get paid to travel and eat/drink like this woman:

basically i want to live inside of the food network.
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fuck a bitch... [25 Oct 2006|04:03pm]
okay so here we goooo....
today i was late to my first class because this asshole i was driving behind decided he was drunk at 9:15 in the morning and ran into a hill when i was driving in the canyon and i, but of course, was stuck behind him.
then even though i was late it was okay because my teacher simply left a note on the door to my classroom that said: sorry class, i am pregnant and am suffering from morning sickness, class canceled until further notice. sweet for me and her because she is going to be a cool mom, i can tell.
the rest of he day was whatever BUT THEN
i went to unlock my car and figured out that the battery was dead in my little clicker that locks and unlocks my car. i tripped out but then realized that DURR!!! i can just open my car with my key. i'm such an asshole.
AFTER THAT i went to start my car and it would not start at all. i turned the key and nothing happened. i was like, really? is this really happening to me right now? aaa came and jumped it for me and i drove home on the freeway in the slowest lane just in case my car decided to die while i was driving. it didn't.
i just checked it right now and it started and everything so i think it's fully all better.
i'm pretty sure that i might have possibly left my headlights on while i was in school all day but i don't remember so whatver.
everything is FINE.
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[25 Oct 2006|01:37am]
i wanted to go to bed early tonight but then i ended up drinking a handful of beers with my mom on the porch and talking really intensely about really important stuff. then when i came in to sleep there was a rachel ray special on the food network all about traveling to the best places to have beer and cocktails in the world and then the twilight zone came on right after so basically i'm not sleeping but i have class in the morning so i should be?
and the twilight zone is one of my favorites. the one where the guy gets into an accident and he can hear people's inner thoughts? i feel like if that ever happened to me i would hear things that would make me really sad but i would equally hear things that would really pissed me off. so it wouldn't be a good thing to have this happen to me because i would go crazy.
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[24 Oct 2006|01:41pm]
[ mood | tired ]

so i guess we aren't allowed to go on myspace at work anymore because all the douchebags i work with were paying too much attention to that instead of what they were getting paid to pay attention to. anyways, point is, i just got to work and out of habbit i just logged on and now i think i'm going to get in trouble simply because i want to know what is going on in the internet.
i just ate so many (much?) noodles and drank so much apple juice that i am full to capacity, sleepy and my lower back is hurting. but maybe my back hurts because when i woke up this morning there was a fork under me? and i have no idea how it got there?

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most obviously important television update of the week [19 Oct 2006|12:09am]
[ mood | gross ]

lost included:



so completely insane!!

PJ RUNWAY included:
it was just mediocre, except for the whole jeffery maybe cheating thing but that only lasted for about two minutes.

i just drank 3 things of soy hot cocco mix and i feel really hot and like i am going to barf. BARF CHOCOLATE!

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[18 Oct 2006|10:03pm]
[ mood | cool ]

um, life is tight.
school is the biggest waste of my parent's money BUT my job is RULING right now. i'm getting a fresh batch of kids every two weeks and they just keep getting more cute, more funny and way more insane.
i had a vag doctor appointment today. i'm disease and cancer free! however, i have gained 12 pounds since the last time i was in there PLUS i lost bone density because i don't get enough calcium but it can be fixed with a daily calcium pill that i am now required to take. no big deal.
i'm going to sf in ONE week to be with the woman i love.

oh yeah, kate, mike and i smoked this weed on monday night and i have been in a PERMA-STONED state of mind ever since.

PJ RUNWAY-----who's it going to be???

PS. i just noticed it said that i posted this at 10:00 pm but i posted it at about 3:00 this afternoon. why is that fucked?

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