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My name is Nicole, and I am in the 11th grade and I go to Salem High School. I am 17 and my birthday is on October 10th. I love wrestling, music, movies, hanging out...you get the jist.


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2005 recall [Friday: December 30th, 2005 @ 8:38pm]
[ mood | bored ]

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
I got in a car accident

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't remember what it was.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

4. Did anyone close to you die?

5. What countries did you visit?
Uhm, I stayed here.

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
better grades

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
the day of prom, because that is when i got in a car accident

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

9. What was your biggest failure?
first semester

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
not really

11. What was the best thing you bought?
uhm, idk...my dad bought me a new car...?

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
no clue

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

14. Where did most of your money go?
i dont even know...everywhere

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: happier or sadder?

thinner or fatter?

richer or poorer?
i guess richer...only because i *had* a job

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
stupid things

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
i spent it with my boyfriend...

21. Did you fall in love in 2005?
i think so

22. How many one-night stands?

23. What was your favorite TV program?
real world/road rules challenge (Inferno/Gaunlet)

24. Do you dislike anyone now that you didn't dislike this time last year?

25. What was the best book you read?

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
uhm, michelle's *beautiful* voice...lol

27. What did you want and get?

28. What did you want and not get?
month to the tanning bed, but i bought it for myself anyways...

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
idk, alot...dukes of hazzard and longest yard were good!

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
17th birthday- frontera with a few friends

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
no clue

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
uhm, cute, boring, lazy, and a little bit of everything else.

33. What kept you sane?
i dont think i am...lol, but i guess my friends

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
the rock

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
not big on politics

36. Who did you miss?
family in PA

37. Who was the best new person you met?
My boyfriend

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005?
stop getting myself in trouble, although it never works

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
idk, too much thinking involved in that...

Well, that was about pointless...i said "idk" to like half the things on there... okay, w/e.


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MERRY Christmas! [Sunday: December 25th, 2005 @ 2:21pm]
[ mood | *holiday-ish* ]

Merry Christmas! I luh you guys!


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stupid head. [Monday: December 19th, 2005 @ 10:59am]
[ mood | stupid. ]

You know how there's like one thing that is really bad, and can screw up everything that you have worked so hard at getting to? You know how you know that it's wrong, and you keep telling yourself that you shouldn't do it? And, you know how you do it anyway? Yeah, I do. That was about the dumbest thing I've ever done in my life. I'm really lucky that he looked past that and gave me another chance. God, sometimes I should slap myself in the face.

Yeah, okay...

I'm hungry and my madre is bringing me taco bell. It makes my life happy.

Im beginning to hate the holidays. I have done zero shopping...the effing bank is holding my money because it was an out-of-state check. LOSERS. I need it for xmas shopping, k, thanks stupid heads.

K, I'm out...

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[Wednesday: November 23rd, 2005 @ 12:18am]
[ mood | wonderful ]

i love him.♥

he's amazing.

"if i have you, i have everything. if i don't, my whole world comes down." <--sweet? I think so. I ♥ him.

Seriously, he's the sweetest guy i've ever been with. I don't understand why he is so sweet to me. I feel like I don't do enough for him. AHHH....♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Lost Without You...awww...Collapse )

Aside from that, life has been good. K, bye.

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a tribute... [Sunday: November 13th, 2005 @ 7:03pm]
[ mood | *sad/speechless* ]

Well, it's been a while since I updated. This isn't even an update...So, bare with me on this.

Most of you know that I'm like in-love with wrestling...well...this is a branch off of that.

One of my very favorite wrestlers, of all time, Eddie Guerrero, was found dead this morning in his hotel room. He was 38 years old. THIRTY-EIGHT. He lived, what? Half of his life? It really isn't fair.

This morning, I went to breakfast with Daniel, and I was gone until around two. When I got home, my mom was like, "Did you hear what happened?" and I said no. She said, "Eddie Guerrero passed away last night." I had no idea what to say, nor do I to this minute. I just don't understand. He went through so much...and he overcame so many obstacles throughout his life. He got over his drug and alcohol problems...he has had his record clean for three, four years now?

He has a wife and two kids. Can you imagine losing a father or a husband? Or if you have, you know what it feels like. I can only imagine and it sucks.

I *just* saw him on Friday night...for a brief second, on WWE. His very last match, and I didn't get to see it. He was such an inspirational person, and he will be deeply missed.

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[Sunday: October 9th, 2005 @ 8:01pm]
hey guys./..back from my vacation! Pictures later, and there are SO many. Wow. K, so anyways...MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!! yahoo. <--notice the sarcasm.

Anyways, I'm having a little "birthday dinner" at 7:30--Frontera tomorrow. So, if anyone would like to attend, please do so...the more the merrier. :D...make my life happy. haha.

K, so <3 all of you.

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[Friday: September 30th, 2005 @ 10:46pm]
Wowowow...I'm SO excited. I actually get to go on vacation this break. I haven't been on an actually vacation since I was like 9, so it's a big deal to me...lol. My family and I are going to Universal Studios and Islands Of Adventure!! YAYAYA. I'm oober happy. :-D I leave Wednesday and I'll get back either Saturday night, or Sunday morning. YAYAYAYA. K, that's all I have to say.

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[Wednesday: September 28th, 2005 @ 9:04pm]
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY DAVID LEE THOMAS (the third)!!!!!!

<3333333333333 you lots!

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[Monday: September 19th, 2005 @ 10:04pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Yeah, I'm totally sick of a lot of things.

I can't ever make up my mind.

I'm tired, and I want to sleep.

Wrestling is on, and it is making my life easier.

K, bye.

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...yeah. [Wednesday: September 14th, 2005 @ 6:52pm]
[ mood | weird ]

So...I had loads of fun at homecoming. I'm really glad I went.

I don't have pictures, because my camera wasn't charged. Oh well.

God, I hate this. It's been happening way too much to be a normal thing. Like, first...I get dizzy, and feel extremely weak...then I get really hot...then I start seeing black dots everywhere, until everything goes completely black. It's so scary. It's not like I'm dehydrated either...it's ridiculous. It's happened like 5 times within the past 3-4 weeks. I have to go to the doctor for it tomorrow. Ew.

I got checked out today because of it...how gay.

I'm tired. K, bye.

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[Wednesday: August 31st, 2005 @ 11:05pm]
[ mood | sad ]

This hurricane is really heart breaking. I have really just now looked into it, and I can't even imagine how I would feel losing my home, or even my job. Like, they lost everything. Some don't even have any money to get back to a semi-normal life. I have this thing where you can donate to the Katrina fund, so if you're feeling generous and want to help out...anything will help; pennies, nickels, dimes, quarters, bills, etc. Just let me know if you'd like to help out.

You can call me (678 910 1182), or find me at school sometime...thank you.

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[Tuesday: August 30th, 2005 @ 9:01pm]
[ mood | bored ]


My parents are considering letting me go to Faith. Don't tell me not to go because I won't listen to you. A few people have already tried and I'm not backing down. I HATE Salem. I hate almost everything about that school. Plus, I'm failing a few of my classes. I want to go to Faith for three main reasons. I want to be at home more because I never see my mom, I want to get the hope scholarship (if I stay at Salem, I doubt that I'll get it) ,and I want to graduate early. Sounds good to me, and that's all that matters. I don't need anyone's support on this because I'm okay with me going. I'm actually doing something for myself that doesn't involve anyone else's opinion. I just hope my dad decides to let me go, because my mom is actually okay with it.

K, thanks. Bye.


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[Monday: August 29th, 2005 @ 10:22pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I'm so tired of work//school. It's just making me have NO energy. I get home from school, then get ready for work. I get home from work at like 10-11, and I'm too tired to do homework. I need a break. So, today, I took one. Plus, I wan't feeling good.

I need a homecoming dress/shoes/jewelry. Monday is the day of shopping. Me + Chelle + J-fer??? MAYBE. Let's hope. I need shopping buddies.

I want a boyfriend. I've come to realize that I push a lot of people away. Like, I'll start liking someone, and then all of a sudden I'll randomly find a stupid reason why I shouldn't. I just need to stop doing that...and I want someone that won't let me. Too much to ask? Probably.

I don't know what's wrong with me anymore. I'm dumb.


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[Saturday: August 20th, 2005 @ 11:50pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Well, things are pretty shabby. Actually, they pretty much suck. I really just want to be like, "I give up on guys." But, it won't happen. I'll continue to complain.

So, I'm going to homecoming this year...because I've never been before. I don't have a date, go figure...so, I'm going with Chelle and J-fer. <3

I'm so bored/tired. Okay, I'm done.


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dorkkkkyyy... [Friday: August 19th, 2005 @ 10:41pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Five dorky things about me:

1. I can watch Romy and Michele over and over and laugh at every single thing on that movie, all the time.

2. I get REALLY excited when I see any kind of corvette.

3. I get really excited when I get voicemail.

4. I watch wrestling...lol...

5. Michelle and I love to dance...to the soundtrack of Grease.

wow...boy am I a dork...haha.

I tag....






guys SUCK. k, thanks.


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well, i'm a complete idiot. [Friday: August 12th, 2005 @ 10:11pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

So, school is boring, who woulda thunk it? I love yearbook because I'm actually INTERESTED in it. I wish I was more interested in my other classes, but I just want to fall asleep. My English teacher doesn't even have a freakin personality and she hates me already...what a wonderful start to a year, huh?

So, I'm extremely pissed about something...rather not say, but feelings gotta go somewhere. WHAT A FRIKIN JERK. And, what a lame excuse. I trusted him, and I actually CARED about him...he didn't have to do that...what possessed me to like him in the first place is beyond me...I thought he was different. Guess I was wrong...Gee, how wonderful...am I seriously an idiot, or what? I think so. I'm mad at myself, and at him...it kinda hurts too...UGH. I hate boys.

I need to start going to softball games to get pictures for the yearbook. I was going to go today, but then I realized I didn't have my camera, and it would have been pointless to go and get it because my batteries needed charged, and that takes like an hour. But, thankfully, they didn't do so hot, according to Michelle, so, hopefully I didn't miss too much. I need to fit some time in my schedule, so if any of y'all know when any of your next HOME, or not too far (aka: -25 minutes, preferably) softball games are, let me know...gracious.

Work is killing me. I have no time for anything, and when I do...no one can do anything. It sucks. I feel like I never see my best friend anymore, and it's not very fun. I don't have ANY classes/lunches with her and it's rare that I even see her in the hallways. I hope this doesn't continue very long...I'm used to seeing her like every week because we hung out so much during the summer! :( I MISS YOU!! lol...

Today, me and Kaitlyn went to sell ads during 6th period. We went to so many places and pretty much got turned down by everyone, except the ARMY AND NAVY...they were the nicest people out of everyone we went to...lol. Kaitlyn's shoe broke, so we had to go by her slippers at the dollar store, and then we went to Frontera and got some free chips/salsa/water because my friends at work are nice. HAHA. Juan (a guy I work with) greets some people by kissing them on the cheek, and I'm pretty much used to it by now, but he did it to Kaitlyn today, and her face was hilarious...I can't even describe. HAHA. Goodnass...lol.

Okay, I guess that was enough updating...uhm, I have to go to Kroger tomorrow to bag groceries for Chorus. OH BOY. How exciting...(*not*) and then I have to work at five, so if you get hungry for some mexican food, go to Frontera between 5-9 and come see me. Thank you.


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yeah...BLAH [Friday: August 5th, 2005 @ 9:33pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Oh my goodnassss...I haven't updated in forever.

I've been working so much this past week. (FRONTERA, come and see me...) Hopefully, I'll have a pretty little paycheck next week. Lord knows I need it.

I'm so pissed off at someone...It's just so unbeleiveable that he's being such a dick to me, and that's NEVER happened before. Whatever.

Michelle couldn't come tonight because she made her madre mad...oh well, hopefully her, Kim, and Diana are coming tomorrow to work on our stupid English project.

I'm eating a corndog right now...I haven't eatin a corndog in a bazillion years.

It's so nice to be home, for once. I'm excited that I get to sleep in tomorrow.

Why do I miss you? I don't want to...I don't need to. UGH.

Yeah, I thought I had more to write about, but I guess not. School pretty much sucks. K, bye.


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blah/sick/hurt/tired...what else is new. [Thursday: July 28th, 2005 @ 9:45pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Man, I feel sick...BLAH. I woke up this morning and I was like, "ugh...i feel sick." lol. I'm feeling a little better now. Thank God...I have to work tomorrow. Oh yeah, speaking of work, I got the job at Frontera. Yay for $$$.

I'm EXTREMELY pissed of at the school. They won't let me drop AP, and Michelle did. So, why can't I? Ms. Jackson's like, "You can talk to a counceler(sp?)about it, but even if they let you drop it, I'm not promising that you'll even have an English class..." What a frikin BIATCH. *kickpunchstab* loser.

Tomorrow, Michelle, Bryan, and I are going shopping for my sister/school stuff? It will be fun...hopefully I'll feel up to it. lol.

I'm so tired, but then I can't sleep because my body isn't used to sleeping this early. GAW, I need to start sleeping earlier.

Don't you hate the feeling where you feel like you're being used? And, don't you hate the feeling when you like someone but you know they don't feel that way towards you? I do. It sucks, majorly.

I feel like straightening my hair. Why? Who knows. But I think I will. Okay, thanks.

K, bye.

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school is bad. :P [Tuesday: July 26th, 2005 @ 4:28pm]
[ mood | hungry/tired ]

Damn...we have what? FIVE days before school starts. BS. UGH. I am sooo NOT happy about school. BLAHCK.

One more book to read...haha. Yeah, I'm dropping AP...I give props to all of y'all that are done/almost done/attempting to read all of those books. I gave up. Haha. Plus, it's one less class I'll have a hard time making a decent grade in. We'll try again next year. :)

So...my week is already jammed packed. UGH. K, so here's my week, so far:
Tuesday(today)- Took my brother to the mall/toys R us/Super Target to get my sister a present. Michelle is supposed to come over tonight, but we'll see how Momma Go Nick is feeling.
Wednesday- Shopping for school clothes...nothing the rest of the day...MIGHT hang out with Bryan...idk.
Thursday- Nothing until 5...Open House...BLAH. So, if you want to do something before 5, this is a wonderful day to do it! <3 Unless my mom decides that we're going school shopping again.
Friday- Michelle and I have to go shopping for my sister. I think we're getting her a fish. Then, at 5, I have to take my brother to his open house.
Saturday- Taking my sister and brother to Michelle's pool while the parents set up for my sister's surprise party. Then, bro, sis, Michelle, and I leave to go to the party. THEN, party til whenever. How FUN. *haha*
Sunday- POSSIBLY more shopping for school. If not...another good day for hanging out. <3

Yeah...boring week...so much running. LOL. I need money, and I'm SUPPOSED to be getting a job at Frontera now...so, we'll see how that goes. *yawn*

K, so I'm hungry/tired. K, bye.


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eMo. [Friday: July 22nd, 2005 @ 11:40pm]
[ mood | emo ]

Why is it that I seem to hurt people like all the time? Really, I think it's one of my MAJOR flaws...

What is SO incredibly great about me anyways? I don't see what a few people see...obviously. I wish I could, maybe it'd help me out. I'm not seeing shit. I see a girl that doesn't know what the hell she's doing. She's confused about everything, and she sucks at life. She can't make up her mind about one thing or another. Her life isn't even that hectic...but she makes it like it is. What is it?

I hate feeling like everything is thrown at me. Why do I always have to make these stupid decisions? What do I even want?

I hate this statement, "I just want you to be happy." It sucks, majorly. You don't want me to be happy, unless it is with YOU. Right? Thought so. (I am NOT talking about Dave here.)

I'd LOVE to just give up on guys/relationships/dating/etc. completely...but I guess that I can't...I'm seriously addicted to it all...I want what I can't have, and I can't have what I want...and I just said the exact same thing...I'm losing my mind. God, help me.

Whatever, screw everything.

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