I was listening to Blur when I found a jacket that looks ridiculously Balmain like in my price range and I came close to orgasm -SRSLY-the combination of Damon voice and the beauty of the jacket was so............mmmmmmm
I'm one of those people who look absurdly younger than their age ,which will be great when I'm in my 40s and 50s but right now being in my 20s it fucking sucks hard. Boys my age think I look like a kid or too baby like-or maybe they are just dumb- and old men are the only one that seem interested me. These old men are not Bowie type old men that are interesting, intelligent, and funny,but I get the ugly ass Fred Stanford types that lack everything listed and have children between the ages of 3 and 45.
Can a girl get a Followill
or should I just say fuck it and move to France or England, I need a new start
I don't know if this makes sense but it turns out that the area around my brother heart is swollen. He is home and I still haven't been able to see him.
When I talked to him he sounded really tired and my mother said the something after she saw him.
My birthday is next week , I fucking hate my birthday. It time for a major change in my life and I know I'm going to piss some people off, but how I'm living my life right not is not working and I feel miserable.
In the words of Chris,from Skins, FUCK IT
I love these songs and they are so fitting
The Diving Bell and the Butterfly is on, I really need to read the book,watching this movie reminds me that anything is possible if I have the determination and strength.
I planning to get a new tattoo this time text.Although it not original I love to have "this too shall pass" or "In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer".
I'm watching Alex James on The F Word and now I want to cut my hair like his.I have been planning to cut my hair since FOREVER but I don't have the time and my hair is not long enough to have a fringe without having to add extensions which means I would have to keep going to the salon and spending more money : (
I'm going to post pictures later of how I want my hair, but it look a bit like riri.I was thing about shaving half of my head but I don't think my job would allow that.
Next month I will be 2X,I refuse to tell my actual age because I feel old and I haven't did much with my life.Next year I will be graduating and I'm scared as hell, I'm thinking about continuing my education and go into fashion design , I'm studying merchandising now, because I want to be in the more creative side of fashion instead of a number cruncher-if that makes since.
By the way my job had a massive sell and I had the worst headache so my boss gave me a half of a vacadine (sp?) ,and I didn't eat, so I feel a bit ........something..........odd.
I have been trying to clean up my interest because I really could care less about most jrock bands and j street fashion, please take note Gwen. I can’t believe I spent so much time listening to music I didn’t understand. Kagrra, and Kozi still hold a place in my heart, but it still too much trouble following a band or a musician when you don’t speak their native language. I spent the last couple of month rediscovering bands that I sort of ignored when they first came out. I remember downloading a few Franz Ferdinand tracks when they first came out, but they sort of dropped off my radar when I “feel in love” with jrock - I can kick myself in the ass – Franz are amazing. I feel really silly now that I spent so much time and money on Japanese music and clothes, when there have been some really great stuff in my hemisphere.
Seriously ,I can't remember how I got into jrock I think it had to do with Mana,lame ass.
The members of my group project are not participating and I told my teacher and she basically said take this as a life lesson, and I was like WTF !!! Bitch please, transfer me like I asked and not tell me take this B.S. as a lesson.
Right now I'm so in love this song
I'm horrible for saying this but I hate it when people say you look like people you think are ugly, it even worst when the person they compare you to is a fugly relative (who you REALLY do not look like at all).
I woke up this morning and all these city workers are digging huge holes in everyone yard on my block yard. I don't really care because it's the city and what can I do but I find it funny that my neighbors who watered their yard a day after a tropical storm is having their yard torn apart-I really hate them.
I saw Silent Hill tuesday and it just reminded my of episode 5&6 of Carnival first season and Dark Water.I loved the game but I fell asleep while watching the movie in the first 30 minutes.
This is becoming kinda minatory, but I got new extensions.I been wearing them similar to the Cintia is in my icon. My dad visited yesterday and he was like so you are growing your hair back and I was like yea. I honestly cant believe he thinks this is my hair I haven't worn my real hair since I was a teen. I also dyed my hair for eight years (my teen years) and completely forgot what is my natural color . I haven't dyed my hair in three years so I can now say I know for a fact it's dark brown.
I cant believe that my local news is just reporting on Heather Bratton death (she is also from Tampa) a week after her passing.
I babysat my brother kids today and they are so sweet.Seriously, if I was promised that my kids would be that sweet I would have kids.When we asked my nephew what he wanted for his birthday he said it didn't matter because only the thought mattered.My sister kids are the complete opposite loud,obnoxious,and a bit self-centered so, they make me want to stab out my ovaries.
I will most likely never have kids because me plus relationship equal hell.Anyways,I'm one of those sad people who if they dont have kids naturally I'm just going to just import some "stuff" from Sweden (viking baby clinic)! This reminds me I need to find their website.
EDIT- found the site www.scandinaviancryobank.com .I'm sorry but buying sperm online is just too funny not to share.
It's so sad that I love this song.
I finished reading The Stranger saturday. Meursalut said something like he stopped talking to his mother because they have ran out of things to say-just like i have. I really don't know my 'rents and they don't know me,so what can I say to strangers. Sunday when my dad called we mostly talked about the weather and I just think that sad. When we try to have a better conversation they get confused since they still haven't figured out that I'm really sarcastic and childish(strange combination)and what are interests. Anyways, I enjoyed the book because it's true that the only certainty in life is death.
Who Knew moments
When my brother visited this weekend and out of curiosity I asked him did he watch the World Cup and I was so shocked to find out that he watched most of it.I always assumed football wasn't enough of a manly sport for him.His teams were England/Brazil and mine were England/France.And he is a Beckham fan.Am I the only one who finds his voice (Beckham) girlie?
In Ohnotheydidnt someone posted a pic of Gigi Buffon with short hair and I must say he is HOT.I never payed that much attention to how he looked before because of the hair.Football boys need to learn short hair hot.Anyways, I saw some screen caps of Buffon talking or comforting Zizou right after he got the red card it's so sad.