du barry

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I was listening to Blur when I found a jacket that looks ridiculously Balmain like in my price range and I came close to orgasm -SRSLY-the combination of Damon voice and the beauty of the jacket was so............mmmmmmm

Anywho

I'm one of those people who look absurdly younger than their age ,which will be great when I'm in my 40s and 50s but right now being in my 20s it fucking sucks hard. Boys my age think I look like a kid or too baby like-or maybe they are just dumb- and old men are the only one that seem interested me. These old men are not Bowie type old men that are interesting, intelligent, and funny,but I get the ugly ass Fred Stanford types that lack everything listed and have children between the ages of 3 and 45.

Can a girl get a Followill

or should I just say fuck it and move to France or England, I need a new start
du barry

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My father had me later in his life ,when he started his new life in America. I have sibling on my father side who still live in the old country ,but I never met them and to tell the truth I dont have a strong desire to do so. My mother had two children before I was born and I was raise with them ,so when someone ask me about my siblings I only say I have two because I usually forget about the other ones. I have no emotional connections to them and I sorta feel bad and told my mom ,but she understands I never met them and they are a lot older then me.

One of my sisters on my father side is visiting America for the first time and my dad just called me to to say they are coming over NOW and I'm dressed like a member from The Horrors- not my normal look for him.

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I started this entry last night but then they came and it went OK,like I said I don't know her and I am extremely shy
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du barry

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I need to stay off of Fairchild Books site. I want to by textbooks when I don't even need them for any courses I am currently taking; I really want Your Personal Style by Nancy Plummer.

Also
I'm looking for a new job because I'm going cuss out some bitches pretty soon at my current hell hole aka job,but everywhere I want to work at require a couple years of retail experience and experience selling luxury brands- I have neither : (

I planed to say this earlier, all copies of The Perry's Department Store buying stimulation book should be burnt - it is the worst book EVER .

almost forgot
I'M GOING TO NEW YORK !!!!!!!!
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