I don't know if anyone is still on here

but it's been years since i've posted and if you're still here this is us now:



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i can't remember the last time i felt like i accomplished anything. the last time i was truly proud of anything i've done.

these nights were made for long, late drives through the canyons.

there's 150 miles along the 101 northbound, between san luis obispo and gilroy, that i can sit in my desk chair and feel.

there's a peace i found there, at 2am and 95 miles per hour, windows down though it's 45 degrees outside because this a stretch of road that requires you to be smoking. non stop. to find peace at such a high velocity seems odd, especially factoring in the volume your music needs to be to be audible at that speed. but on a clear night you can almost feel the moonlight on your arm. you're not connected to anything. dreams i've had where i'm flying don't feel this good.

that road could lead to anywhere and i'd follow it.

we bought a house. it's almost out of escrow already. i got a job offer for 2 dollars more an hour and 10 hours more a week. shit rules.

chinese buffets, watching every episode of the office every two days for the past 8 months, bringing home her favourite foods when i have enough money, wondering how long your car will run on empty, shoplifting runs, thrift shopping as much out of desire as necessity, i'm in love.

being loved at your worst and not just your best. this is important.

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i have 2 jobs and some money. life is looking much better.

So i have a studio now, in canoga park. in addition to the family and childen's portraiture, i want to start doing more bands and models and thank kind of thing. so if you or anyone you know would be interested, let me know.

+furnishing your apartment with things found by the dumpster
+ having a cat
- living the past 4 days on saltines + peanut butter
+ beer being cheaper than water
+ living in an area that has multiple stores open at 3am
+ being able to download movies still in theatres ( and i don't mean ones filmed with handicams )
- unemployment