Tags: love save the empty

[spn] dean - look away from me.

fic: love, save the empty (j2, R)

Let's celebrate Valentine's Day with some angst, shall we?

Title: love, save the empty
Author: _mournthewicked
Pairing: Jared Padalecki/Jensen Ackles, Misha Collins, Sam Winchester
Rating: R
Word Count: ~ 20,000
Disclaimer: Look up the word ‘fiction’ in the dictionary. You will not find a picture of this story, but the definition of the word ‘fiction’, which this is.
Warnings: An unusual amount of angst from me. (But trust me. I’ll fix your heart after I break it.)
Summary: It’s not what brought him to Jared. Nothing but pure, all consuming love did that, but it might have been what kept him sane when everything else seemed hopeless. And now, it might be what ends it all. (This is a sequel to underneath the weight of it all, and it will make no sense if you haven’t read that.)

Notes: This was written for kazminka, who won me over at help_haiti with an incredible bid. I hope you like it! This was kind of a tough one to write. Same as with the first story, I am not a psychologist or a doctor, so please forgive me any inaccuracies. I did my own art, yay! Massive thanks to my beta, kamikaze_redux. ♥

one. / two. / three.

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