Title: underneath the weight of it all
Warnings: Angst, mentions of graphic violence, dub-con. And also schmoop?
Word Count: ~ 31,000
Disclaimer: This is not real. Fiction, people.
Summary: Jared stopped trying to fit all the broken pieces of himself back together a long time ago. But then he meets Jensen, and he thinks it might be time to try again.
Notes: First off, massive thanks to my beta kamikaze_redux. It really came in handy that she just happens to be a psych major. On that note, even though I did lots of research, I am not a psychologist. So all of the details of Jared's condition may not be textbook, but I tried! Also, much love to my cheerleaders: twofourteen, finn21, and ifyouweremine. I love you bunches and it's very possible I stole funny things from all of you. Title taken with much love from Matt Nathanson. Enjoy!
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