September 16th, 2009

[fic] atsttm - boys!

fic: as this sunset turns to morning (notes & art)

the author’s notes.

There are a whole lot of things I want to say about this fic, but I’ll restrain myself. This was, without a doubt, the most challenging thing I have ever written. I spent week after week trying to put myself in Jensen’s headspace and that just wasn’t a pleasant place to be for the most part.

I learned a lot while writing this story. I really took a step back and looked at my writing style, and this story gave me room to grow. There were times when I cried over this story and times I wanted to give up and times I was so damn proud of myself I could barely stand it. This story is a long time coming, and I really hope you enjoy it.

There are lots of people that helped to whip this story into shape, and they know who they are. I am more grateful than words can express. ♥




the art; credit where credit is due.

When it comes to art, I am incredibly spoiled. starweather has claimed the position as my designated artist, and trust me, I couldn’t be happier. I just have to put a few teasers here so I have them on my journal, but please go check out her post to see all the amazing art she created for my little world and tell her how wonderful she is. ♥



as this sunset turns to morning; the art. by starweather.



Master Post / Soundtrack
[fic] atsttm - boys!

fic: as this sunset turns to morning (master post)

Title: as this sunset turns to morning
Author: _mournthewicked
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~ 86,000
Warnings: Teenage angst of the existential kind, slight religious themes, and a healthy dose of schmoop.
Disclaimer: Not the slightest bit real.
Summary: Jensen spends his life hiding who he is from the family that would never accept him if they knew. When he’s uprooted in the middle of his senior year and suddenly becomes the new kid, his carefully placed mask begins to slip. Especially when he meets Jared – a loud, outspoken spectacle of a boy that fights for everything Jensen was taught to stand against. Jared has no problem going after what he wants, and now it’s just a matter of Jensen letting himself do the same.

Notes: Massive amounts of love go out to my incredible beta kamikaze_redux. I think I owe her my first born for this one, seriously. This story is dedicated to both her and the always amazing starweather. Any art you see throughout this story is all her. ♥




Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7 / Part 8 / Part 9 / Epilogues
Soundtrack / Notes & Art
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