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I Love This Song Dont Yall?


"Since You've Been Gone"

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

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Well hum. Wensday was my dance rehersal.Sabrina and Michael came with me. Sabrina had to work the curtains on stage cause she broke her ankle and couldnt dance. Michael just sat and watched us practis. My dance teacher kept us there till almost 10:30! I didnt get in the be till about 12. At school yesterday nothing really happened untill lunch. Michael had lunch detention so I was in there with Rob. i sat on his lap like all thru lunch. I felt so so bad but it just felt right. I miss him so much. I want him out of my head, he needs to be out of my head I have a boyfriend but he keeps comeing back!  I just cant froget about him! Micael found out I did that but wasnt mad. When I got hom my mom and Michael came to get me and Pamela for the dance residle. Me and Sabrina got there at the same time. Backstage was awesome all of our dance2 class had gotten really close. I was talking to people I hated befor. Like Kayla Edrington and Amanda Sparks. They were alot nicer that night than usual. I only messen up once in my first dance but we did good. When the advanced dancers got done danceing the said to Kayla "Its going to take alot to dance us up now"! In our last dance we all messed up but we fucking rocked. Everyone was screaming and cheering. Everyone was calling our names. I was so happy cause I only heard Kayla, Natlie, Alyson, Jamie, and MEEEE!!! yay. Michael and Corey were screaming my name. After the show my tacher gave us all a rose, my mom gave me 12 roses and Michael gave me a rose with a teddy bear...."my mom bought it for him to give me shhh lol" I think me and Michael are going to far. I think we need to slow down alittle. We have only been together about 2 weeks. I think I should listin to my friend Michael Eddy and find out whats going on in my head.....the sad thing is I dont even know??

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Ugh!! Rob is a JERK! He was telling me yesterday that he wanted to go back out with me and that him and Jessica were going to brake up. I was happy but he didnt talk to me the whole res of the day! I wrote him a note saying no. Today he said that the note made him sad and that he doesent talk to me cause it hurts. i belived it untill just now when I found out that he had 2 girlfriends. Jessica and some 12 year old!!! He is turning 16! Ugh Ahhhh! He never loved me it was all a lye! He never loved anyone that heartles bastard!! Ugh! He is cutting again and he is lying about it saying that they are cat scratches! Bull shit if they were than they wouldnt be in srtight lines on his wrist!!! I give up on him he just wont listin.

Beach----  The beach was fun. Me and Sabrina went to the beach like 2 times, saw the movie Saw, Went to the skate park to watch people, and hung out in the hot tub. I had a good time.

 

I will comment on yalls journals thursday

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Hey guys. I am going to the beach today and wont be back untill sunday. The next time I update will probably be tuesday. I love you all and I will comment and all that good stuff when I get back. <<33

Lindy I am sorry I couldnt comeback over me and my mom were really getting into it. If you take me to school on monday than we can talk than. <<33
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Last night Me and my mom were talking and she said I can go to the beach with Sabrina over Thanksgiveing if her grandma says I can! She said the only reason i couldnt go to Michaels was because she didnt have enough gas but I still might get to go if his cuzin will come and get me. I came and spent the night at Lindys after me and my mom were done talking. It was fun she did my journal how I wanted it. I am worried about Michael E and Erika W. I know Michael has been really sad lately and I gave Erika a high 5 and I saw cuts all on her arm! I dont know what to do? I dont think that I can do much cause they like me but not enough to trust me :( . Today I am going to go home and she is going to come get me latter and we are going to try to go and see a movie. She gave me some of her old punk stuff cause she used to be punk/goth but she sint now so that is cool for me lol. Well I will try to write latter.

I think I am going to make my journal friends only IF I think I have enough will power to go and change all my old entries to friends only. =/
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Well hummm were to start. I assome I will just sat w/e comes to my mind. There wasnt really much to say about my life untill today and even now there isnt alot to say. This morning I got my stud bracelet from Nick. Rob was suposed to have it but he was flirting with Nicks sister and she took it! Bitch! Ugh. When you flirt with a guy you mess with their crap not someone elses! Am I right or am I right? In english class Bobby kept asking me why I wouldnt go out with him. Poor boy, I feel so bad cause I dont know why I wont other than I have a boyfriend but I thik it would be bad to say I dont have a reason other than what he already knows. On the way to gym Rob came to meet me and he yelled at Bobby and said dont put your arm around her she is my woman! I didnt know what to say to that? Cause yeah, im not any more.At lunch Rob was dipping and he had to spit the dip out cause a teacher saw him and he sat the dip bottle and his dip right in front of me! I was actin all mad at him and he asked why and I didnt answer. I just dont want to see him mess his life up. He is ding weed again and everything. Nothing bad to any of yall who may do that but I care about him and I dont want him in that mess. He sent Corey in the lunch room to give me a bracelet! I think he found it on the ground but it was still sweet. All that went on after lunch was drama drama drama! Mostly with Michael, Mary, and Meagan but I am not at libberty to talk about what was going on. Welp yeah I THINK thats all <<33
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Ugh I feel like I am running all the time!! friday I stayed out of school but latter that day I had to go watch the 2 or 3 hour long dance recitle and take notes in the dark for my dance class. Saturday I had to go to dance practis at church and help carry turkeys to charter busses. Today is sunday and I am not doing anything but I feel dirty....ya know that feeling you have when you first wake up. Maybe if I take a shower it will go away lol. <<33

Ugh I want to make my journal friends only but than my friends that dont have journals cant read it!! That sux.


My love life is going down the crapper. That sucks too!
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Ugh Ahhhhhh! Yesterday Micheal told me that Rob said he only wanted to be friends with me and that he loved me but wanted to be with Jessica. I was really mad becuase he lied to me if that was true! I asked Michael out and he said "yeah" of corse. He rode the bus home with me and we made out. Noone that knows me sayanything about that. its not like or they went out for a day and made out, we have been talking and acting like we were going out already. When me and Michael went back to my house from Curtis's house I found out Rob called me and I called him back and he acted mad because I didnt call earlier because his aunts funaral was that day. i felt really bad but I had to go to church. I tried to call him back but he was "watching a movie". Today I told him about Michael and we got in a fight. He was yelling and saying that Michael was lying and takeing advantage of me and he said I love you but im going out with someone I care about im sorry you dont understand that! I mean GOOD LORD how am I suposed to understand when he never tells me the whole story and lies!! Ugh. He was acting all pissy all day and every now and then he would say something to me but nothing really good. I was looking at him in lunch and he was like "Can I help you". That fucking ass!! Why is he such a jerk!! Even if he did ask me out I would say I love you but no you have already broken my heart like 10 times I cant just let you do it again!! I am not mad that he dont want to be with me or that he loves his girlfriend, that just makes me sad. I am mad that he is being a jerk to me! If he dont want to hurt me he needs to just leave me alone "in that way". I can be his friend but he needs to stop giveing me false hope that we can be together. He has been being a big ass! He is saying that he cant flirt with people cause Jessica is getting pissed, that doesent bother me but it does bother me its just that he has been saying he loves me and all that crap. What do you call that? Not flirting? Psh w/e! I am finnished tring to get him back! I am thru! I love him but I HAVE to let go......I have to!
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