August 17th, 2004

Hardy har har

So I had a really chill night w/ everyone ... cool cool.
Its 130 & i decide to go home instead of going back up to Marianna's.

.. I get home safe .. even though Im falling asleep @ the wheel.
I get home. SHIT NO KEYS!
I knock.
No answer! ... AH!... So I go in through the back *my room is connected to the veranda* ... & the veranda is closed.
shit.
So I rely on PLAN B (always works)... BATHROOM WINDOW~ *my room is also connected to a lil bathroom*.
This bathroom window is small & high up... so i have to climb a fuckin trash can to get to it. Usually, not a problem. Tonight.. BIG PROBLEM!
Im falling asleep, and I don't feel like jumping onto it... So I decide to step on the recycle bin first... ... Ok... ... seems steady... I'm going to go for it...
right foot on...
KLFH43240-295345@#_@($#@)_%*#$^*)#%$*$!)#$*@%)(&#$%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL THE FUCKIN GLASS BOTTLES SHATTER ALL OVER THE FUCKIN DRIVE WAY, CREATING THE LOUDEST FUCKIN MOST ANNOYING SOUND KNOWN TO MANKIND!
Oh shit.
Im standing there, cut... with the whole drive way covered in bottles.
My dad comes out thinkin I was a robber, about to bash me with a big ass stick (where the fuck he got the stick, dont fuckin know)
"DAD! ITS OK! SONO IO! CHIARA!! TUA FIGLIA!!! PAPA!!!!!"

..and I get let in through the kitchen entrance...
"clean up tommorow, u moron".

..........YES!! lol.

Funny ending to a chill ass night.. love everyone... westwood, crazy hooka charging assholes... Props to John for putting down the $$$.
..Tommorow night, a whole new adventure, NIP TUCK style :)


xox

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Dear you-
Im sorry for all the uncertainty I bring to your life. I'm sorry for any pain.. or chaos. I'm sorry for all the self doubt & the forced lies.
I guess I just never want you out of my life again.. Even as just a friend.. I want you in my life.
I promise to be there for you and be the best friend you allow me to be. Through pain, through happiness, through battles within yourself... I promise to always be there for you.
I promise to give you a hand if you ever fall into a hole.
I promise to be here if you need a shoulder to cry on.
If you ever need me, I am here.
Someone I care about told me that as long as he's in my life, he would try to stop me from getting hurt.. if he can help it, of course.
I say that to you.
As long as Im around, i will try my hardest to keep you away from pain.
Even as just a friend.
I will always love you, please... never forget that.
Signed,
twl.






...Sorry... another dream I had.
...Better entry coming soon...