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This survey took fucking ages. Though it appears i am relatively well balanced. Hmmm ... I must admit I am a little freaked out that the computer knows more about me and i know about myself ...

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- You are neither a subdued loner nor a jovial chatterbox. You enjoy time with others but also time alone. (Okay, cool i suppose)
- Stressful and frustrating situations can often be upsetting to you, but you are sometimes able to get over these feelings and cope with these situations. (Only sometimes? what the hell do i do otherwise?)
- You have a great desire for tradition. (Oh yeah, meat and potatoes all the way)
- Your thinking is quite complex. To others you appear to be a well-educated person but not quite an intellectual. (You guys don't think i'm an intellectual!? Well, fine, bitches!)
- You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. (Please note, i have only SOME concern. Hehe)
- You feel enraged when things do not go your way and are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. (Enraged is the word, my friends)
- You very rarely feel depressed and are usually in a good frame of mind. (Yaye!)
- You are not generally self conscious about yourself. (Are you sure, computer?)
- You make friends quickly (Hell yeah. People just love me)
- You like crowds but feel overwhelmed by them. You need privacy and time for yourself. (It's hard to do that without a bedroom door)
- You are an active group participant but prefer to let someone else be the group leader. (Yup, I agree with that)
- You love beauty, both in art and in nature. You become quickly involved and absorbed in artistic and natural events. (Aw, that's nice, isn't it?)
- You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. (You mean like you are, computer?)
- You like to debate intellectual issues and often enjoy riddles, puzzles and brain teasers. (All of which leave me feeling dumb)
- You often you exhibit a readiness to challenge authority. Sometimes you feel a certain degree of hostility toward rules and perhaps even enjoy ambiguity. (I totally should have been in the sex pistols)
- You are wary and hold back from trusting people completely. (But people is sometimes kind)
- You do not enjoy confrontation, but you will stand up for yourself or push your point if you feel it is important. (Yep, true)
- You are willing to take credit for good things that you do but you don't often talk yourself up much. (Aw, shucks, stop it now, computer!)
- Your work tends to be careless and disorganized. In general you tend to be messy and scattered. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. (Oh, shit. Really!?)
- You find yourself procrastinating and show poor follow-through on tasks. Often you fail to complete tasks - even tasks that you want very much to complete. (Is it just me or is this description of myself getting worse as it goes along?)
- Above all, your main personality traits are passionate and cheerful. (Aw, yaye!!)

So, what have i learnt?

I sometimes do stuff and sometimes do not.

Awesome ... ?
Asian Dudes

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hehehehehehhehehehehe .. hehehehehehehheheh. oh, what what what what is going on in my brain!!!??? i don't know! don't ask me! do you think i know? do you? do you?

oh, i'm very stressed.. oh, thesis and yellow pages. oh god you're doing my head in. brain, if you're listening, please turn off please please, just for one night.
Asian Dudes

Littlun finally has dementia

I'm going mad. No, I mean it. Really, I do.
I keep forgetting everthing, like everything. I forgot to meet my friend for coffee this morning. I forgot to pick up my thesis books (haha, oh well. goodbye thesis!). I forgot to pay my gas AND electric bill (do i really need both!? surely i can make do with a tin bath and a pair of gloves ..). I had to go to a christening and i forgot to get a present and THEN forgot to even go to the damn thing (i don't even know the kid. she could have 666 burned on her skull for all that i know). i forgot my credit card pin number(probably a good thing). i find myself randomly somewhere in my house and forget what i'm doing there (sleepwalking?). I forget to go to sleep! i forget to eat! (i have lost 17lb in four weeks because of this ...)
Last week, my sister forgot her age. yes, she actually did. So i can only gather this is something that runs in the Littlun blood lines.
In a few short minutes, i'll probably even forget why i'm writing this post. and then i'll re-read it and forget that it's true.
I'm 21. This should not be happening. I'm going to eat some salmon for some brain power, assuming i remember what salmon is.

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Yeah, i'll take that.

In other news,
- West Ham won 3 - 1 against Charlton .. come on, my hammers!!! I've decided that if they get to the FA cup final again, i'm gonna get the hammers tattooed somewhere on my person.
- I'm hatching a plan to get my sister engaged to her boyfriend. It's been 7 years you fool! Get a ring on her flippin' finger already!
- Yesterday i got the countdown conundrum on Countdown, and solved both the maths problems when the idiot contestants did not. Go me. Uh huh.
- I miss deal or no deal!
- I watch too much TV ...
- I'm on a mission to find girlfriends for two love forlorn mates of mine. Any takers?
- I'm so desperate for cashio that i'm delivering 438 yellow pages for £57. I figure the damn fine people of ye olde yellowe pages have done so much for me over the years that i may as well return the favour.
- I really fancy driving to scotland. or perhaps wales. just for the taste of it. and i love car rides in the night. now, as i don't drive, this may be difficult.
- Sky sports .. WHY do u insist on showing liverpool games and not a flicker of west ham? did west ham not get to the finals with them? is it cos steven gerrard and his odd hairline are so much more screen friendly? is it cos ur all dicks?

Farewell for today fandom, I love you all like a writer strolling through the park loves a girl he sees, sitting on a bench and reading his book. Like when she gets bitten by a vampire and turns into a souless human-is-lunch creature, he still can't find it in himself to push that stake through her heart. Like when he does, her eyes open wide, her porceline fangs stab out as viciously as knives, and for a instant, before she dies, he sees a glimmer of the same girl he saw sitting in the park, reading his book. I love you all like that.

(five points to whoever can figure out what THAT'S all about (alfie))

Lit xx
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Well, do excuse the caps, but i was very thrown to see it. and excited! and jealous that i could not go to Lumos ...

Amd most boggled when everybody i appear to have ever known was shoving the pages in my face with a ... "Hey, Littlun, look! It's all that weird shit you're into."

Yaye for weird shit!
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cry cry cry cry cry!!!!

so yes! okay! i'm back to lurking! lurking like an ugly friggin LURKER!!

My website has been suspended cos i have no money to pay for it!! so all my art everywhere isnt available!!! People off my FLIST, MY GORGEOUS FLIST! are leaving me!!!!

i do not have the time to WORK and do my THESIS and look after my HOUSE that my flatmates have escaped from for the summer and stay committed to FANDOM!! I'M SORRY!!!!!!


please don't.

urgh. Littlun x