||[19 Jul 2005|01:30pm]
i dont really know what to update about.
things have been kinda fucked up lately.
i just got back from NC.
it was too fun.
my birthdays coming up reallll soon.
i'd really like all my friends to come
hang out with me.
i really miss all my friends i haven't seen in
it makes me sad because i love these people.
im not doing anything
let me know if you'd like to do something.
swallow your words baby//before you choke on them
||[12 Jul 2005|03:02pm]
well, im leaving for north carolina.
i'll be back sunday or something.
so leave me comments
&&& tell me how much you miss me.
if you'd like to call me,
let me know & i'll give you the number.
||[11 Jul 2005|05:28pm]
||[07 Jul 2005|01:05pm]
hi, im nikki.
i have shoulder-length brown hair, but that's about to change.
i love music, especially the music scene around here.
i love going to shows.
im a really impatient person, but im learning.
i get attached really easy, and i hate it because im always the one to get her ♥ broken.
i love walking in the rain.
i hate how boys make me feel all insecure. every single one of them does it to me.
i wouldn't say that im really pretty, and i'd hope im not too terribly ugly as well.
i hate showing my emotions.
i'd really like to have one of those relationships with my mom where i can tell her anything. that's not the case.
i love walking on the beach at night.
im really self conscious.
i hate the time when you're laying down trying to fall asleep. it makes me think about stuff.
i tend to hold grudges, but its only to keep myself from getting hurt.
i love late night car rides going no where in particular.
i love my best friends
my birthday is coming up. i cant wait.
i hate reading.
& i love surprises and spontaneity.
edit: & i fucking love how nothing ever works out.