I wanna make a site dedicated to Hobbits. I want it to be a role play; anyone can be any hobbit they wish. We'd have fun! We'd have a picnic on the Brandywein, we'd build a tree house! Ah man. What do ya'll think. I can explain it later...
Must pay phone bill!
I have quite a few 'friends' but a lot of people haven't listed me as thier friend. No wonder I never get a reply.
I'm off to pay my phone bill.
Ah man. Life is so shitty right now. I don't know how I'm gonna last. I need to lose this fucking weight so I can get the fuck outa here. I'm only like, 5 lbs shy of 165. And I'm not fucking fat, I'm tall and curvy, yeah, but I'm not fat. damnit.
I'm in debt and I have no job as of Friday. Target, Here I come!
If ya'll are wondering its just that I really want to get into the Airforce and I have to weigh 165 or less. It's so stupid. Since I've been in Georgia (about 6 months) I've gone down 2 pant sizes. Shit. It seems like it's gonna take forever.
I really like to smoke weed. There. I said it. Does that make me a bad person?
Damn my winter cold to HELL!
Argh. I already had the worst summer cold ever and now I get a flippin' cold in the midst of so many working hours! Speaking of work, I just finished a 56 and a half hour work week with no day off, and still only making $6.25 and hour. That sucks.
Caleb turned 2 months young on the 15th! He is such a cutie. I'll putting pictures up whenever I get the chance.
Um. Not alot has been going on though, besides me working my ass off.
Oh, and since I arrived in Georgia I've lost about 20 pounds and went down a whole size and a half. Go me!
Okay, well, since I don't want to bore ya'll with more uneventful tales, I shall leave you all with a hug and a kiss. XO
Things are already looking bright. It's a beautiful brand new day, and I'm putting the past behind me. I've not been crying over the loss of Brett(I did for a little bit), thus I have come to the conclusion that if I was in love with Brett, wouldn't I still be crying over him? *nods*
So yeah, I worked an 8 hour shift yesterday, closed up at 11 pm, (finally) fell asleep about 2 am and now I'm running on about 4 hours for another 8 hour shift! Hoorah! Although my hours are worthy to complain over, I shant because I will have lots of money this week! (7 hours overtime is cool).
But, bring on the day because I refuse to keep letting people bring my down. I'm a happy person, damnit.
Have a lovely day for all my lovelies,
Why does it seem that my love life is somewhat related to a broken record? Brett broke up with me and couldn't give a good explaination to back up his decision. He only said that he needed to be alone right now. I asked him if there was something that I had done and he said it wasn't me. I wouldn't let myself fall in love with him the frist 2 or 3 months I knew him because I was so sure that this would happen. I said, "Brett, I kept my guard up so I couldn't fall in love with you. Why did you have to wait to do this when I did?" And then he goes on telling me how beautiful I was and how perfect I am...you know...just trying to make me feel better.
Anyways, now I'm all depressed, not only cuz he dumped me, but because everyone has! I would really like to know whats going on; they can never seem to give me a good reason.
I guess I'm gonna start sending those stupid emails that say I'll have bad luck in love for a year if I don't send them to 10 people...
*gets ready for a bad day*
Well, I'm off to go home. I'll prolly be able to get online at the place I'm staying.
I guess I'll talk to ya'll later. And again, if you want a little present from me for Christmas email your address to me or something. I'd love to get in contact with my friends again after being away for so long.
Photobucket deleted allll of my fucking avatars!!! They're all gone! Well, a couple are left but all my favorite ones are fucking gone. Ah, man I'm pissed.
Did this happen to anyone else?
Did I tell ya'll that I already have ROTK EE reserved!?!! Yay! I can't wait til the 14th!
Also, If any of you know a good name for a convenient store, please let me know! We are trying to find a good new name for Timesaver (thats what I work for) because we got a new owner. So, if ya'll could help it would be mighty nice of you!