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[20 Mar 2007|09:37pm]
Hello my lovelies.
I did not forget about you-I forgot about myself.
I have been partying, being lazy, eating whatever the fuck I want...and now I am paying for it. I've gained a lot of weight...So now I am starting over. At least I'm not starting from 220 again, but I still need to help myself before I get worse.
Anyway, new livejournal-
add it please, I need some weight loss friends...again.
I hope to hear from you all again soon:)
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[12 Oct 2006|09:48am]
Fuck quick diets; I'm doing the real thing.
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[09 Oct 2006|10:50am]
SHD starts today.
Wish me luck:)
7 weeks until London:)

Also- My birthday weekend went wonderfully. It's sad that it's over now, but I'll live.
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[03 Oct 2006|06:10am]
[ mood | crushed ]

I'm not doing well. I believe I'm still stuck in the mid 150's which is TERRIBLE. I'm going to London during thanksgiving, and I really want to be around 145. That's around 10 pounds. It dosen't seem unreasonable, but for some reason this weight WILL NOT come off.
I hate to do this, but I'm considering either a)The sacred heart diet again... B) a 300 cal diet for a couple weeks
This has never been this hard before. I don't know what's wrong. I look terrible. Even my dad told me I should lose weight.

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[04 Sep 2006|08:13pm]
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ULTIMATE reverse thinspiration. Seriously. Both are my highest weights of the summer
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[04 Sep 2006|12:02pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Still stuck at the same weight. I'm still happy that I lost 8 pounds, but why isn't anything else coming off? I get 1 hour of cardio 6 days a week, shouldn't the weight just be pouring off? Ohwell, I'll keep trying. When I originally started losing weight it came off much more easier, because I was much heavier. I'm just aiming for 145 right now, and from there I'll go to 130. 145 by my Thanksgiving I think is a good goal.
I went to a little party last night and I didn't drink. No beer for me, no food either. (it was 1am) I'm pretty proud of myself.

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[31 Aug 2006|09:42am]
Oh baby
8 pounds gone
This is going to go faster than I thought. Every morning I look in the mirror and my stomach looks a little bit smaller. I know it's just wishful thinking, but it's great to start the day on that positive note.
I forgot what it felt like to have more confidence and more energy, although it's only been a few days, I'm feeling so so good. I almost love myself.
I'm taking a class at school called Enhancing your Self Esteem starting tonight. I wonder if that will help me.
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[29 Aug 2006|12:46pm]
Day two- another hour of DDR. It dosen't feel like excercise, but it makes me sweat a lot and gets me out of breath, so I consider it excercise.
Weigh-in is Monday.
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[28 Aug 2006|02:55pm]
One hour of DDR completed. New Jamie is almost here.
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[25 Aug 2006|01:29pm]
Like I said, before Thanksgiving break, I will be smaller. MUCH smaller. School is starting soon, so it will be easier to stay on track and be busier.
I've been doing shitty, but I have an excuse. Not a good enough one, but oh well. I've been going through some slight emotional problems.
Seriously this time!
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[16 Aug 2006|11:48am]
[ mood | determined ]

When I woke up this morning and looked at my stomach, it actually looked SMALLER. That is really good inspiration for me to do well today.
Soon I will be lower than before.

New goal set for November:

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[10 Aug 2006|12:30pm]
High protein, low-ish carbs, low fat, low cals.

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Seriously this time. [31 Jul 2006|10:07am]
[ mood | Confident ]

Current FATspiration:
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That and, when people come home for college for Thanksgiving I want to surprise everyone and look fucking hot.
I haven't been doing too well.
Today is a new day. This week I will lose a lot.

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[20 Jul 2006|01:56pm]
So...I haven't been on here lately. Why, you ask? Because all I've fucking been doing is eating and drinking. I have gained such a disgusting amount of weight, I'm about to kill myself.
Instead, though, I am going on an extreme diet. Sacred heart may get started up again. I don't know, but I am sickening.
I don't know how much I've gained, I won't step on a scale.Collapse )
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SERIOUSLY [20 Jun 2006|11:31pm]
1. No more eating past 7
2. No more binge-eating
3. Excercise regularly
4. walk daily
5. Eat more vegetables and fruit

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[01 Jun 2006|07:46am]
[ mood | embarrassed ]

Okay, I have not been healthy at all. I go from not eating for 5 days straight, to binging for 2. I'm out of school, I'm quitting my job, so I will have a lot of free time to excercise. Now I can have no excuses. I lost a bunch of weight from not eating, so I was back to around 142 or so, but I've been eating for the past 3 days or so without caring much.
WHo really knows. Well, I have some NewPicturesCollapse )

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[25 Apr 2006|08:51pm]
SO i've been doing terribly. I kind of forgot how to start.
I'm going to attempt to become a vegetarian, nothing to do with weight really, just personal reasons. After that I want to eventually become vegan.

I need:
To stop being lazy
To stop thinking so much about food
To have more confidence
To not take my emotions out on food
Stop being depressed
Letting school keep now down.
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[05 Apr 2006|01:17pm]
SO I fucked up. REAL bad. I'm not going anywhere near a scale. Califonia is is 2 weeks and I've gained a lot of weight. Someone took control of my body I think, because it has not been me.
I think I'll do a lame-o quickie diet like the sacred heart or slim fast before cali. I have to fix this quickly!
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[13 Mar 2006|09:20pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

I'm back on track, although only as of today. hah. I diid taebo though and ate really well.
I just had this talk with my friend and it made me a little sad. I really have to lose the weight I've gained and then some.

Me: but tell me the absolute truth, do i look like ive gained some weight?
Her: perhaps a smallsmall amount but i think you look amazing now
Her: not super skinny

Okay well maybe thats what i needed. At least she was honest ?
No more binges
no more bad eating
no more free days
no more cheating
no more negativity
no more laziness
no more excuses
no more fat

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[06 Mar 2006|07:23pm]
I know there must be some reason to all of this; I must be pmsing to the extreme. I am craving chocolate and fat-foods like always, my boobs hurt, and I keep randomly getting depressed and or angry. ALSO this would explain my sudden and unfortunate weight-gain maybe ?

Hopefully this is the reason.

Food for today:

Maple&brown sugar low-sugar oatmeal

vegetable soup
1mini baguette (only 100 cals, no worries)
4 saltines

1 apple with splenda and cinnamon
fat free yogurt
100cal pack

salad (cal.free dressing)
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