oh it's hurts to be this good.
bringherastarX: woo, me and you we are so both pathetic I love it.
Me too. I love this journal for being public. Especially because all of the good stuff is in lara_core still. Anyway. It's so funny how people can be so hypocritical about things. I, myself, know when to get out of a relationship that isn't going to work out. I obviously wasn't meant to be with someone younger then me, so I got myself out. Just because someone else has him, doesn't mean I'm jealous. If I was jealous, I would be saying 'oh please be back with me' ... and I am not, and would never ever say something like that to him, or anyone else for that matter.
your boyfriend over the summer lived over an hour away. you must remember, considering how you had me drive him down to see you whenever we were supposed to hang out. .. and he did, oh and we still communicate with eachother, big accomplishment, eh? who cares. that was me using you. How's it feel? I'm sure it feels awesome to be used, you sure as hell should be used to it by now.
seems like everything you dislike about zalina is something you have/had issues with. interesting.
the issues i have with zalina, hardly reflect on the issues i have with myself, thank you for your pathetic attempt at insulting me.
+ weight issues. what girl doesn't have weight issues?
+ ... what other issue do i have with myself? i'm pretty damn happy with myself, thank you.
+ my mom's a physcopath. .. i totally have control over that one, i swear. /end sarcasim for those of you who don't understand that.
oh, and "blondie" is 20x the person you or cait ever could be ... except i don't try to kiss the boy i know my so called best friend has been so to say, 'in love with' for.. months. thanks for putting your nose in buisness you know nothing of.
except maybe in your sheltered world where wakefield and kill hannah or whatever are god's gifts to music
WAKEFIELD .. [insert the long squeal like a teeny bopper] and KILL HANNAH [reminds self to mention to them that i for one am claiming them to be god's gift to music, especially for just LIKING their band. Wow.]
and you are so 'fashionxcore' it hurts ... rofl. i wish you understood our inside jokes before you made an attempt at ripping them apart.
neither of you are anything to be jealous of ... really? wow. i'm sure you guys are completely our competition.. last i checked, i got the boy i wanted, and hardly had to try .. that's something to be jealous of. something else to be jealous of, is the fact that we're two beautiful teenage girls who respect ourselves a lot more then we respect you, because we do not have our self commenting to people we haven't talked to in MONTHS unless they comment to us first. NOR do we put our noses inbusiness that does not involve us directly. We ARE something to be jealous of. Conceited? Incredibly.
ps. you talked 'mad shit from tons of miles away' on plenty of people. KTHNXBYE. ... It's true, but at least I don't randomly im people out of the blue to tell them they're pathetic. Or else certain people would get an im every week saying 'you're pathetic, kthnxbye'
It's true, I am everything you say I am. Conceited, a bitch, a liar, a backstabber, unloyal, a slut, a groupie, obsessed, a teenybopper ... whatever else you want to throw my way, i'm sure I'll agree with it. But atleast I've gotten past the stage of denying it, and started to accept it, because honestly.. who else would be this good at this? Thank you so incredibly much for boosting mine, and my bestfriends ego tonight. It makes us feel awesome that you would take the time out to sit at your computer and think of all of these insults... just to prove your pathetic little point. It shows we meant a little more then you'll let on. If we were so pathetic, and .. not worth talking to, why bother to fight with us? we're just going to laugh at you anyway, and maybe put up a fake fight while we're at it.. But other then that, you're just making us laugh. Thank you though, we really needed to laugh tonight.
God, it's good to be me.
ps; Cait if we go down, we go down together.